also, I went to a wedding today, and bless them they looked so happy.
I'm going to die alone though.
And it's not even fair.
And there's this guy I see out and we sing badly together, and I so totally fancy him and it's not fair.
Because it's just for the laugh. And I think he probably just finds me overweight and amusing.
And it's not even fair.
I just want him to pull up outside in his car (if he even has one, but in my head, he does,) and for him to say, "Hey, let's go out on a date!"
And I'd put on lipstick and get in the passenger seat.
And we'd go and eat itallian food.
And we'd watch the world go by with the wind blowing, and I'd get slightly chilly, and he'd put an arm around me to keep me warm.
And then we'd sit in his car and listen to all these rubbish songs that we sing together, and then he'd kiss me, and it'd be perfect.
And then we'd go on dates all the time, and we'd completely and totally fall madly in love and live happily ever after.
OKAY IMAGINATION IN MY HEAD LIFE TIMES OVER.
ain't nothin' gon' happen there.
No matter how much I want it to or how much I attempt to flirt. (which I actually think I must suck at. RECEIVE THE SIGNAL!!!)
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RANT RANT RANT
