Ashes To ashes, Dust to dust

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[deities-anew]

// mod here, im moving to a new computer and i cant remember the password so....... sorrry-

[james--murray]

i got a bird if you want any

Grr. ..

[deities-anew]

here you go

[the bird is handed over as el yawns]

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Okay...

..

Was I really that small??!?

[He has... a lot of questions.]

[deities-anew]

yes you were! very very small

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. how.. I'm so tiny now :>(.

[deities-anew]

growing takes time.... until you're a teenager

[daybr43ks-lam8]

but that's so long:>((

[deities-anew]

........zazz?

[star pauses]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. uhuh .. he. Lead me to you. He looks funny now

[deities-anew]

......i need to talk to him.... azreal?

....what.

Please look after sunmoore while i. talk with zazz

........fine.

[Benji fades, and azreal sits down, spider legs twitching]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... oh..

[deities-anew]

hello

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Okay...

..

Was I really that small??!?

[He has... a lot of questions.]

[deities-anew]

yes you were! very very small

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. how.. I'm so tiny now :>(.

[deities-anew]

growing takes time.... until you're a teenager

[daybr43ks-lam8]

but that's so long:>((

[deities-anew]

........zazz?

[star pauses]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. uhuh .. he. Lead me to you. He looks funny now

[deities-anew]

......i need to talk to him.... azreal?

....what.

Please look after sunmoore while i. talk with zazz

........fine.

[Benji fades, and azreal sits down, spider legs twitching]

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Okay...

..

Was I really that small??!?

[He has... a lot of questions.]

[deities-anew]

yes you were! very very small

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. how.. I'm so tiny now :>(.

[deities-anew]

growing takes time.... until you're a teenager

[daybr43ks-lam8]

but that's so long:>((

[deities-anew]

........zazz?

[star pauses]

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Okay...

..

Was I really that small??!?

[He has... a lot of questions.]

[deities-anew]

yes you were! very very small

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. how.. I'm so tiny now :>(.

[deities-anew]

growing takes time.... until you're a teenager

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Okay...

..

Was I really that small??!?

[He has... a lot of questions.]

[deities-anew]

yes you were! very very small

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

hopefully it's not... bad water.

[deities-anew]

it's very good, my friend

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[daybr43ks-lam8]

okay! I can. Get water

[Sun scrabbles away, hoofs sliding against the hard floor before he comes back with a glass thats a tad bit too full.]

[deities-anew]

thank you, little one :]

[star takes the glass and gently sips it]

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. water?..

[deities-anew]

water would be nice

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[daybr43ks-lam8]

I suppose...., . Do you need any food ???

[deities-anew]

no, i'm quite alright, little one

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[daybr43ks-lam8]

.. my dad's still not back..

[deities-anew]

hmm..... i'm sure he'll be back soon

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

... .. good morning..

[He stares at him with big golden eyes.]

[deities-anew]

good morning

[deities-anew]

[Sun has decided the the perfect spot to fall asleep was right on Benji's neck.]

[He rolls around, hooves slightly kicking in sleep.]

[Benji chuckles, letting him sleep.]

[daybr43ks-lam8]

Snss.....

[He yawns, stretching.]

[deities-anew]

[a tune is lightly hummed]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[ants bunch near acheros, sniffing him]

[He ignores the ants, burying his head in his hands while mumbling to himself.]

[deities-anew]

[centipedes and worms crawl onto him, and a voice cann faintly be heard yelling for him]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[He leaves the centipedes and worms crawl, still mumbling.]

[deities-anew]

[Wilbur comes closer, his lower body now that of a centipede]

acheros?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

what?

[He doesn't look up.]

[deities-anew]

I'm not replacing you... I just saw an angel again. You're still my son, and I love you.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

... you could be lying they were here before me, i know that much and i know you could just.. get rid of me at any given minute..

[deities-anew]

I won't, i promise, love.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

and what am i supposed to do if you break that promise. i know its going to happen soon.

[deities-anew]

it's not.. i dont know how to convince you...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

you cant convince me it doesnt just work like that. i KNOW im going to get replaced or forgotten or just abandoned at one point because it happens. every. single. time.

[deities-anew]

[it breaths in and out, settling next to acheros]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. i just dont want to be forgotten..

[deities-anew]

you won't be.....

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

but what if i am dad.. im gonna die for good and then at some point nobody will care that i even existed!

[deities-anew]

....and can you tell me why that matters to you?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

because im scared that ill be forgotten. if im forgotten then im destined to be alone because nobody will remember me. i hate being alone sometimes.. i want people to remember me, no matter what its for..

[deities-anew]

.............oh...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

at this point i dont care how people see me, good or bad, i just dont want to be forgotten

[deities-anew]

....i'm sorry..

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. its fine, 's not your fault and.. im sorry for being so childish over this.

[deities-anew]

you don't need to apologize... its perfectly normal to feel like that.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

hm. i guess. i dont like feeling like this though..

[deities-anew]

......hh....

[he shudders before lightly patting acheros' shoulder]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[Acheros only offers a sad smile.]

[deities-anew]

.......i am gonna be in so much trouble........

[He mutters with an awkward smile]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

why? whatd you do?

[deities-anew]

benji is back.... and i didn't keep a promise..... stars going to be very mad at me-

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[ants bunch near acheros, sniffing him]

[He ignores the ants, burying his head in his hands while mumbling to himself.]

[deities-anew]

[centipedes and worms crawl onto him, and a voice cann faintly be heard yelling for him]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[He leaves the centipedes and worms crawl, still mumbling.]

[deities-anew]

[Wilbur comes closer, his lower body now that of a centipede]

acheros?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

what?

[He doesn't look up.]

[deities-anew]

I'm not replacing you... I just saw an angel again. You're still my son, and I love you.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

... you could be lying they were here before me, i know that much and i know you could just.. get rid of me at any given minute..

[deities-anew]

I won't, i promise, love.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

and what am i supposed to do if you break that promise. i know its going to happen soon.

[deities-anew]

it's not.. i dont know how to convince you...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

you cant convince me it doesnt just work like that. i KNOW im going to get replaced or forgotten or just abandoned at one point because it happens. every. single. time.

[deities-anew]

[it breaths in and out, settling next to acheros]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. i just dont want to be forgotten..

[deities-anew]

you won't be.....

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

but what if i am dad.. im gonna die for good and then at some point nobody will care that i even existed!

[deities-anew]

....and can you tell me why that matters to you?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

because im scared that ill be forgotten. if im forgotten then im destined to be alone because nobody will remember me. i hate being alone sometimes.. i want people to remember me, no matter what its for..

[deities-anew]

.............oh...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

at this point i dont care how people see me, good or bad, i just dont want to be forgotten

[deities-anew]

....i'm sorry..

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. its fine, 's not your fault and.. im sorry for being so childish over this.

[deities-anew]

you don't need to apologize... its perfectly normal to feel like that.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

hm. i guess. i dont like feeling like this though..

[deities-anew]

......hh....

[he shudders before lightly patting acheros' shoulder]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[Acheros only offers a sad smile.]

[deities-anew]

.......i am gonna be in so much trouble........

[He mutters with an awkward smile]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[ants bunch near acheros, sniffing him]

[He ignores the ants, burying his head in his hands while mumbling to himself.]

[deities-anew]

[centipedes and worms crawl onto him, and a voice cann faintly be heard yelling for him]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

[He leaves the centipedes and worms crawl, still mumbling.]

[deities-anew]

[Wilbur comes closer, his lower body now that of a centipede]

acheros?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

what?

[He doesn't look up.]

[deities-anew]

I'm not replacing you... I just saw an angel again. You're still my son, and I love you.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

... you could be lying they were here before me, i know that much and i know you could just.. get rid of me at any given minute..

[deities-anew]

I won't, i promise, love.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

and what am i supposed to do if you break that promise. i know its going to happen soon.

[deities-anew]

it's not.. i dont know how to convince you...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

you cant convince me it doesnt just work like that. i KNOW im going to get replaced or forgotten or just abandoned at one point because it happens. every. single. time.

[deities-anew]

[it breaths in and out, settling next to acheros]

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. i just dont want to be forgotten..

[deities-anew]

you won't be.....

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

but what if i am dad.. im gonna die for good and then at some point nobody will care that i even existed!

[deities-anew]

....and can you tell me why that matters to you?

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

because im scared that ill be forgotten. if im forgotten then im destined to be alone because nobody will remember me. i hate being alone sometimes.. i want people to remember me, no matter what its for..

[deities-anew]

.............oh...

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

at this point i dont care how people see me, good or bad, i just dont want to be forgotten

[deities-anew]

....i'm sorry..

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

.. its fine, 's not your fault and.. im sorry for being so childish over this.

[deities-anew]

you don't need to apologize... its perfectly normal to feel like that.

[familiarfacesoftenarentreal]

hm. i guess. i dont like feeling like this though..

[deities-anew]

......hh....

[he shudders before lightly patting acheros' shoulder]