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Today’s tea is you’ll end up in relationships that mimic your parent’s relationship dynamics even if it might not be what you say you actually want/need. It was v hot. I can’t believe I’ve been dating different versions of my father as I’ve been approaching relationships as my mother. No wonder I am single. What are your recent epiphanies? 📸: @miri.nakamura . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #psychoanalysis #afternoonteatime #seattlefood #seattlefoodies #foodforthought #moderndating #wasntready #selfgrowthjourney #fingersandwiches #bluehairdontcare #bluehairedgirl #pinterestgirl #pinterestfashion #pinterestfashion #kawaiiaesthetic #kawaiistyle #fairykei #kawaiiaf #childhoodtrauma (at FogRose Atelier) https://www.instagram.com/p/CojNQmqLGWK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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You’re responsible for your own happiness but I’m down for your company 🌸 (at Auburn, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/wontonix/p/BvlYNMYgwt7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xpk91ab8ei2z

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Fish out of water but having sushi for dinner wtf 🤔🤔 (at Bellevue, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/wontonix/p/BvlXyY9ALAO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14wx8406ciw44

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Ngl, not having to have everything figured out right at this moment is a cool new concept. Thanks mom. (at Seattle, Washington) https://www.instagram.com/wontonix/p/BvlXi9IAvOI/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=140ghdnamvb0t

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#LONGPOST Your girl’s finally hit the peak of her character development you guys . . . After a lot of internal debate I’ve decided to pursue writing professionally. I’ll be doing shoots for fun, but I won’t be posting as often. Before I go MIA again, thanks to everyone who’s on here and for supporting me. I attempted suicide so many times that I lost track of how many attempts it’s been now, but as of this year it’s officially been 4 years since my first attempt. There used to be times where I thought I shouldn’t be alive still and how I was only alive because I was too weak to actually just go through with drowning myself in the junior year of my high school career. By February of this year, reasons such as how people cared about me, there was more to life, and how suicide wasn’t the answer didn’t even matter to me anymore and I had to call people and say, “I’m about to kill myself can you please tell me not too?” Just because I needed to be told directly to get the thoughts to stop. For the longest time, I thought how the only reason I was alive, was because of the people around me. And as amazing as all that support was, that wasn’t true. I was alive because I didn’t actually want to die, but because I just wanted to start living. Thanks for keeping me alive and thanks to you all for being so understanding and a part of my life 💕 To the boy who joked about sleeping at cemeteries, Trust is giving someone else the ability to hurt you but believing that they won’t. And I guess even though I loved you, I never trusted you. But you put your trust in me, and in the end, I hurt you and expected you to come back. Thanks to you too, for helping me grow 🙏🏻 . . . Until next time! ✌🏻💕 (at Bellevue Library)

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No worries, beef curry! 🍛 . Got a new cute little crop top to keep me cool while curry keeps my heart whole🤭 . Special thanks to #iconixcollective and as a special thanks to all of you, use my coupon code WONTEN so you can get 10% off your purchase too! Wontonix x Iconix? Our name’s rhyme but #WeAreAllIconix . 📸: @rainycityphotography 👚: @iconixcollective #sponsor #sponsored #ad #clothingbrand (at Bellevue, Washington)

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🦔🦔🦔 . 📸: @donnyboy_travelstheworld (at Seattle Center)

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Sometimes what’s best for you is the hardest decision to make. . 📸: @anujphoto (at Bellevue Library)

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Be my #bobalust 🤗 。。。。。。。。。 Swipe left to see my face! 😂💕 Stickers and boba... am I Asian yet? 🏙: @bobalustteahouse . 📸: @han.hye.hoon (at BobaLust Tea House)

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If I took your hand and never let go, would you stay with me too or was this all just for show? . 🤔🤔🤔 . Date hot boys/girls, friends. Not onions. (at High Steel Bridge)

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👤👥👤 . 📸: @iridescent.girl (at Great Wolf Lodge)

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You know what would be the perfect crime? If I stole your heart and you stole mine 🍃 . 📸: @anujphoto (at Bellevue Library)

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Roses are red, violets are blue, this filter’s really shiny, how Disney are you? ✨✨ . 📸: @rainycityphotography (at Bellevue Square)

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Bang bang bang 🔆🔅🔆 Was super hyped about trying to retire by 25 but now I just want to have fun traveling. Who knows where I’ll be by 25 ¯\_(ーoー )_/¯ Where have you been dying to go? 😋 . 📸:@rainycityphotography (at Bellevue Downtown)

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M o o d 👀💦 . How’s your week been? . 📸: @rainycityphotography My friend Cam just started up an insta and is giving photography a shot! Check out his work and give him a follow 😋 (at Bellevue Square)

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Happy 4th! 🎇 According to a medium I went to, some ghosts/spirits really wanted me to “set my red balloon off at sunset,” and how they wanted to let me know because I “would know what they mean”. I had no clue. Honestly, I was low-key scared shitless. Catch the rest of this story on my blog along with the meaning I found behind it all 😂💕 But honestly, thanks to a boy who jokes about sleeping in cemeteries I guess I don’t believe in destiny or fate as much anymore, because we make it ourselves. Hope this Independence Day you’ll be able to find independence from what used to hold you back as well. 📸: @anujphoto

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I suck at finding things 😣 Swipe left for a library adventure and to help me find some books! 😁📚. . 📸: @anujphoto (at Bellevue Library)