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This is the latest i'm posting a part... it's 9:25 as i'm starting to write this, and i'll probably finish by 10:00... No i did not sleep. I just wanted to get this part out ASAP, i hope you see why.
you can just see how putting Vox in his place heals Alastor's soul a little. Though, he understands that this may have complicated his plan, and keeping Vox oblivious to date being wrong...
little did he know, vox is actually into this shit....
yay first bonus joke i'm actually giving you! This is kinda soft canon of the comic, like, you can count this as canon, or not.
But in any case, Vox got reminded why he fell in love with Alastor in the first place... and what he broke...
PKAY, NEXT PART IS GONNA BE A BIG ONE. CURRENTLY IT SITS AT 9 PAGES, BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN KEEP IT THIS SIZE (i MEAN THAT IT WON'T GROW). SO, IT MAY TAKE LONGER THAN USUALLY, compansating that by posting this one earlier
We're almost there guys! just 4 parts left...
p.s. i did NOT know "broski" was a real word LMAO, but i guess, peak hazbin naming on accident
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NO THIS ISN'T THE END. WHEN IT'S THE END, IT WILL LITERALLY SAY "THE END". If from the planned parts in the masterpost it wasn't clear.
I'm sorry to all of you who, despite all the warnings, still got traumatized by the last part. But, i guess, i'm finally living up to the title of Queen of Angst and Goddes of Hyperglass AHA
Alastor without his smile looks so cursed AUGH. since season 2 i almost haven't drawn him without it.
Right now we're moving towards the "crisis" in the structure. Don't worry, it won't be anything near as shocking to what was in the last part. but it gonna get quite... depressing. For the most of us.
So, to address something. I've been noticing comments like "well, Alastor is a bad person, he killed people in life, he's torturing souls on the broadcast, so, he deserved this". NO. NO-NO-NO-NO-NO, MILLION TIMES NO! NO!
REPEAT AFTER ME. NOBODY DESERVES TO BE RAPED.
NOBODY DESERVES TO BE RAPED.
NOBODY DESERVES TO BE RAPED.
NOBODY! No matter how bad of a person they are, rape is NEVER justified, never deserved! This comic does NOT say that Alastor is innocent at all, doesn't say that he did nothing wrong, doesn't deny that he is a bad person. HE'S IN FUCKING HELL, C'MON. But no matter what he did, he doesn't deserve this. Nobody does! Because if you find any, ANY reason to justify rape, you give offenders the excuses to keep doing it, and getting away with it. You siding with people who blame the girls for getting raped, because they were wearing "provocative" clothes or smth. THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS, SHE CAN WALK NAKED IF SHE WISHES SO, SHE'S GOING TO GET ARRESTED PROBABLY, BUT IF SOMEONE CAN'T KEEP THEIR DESIRES IN THE PANTS, THAT'S THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM THAT THEY DIDN'T DEVELOP THE FRONTAL LOBE ENOUGH TO CONTROL THEIR IMPULSES! And this applies to anything, literally anything. Victim is never at fault for being raped, all responsibility is on the offender!
Moving on.
This part doesn't have much complicated lighting except on the first page, so it was faster. But i did something different... and i'm going to keep doing it... i wonder if you notice
YESS I LOVE THE THEORY THAT ALASTOR STITCHED HIS SMILE HIMSELF OR SMTH, i know that it's probably not true in the show, bc stitches done in a way that wouldn't hold his smile up, but keep it from ripping further. But i had this headcanon before season 2, and it fits perfectly here.
Ok, im just imagining, far in the future, when he would feel like he's healed enough, he'd remove the stitches and be able to smile again without them π₯Ίπ₯Ίπ₯Ί
I LOVE all the readings and interpretations of Vox's gift in the prev part, like DAMN. Just saying that all i thought when i came up with this was "hm, Vox would, bc Alastor wasn't around and he had nothing to do, so he decided to make him a gift bc he was bored". But i just adore every deep meaning you found.
holy shit reading through all comments looking for people asking for tags takes like an hour on its own... i thought wow i'll post early and will go to sleep SIKE 548 comments to look through. i'm not complaining btw ποΈποΈ
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I lied, i'm posting this earlier.
Before we begin. No, i did not kiss the bricks. And in the previous part Alastor was calling for his mom, he wasn't calling Rosie mom, just saying, since many people got little bit confused.
Welp, this is the part. First few pages don't have anything graphic, and there will be second warning before the worst stuff. Also some of those sick people we talked about in the previous post will again say that they're disappointed with lack of graphic details, and reddit will call it fetish content. Again. Whatever.
TRIGGER WARNING! β Next pages contain depictions of coercion to sex, sexual abuse/assault/rape, emotionally heavy stuff. Take care, proceed with caution.
Well, Alastor will have a fun time with countdown to exterminations, when they begin. Let's pause here for a second.
I'd split the part here, but next pages all should be hidden, and i can't make a post hiding all the pictures x)
The previous page, before Vox picks Al up, made my guts twist like 20 times when i was drawing it and it makes me SO FUCKING ANXIOUS. Istg Alastor would be less scared if he had to go and be executed. He would rather die than have sex with Vox again...
Istg waiting for something horrible that is inevitable is a torture on its own. I feel that when i think about death π i hate it so much and if i think for too long, I'll have a panic attack like Alastor in the previous part. Uhh...
Alright, enough yapping. This is your last chance to escape and don't see the worst part. And if you are still here... I can only wish you to be strong.
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Ouff... Well, that happened.
THIS. LOOKS. SO MUCH WORSE IN COLOR, I CAN'T, ESPECIALLY THE LAST PAGE. this page is so... Alastor there is just... You say it. And I'll say that i can look away from his knee.
First time Vox was doing it for like 20 minutes, and Alastor felt like it was forever. This time it was 2 hours... He is so lost in dissociation.
You have no idea how many times i was redrawing sketch for the second page. The only frame that i left the same as it was is the one where Vox is covering Al's mouth with his hand. The rest of them were changed so many times because either it looked too nonsensical, or too explicit, or not painful enough. And all the way from the first sketch to the final rendering, i was on the verge of passing out whenever i had to work on this page, this was too fucking much.
And adding the faded dialogue was last minute thought, because i had this idea that Vox wanted to hear Alastor moaning, but Alastor's reaction to being helpless and in pain is to shut up and pretend dead, and hope that the abuser would get bored or smth. And Vox, not getting what he wants, was becoming more violent. Maybe by the end of it Al sobbed loud enough couple of times and Vox took it as a win.
Alright, i hope you have survived this. This is the "disaster". Few next parts we'll be dealing with mental consequences of this before Al finds a way to break the deal. It's gonna become... Little bit controversial, fair warning. But i promised that Alastor will get out of this, and I'm not changing the ending to please the shippers. This is radioSILENCE, and it will remain that way.
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bonus: the ugly ahh drawing vox made. i hate that it looks all cute and innocent. In different circumstances Alastor would absolutely adore this gift. Tease vox about it, but keep it safe in his room. And it makes it even worse.
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Sadly, Vox is back to life. And the story isn't over. But wait... NO WAY, THEY CAN TALK?!!!
Alastor is trying to sell the deal breaking to Vox as if Vox is the one who needs it, Like it's not Alastor who hates his life every day since they had sex. He is too prideful and too afraid to look weak to admit, that he would rather die forever than have sex ever again.
Also, if you missed my post, saying it here. I had a dream that was repeating the plot of this comic and i was Alastor. I DIDN'T LIKE THAT. So thats why this part kinda took longer, i think i need to slow tf down, but i can't. Like, when i don't have 100500 comments flying in every second, i'm like I NEED MORE, I NEED TO POST ANOTHER PART I NEED COMMENTS!!!!!!!!! and then i go and speedrun next pages...
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Bonus. I think this sums up the whole comic. chain in Alastor's hand, like he has control of the situation, but the same hand has chain on it as well, and his face and neck have marks of abuse he suffers from
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OOFFF... This part was actually reworked so much since the original draft. In the first draft they didn't get in a fight, and everything ended in the chair, and Vox kinda smugly threw some nasty stuff and left, but then something went wrong.
As you can see, Vox wouldn't have trouble killing Alastor... though, he knows that Alastor will be back anyway. Other question, would he kill him permanently if Alastor reqested it?... Good thing we have no way to find out i guess.
Also, drawing that one specific frame where Vox is licking Al's neck made my guts twist. One thing is when Vox is forcing that and Alastor is just trying to disocciate. Other when he has to pretend to be into that and response to... that. Ughhg. Also headcanon i have for a while now that Alastor has sensitive neck and hates it being touches ESPECIALLY.
Okay, anyway. i love that the previous prt sparked discussions about what love is and how it can manifest, really interesting stuff. I also wanted to adress something else, but i forgor... AH, REMEMBERED!!
Some people read the deal wrong and it at first set me in the panic mode, because people were saying that it's "at least once a year" and i was like WAIT DID I FUCK IT UP but no, it's just a misunderstanding. The actual deal is Alastor's second to last line on the first page of the comic, and it says just ONCE. So, no, everything still works. Phew. Yall got me stressin' dudes.
Also, no need to really apologise for things i sometimes complain about in here (unless you request a fucking r///le comic in the replies, which is HUH??? literally happened btw, i tink you can still find that dude under the previous part of THIS comic), but i was like. Almost flattered, because it means my art is that good that r///le shippers want me in their boat. Which won't happen, btw, lol, you can look but you can't touch yk yk. Um what was i talking about?... Ah, yes, no need to apologise because no hard feelings, it's just interntet, people are gonna be dumb, or assholes, or both, and i'm a tough cookie.
p.s. Al def made Vox cut off Vox's own dick multiple times just for this grim satisfaction. In fact, i wanted to include that in the part 6, but couldn't figure out how to draw it and went for the cannibalism scene instead
p.p.s. also, i accidentally came up with even darker version of this au...
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