warnings: smutty, fluff, angst, themes of sexual assault (not y/n or yuta), fear of men (if that is even a warning idk đ), y/n is a lingerie modelâŠ
Letâs say your experience with men havenât been that great leading up till now. Youâve always felt uncomfortable around men, the way they looked at you, the way they spoke to you and what they did make you repulsive towards any male human you saw. You were tired of your fear and anxiety around men, and thatâs what brings you to this point of your life⊠standing in a self defense class with many other women who feel the same way.Â
You mingled with the other ladies, sharing your experiences and what was the final straw that brought you here. âMy boyfriend⊠well ex boyfriend, used to physically assault me and our childâ one of the ladies said, making you feel humbled that you never had such gut-wrenching experiences. Despite all the girls having bad experiences of their own, you knew that your fear and anger was valid and you deserved to feel just as hurt as the other ladies.Â
Just as you were about to ask where the instructor was, he waltzed in with a beautiful smile on his face. âHi ladies, how are you all today?â he chimed, sparkles in his eyes. All the girlâs attention went straight to him, them all happily greeting him in return. âMy name is Yuta, and Iâll be your instructor for today⊠and hopefully the rest of the courseâ he says, everyone laughing at his statement. All the ladies were so focused on his words but you just completely spaced out⊠he was so charismatic. âOkay, before we start I think we should all introduce ourselves, get to know each other a bit betterâ he says signaling at the girl standing next to start. âHi my name is Angel, nice to meet you allâŠâ she kept on speaking but you just couldnât stop focusing on the man in front of you. âWhy is he so sweet and handsome and gentle andâŠ???â you thought to yourself.Â
To your surprise, you really enjoyed the class. Even though the class hasnât ended, every moment was fun and enjoyable. âUhm, y/n youâre doing that wrongâ Yuta said, looking you in the eyes he walked over to where you were in the room. âMay I?â he asked before putting his hands on your waist to show you how to move properly. Your waist felt tingly, almost as if you were feeling butterflies in your stomach. Thatâs because you were, you were feeling a shit ton of butterflies in your stomach cause the most beautiful man youâve ever seen that smells like cherry and musk was holding your waist with his beautiful man hands. Once you got the move right, your face was so hot from blushing that you could literally cook an egg on it. âWell doneâ he said, with his beautiful voice.Â
The class finally came to and end, but just before you could say goodbye and leave, Yuta stopped you. âY/n, can I talk to you real quick?â he asked, gesturing to a open chair close to his. âWhatâs wrong?â you asked, looking at the floor because if you looked into his eyes youâd probably melt into a pile of bones and blood. âNothing, you did nothing wrong. I just wanted to know why you were so quiet during class, did I do something to make you uncomfortable?â he asked, trying to look into your eyes, but you wouldnât budge. âNo, you were great. Iâm just still getting used to everythingâŠâ you said, finally lifting your head up to look him in the eyes. You werenât quiet because of the ânew environmentâ, you were just phased out by the man sitting in front of you. âOkay, as long as you are alright then Iâm happy!â he said, smiling at you. âI should probably go, I donât want to keep you busy.â you said, standing up and making your way to the exit. âByeâŠâ you said halfway through the door, leaving Yuta now time to greet you as well. âGoodbye y/n, I guessâŠâ he says, but by that time you were in the parking lot, thatâs how speedy you were.
A week went by and you were getting ready to attend your second self-defense class. Yuta was as charming as ever, greeting everyone and helping everyone. It was his job, but it still made your heart flutter at how considerate he is towards all the ladies, always asking if he may help them. The end of class approached and as the ladies were grabbing their things, Yuta came up to you and grabbed your hand before you could even pick up your bag. âCan I talk yo you?â he asked, holding your hand gently. âSureâŠâ you say, uncertain of what he wants to discuss or do. All the ladies have left by now and it was just the two of you sitting on the floor. âWhatâs wrong? Sorry if I did anything wrongâŠâ you said, looking at the floor again. âWhy do you keep apologizing and asking âwhatâs wrong?â y/n? You arenât doing anything wrong, donât feel obligated to apologize for every little mistake you make. You kept apologizing for breathing during the class!â he said sternly, trying to figure out whatâs bothering you. He wasnât harsh but his words made you tear up. He saw one tear drop on the floor and he immediately panicked. âI didnât mean to make you cry. Iâm sorry, Iâm only trying to help!â he said lifting your face with his hand, making you stare with your swollen red eyes right into his beautiful un-swollen eyes. You signed out, gaining the courage to explain your self. âIâve always felt like Iâm doing something wrong, I always feel that whenever someone is slightly angry itâs my faultâŠâ you said and before you could even finish speaking, he held you close in a tight hug. âItâs okay, let it all out. Youâre pretty when you cry.â he said, making you laugh. You felt safe for the first time in years⊠all in this one hug. âI have nothing left to do today, wanna go grab dinner with me?â he asked, releasing from the hug. âThat would be nice⊠I like Italian food by the way.â you say, Yuta laughing at your statement.
You made it to the Italian restaurant (yes girl whoop-whoop), sitting down at a nice table outside since the weather was nice. âI probably look like shit now after I criedâŠâ you said, placing your bags on a chair next to you. âNo, you look beautiful as alwaysâŠâ Yuta says, smiling at you. âIf you donât mind me asking, why did you decide to become a self-defense instructor?â you asked, looking at his pretty hands that were fidgeting with his rings. âI grew up with my mom and two sisters who had a huge impact on my life. It made me upset knowing they are vulnerable and less safe compared to me since they were women in a world with messed up men. So they inspired me to help other women gain strength and confidence around men, thatâs why I do what I do⊠for them?â he said, looking into your now less swollen eyes. âThatâs coolâŠâ you said, sipping some of the water the waiter brought in the meantime. âWhat do you do for a living?â he asked, putting the ring he fidgeted with back on his finger. âI work in the fashion industry, mainly underwear and stuff like lingerie. I work in the marketing areaâŠâ you say confidently. âOh so, you organize the shoots orâŠâ he asks, not sure what you meant with âmarketingâ. âNo, I model the lingerie!â you say, chuffed. âSeriously, thatâs pretty cool.â he says, sipping some of the water the waiter I mentioned earlier brought you guys. âAre you ready to order?â he asked, looking at your eyes, he kinda felt some butterflies too.
Another week went by and you were once again getting ready for self-defense class (insert epic rock music riff). As you were going through your messages, you saw Yuta canceled the class. âOh, maybe he has something else onâŠâ you thought to yourself. Just as you were about to get into lazy mode Yuta called. âHi y/n, I was wondering if youâd like to come to class usual time?â he asked, making you confused as fuck! âBut I thought the class was canceledâŠ?â you asked but he didnât say much, just a âcan you come or not?â. Of course you accepted and met him at the studio usual time. As you walked in, you greeted Yuta who was rolling up Yoga mats (if you saw that correctly) and you placed your bag on the floor. âHi y/n, thanks for coming!â he said, gesturing towards the floor that you two can sit. âI wanted to discuss something with youâŠâ he said, your anxiety flaring up after his statement. âI⊠I was just wondering⊠did you feel weird after our dinner last week?â he asked looking at the floor. This was the first time he seemed anxious towards you. âWhat do you mean by that⊠I donât have any stomach problemsâŠâ you replied. âNo I meant, do you feel tension?â he asked looking at your eyes then your lips. âWhat do you define as tension?â you ask, testing the waters, making sure you donât make a fool of yourself if you spontaneously kiss him. âThis feeling right now. The feeling that I want to hold you close, call you mine and kiss youâ he declared, making you shocked yet eased for feeling the exact same way. Before you could even say another word, your lips met each otherâs.Â
You sat on his lap as his hands roamed your back, kissing deeper, and deeper every second. âBefore I hurt you, do you want to go further?â he asked looking at your beautiful body situated on top of him. âWhat stupid question is that?â you said earning a grin from his face as he continued to kiss your neck. Your hands slid up his shirt and he finally pulled it off revealing his torso which made you melt. His belly ring, his tattoos⊠he was so sexy before but this made him ten times more sexy as if that was even possible. His hands went under your top, releasing your body from the garment as well, his eyes admiring your shoulders, waist, hips. He then flipped you onto the floor, him hovering above you as he pulled down your pants, leaving you only in your underwear. âFor someone who models underwear, Iâve never wanted to take it off so badlyâŠâ he says, licking his lips before undoing your bra and pulling of your underpants. He kissed along your body, until he met your sex. He started liking your clit, earning moans from you. You never felt this good! And to top it off he interlaced your hands together for more stability (what a gentleman). âAah, YutaâŠPleaseâŠâ you moan, hoping really badly no one walks in on you two. âYou taste so good princess, canât wait for you to cumâ he says, looking up at you and scrunched nose. âIâm gonnaâŠâ you breathlessly say, Yuta only speeding up his movements. âI know baby, cum on my tongue for meâ and as he says those final words you collapse. Your pupils dilate and your body is shaking with cum dripping out of you. âHow cuteâŠâ he says, licking up some of your release.Â
Just as you catch your breath, he removes his pants and throws them to the side, lining his cock up with your entrance. âYou want to cum around my cock donât you princess?â he says, smirk printed on his face. âYes, pleaseâŠâ is all you could mutter out, and before you could prepare yourself for what was about to happen, he pushes into you gently. It felt so good, just the initial feeling could make you reach your high all again. Yuta thrusted into you at a fast and hard pace, every movement making you feel his dick hit the spot. âFuck, you feel so goodâŠâ he says, looking you in the eyes. You couldnât do anything beside moan and whimper at the feeling, your second orgasm approaching faster than it should. âYuta, Iâm gonna cumâŠâ you moan uncohesively, hoping heâd hear you. âYes baby, cum all over meâŠâ he says, hitting you even harder if that was possible. Your back arches even more and your hands grip onto his arms which had been holding you tightly this entire time as you cum for the second time. You feel him cumming inside you, his breath getting heavier. As he pulls out, he sees your cum dripping out of your cunt, his eyes focused on your body and itâs breathing.Â
He lays next to you on the cold floor, pulling you into his arms. âAre you okay?â he asks, holding you tightly as you are still rattled from what just happened. âYeah, Iâm fine thanks.â you say, hugging him tightly. Youâve never felt this safe around a man⊠ever! Maybe this was a signâŠ
Fast forward 6 months, youâre standing in a studio, getting ready for a lingerie photoshoot. The self-defense classes have come to an end, you stopped apologizing for nonsense and you and Yuta were dating⊠like yes the man you felt the most safe around. As you were about to get ready into your outfit for the shoot, Yuta came in with a big pizza. âSince you like Italian foodâŠâ he says placing the food down on the makeup table. You gave him a tight hug and thanked him for bringing the food, but you unfortunately had to go shoot. âThanks, but I have to go shoot now, I canât be all bloated from food right nowâŠâ you say and before you could finish your sentence, Yuta stuffs your face with one slice of pizza. âCheese makes your boobs grow and as a underwear model you need pretty boobsâŠâ he says, as if itâs facts. âWhere did you learn that?â you ask. âIntuition!â he declares before stuffing his face with pizza. âBesides, arenât my boobs pretty enough as is?â you say, sarcastically. âYes they are, but the camera takes away some definition you knowâŠâ he says. You punched him at his stupid words, and thatâs when you realized âhhmmm, men arenât that bad⊠well some of themâ