atasteofeuphoria
Suffice it to say, February was ecstatic over the Quarter Quell. To be back into the arena, pitted against all different sorts; she’s been nearly bouncing with excitement since the announcement.
She didn’t care about the revolt. She had no opinion on it. February didn’t bother herself with that kind of stuff. Her mind didn’t work on that level. All she cared about was painting the arena red with the blood of friends and enemies alike. Everyone was equal on her spectrum, all just fleshy sacks to be ripped open eventually. Donations to sate her never ending chaos.
While her faction was not part of the resistance, and she was allowed home, she didn’t bother. Her own faction had long since shunned her. When she was a tribute, her district partner was a love of the district. So, the fact that she mutilated him in the beginning of the games, well it was frowned upon. The Capitol was quite the opposite. The colorful fairies loved her.
Most of her time was spent training. She should probably be waiting for her tributes, prepping them– but what was that point? She’d end up killing them most likely. This time, she did take a glance at the roster, listened to the rumors. She might be absolutely insane, but she wasn’t an idiot. She needed to see what she was up against. Many familiar names crossed her mind.
Daniel too. A name she remembered, one that brought a world of excitement on top of everything. She wondered vaguely if she had the talent to turn his innards into a masterpiece. A Flower maybe. That’d be romantic.
Her mind was ablaze with ideas as she continuously left notches into a training peg. Her lips were twisted as she swung– t i n k t i n k Every hit she imagined flesh being torn under her blade.
But eyes were on her. She could feel it. Eyes were always on her, in her head, at her back. They seared holes into the back of her skull.
“I KNOW.” She whined, responding to a non-existent barrage of voices in her head.
She dropped the knife and stepped back, panting heavily. Slowly, she turned to look at the source of the gaze. A familiar face. Her fractured mind left her wondering who that face belonged to, even though she’s previously thought the name. Ghosts of the lives she’s taken always haunted her. Following her, driving her to make more blood.
Making her exit, she strode straight to the man, eyes scanning over him. Dilated pupils soaked him in. As she got close enough a slender hand reached up to stroke along his cheek, fingers gently grazing over the scruff. Familiar. Her hand continue onto the path, down to his neck.
Her expression contorted as she gripped tightly onto his throat and shoved him back against the wall he was leaning against. “Dead. Why don’t you ever stay dead?”
She was confusing insanity with reality. Thinking the past was coming back stronger than ever.
HIT. HIT. HIT.
He listened to each and every notch that she left in the training peg. It did not give under her. If that were a person, well, that would be an entirely different story. That person would be a bloody mess on the ground. He always preferred to come at someone from a distance. It was less messy that way. Cleaner. More humane? Well, only if he got them through the eye--- chasing someone through the underbrush while they had an arrow sticking out of their ribcage leaking torrents of blood into their own lungs was another story.
The knife dropped.
He always found her beautiful. Even wide eyed, pupils blown, hair a mess--- she was as stunning as an angel of death. Perceptive eyes raked her as February approached. He wondered how loud the voices were for her today. He never wanted to fix her. She was perfect. LONG, SLENDER fingers passed his jowls, the scruff that lined his jaw and his neck, a tuft of hair that had fallen in front of his face---
Then he was shoved back up against the wall, held by his neck. He let out a sharp, wry laugh and an exhale of breath.
“Am I dead?”
He stroked a fallen strand of blonde hair out of her face. Trailed his thumb down her jawbone. Then turned sharply and pushed her back up against the wall.
“That would make things a lot easier for me if I were dead. Think of how many drinks I could fit into my day if I were dead and not looking after two wide eyed kids. But I’m not. Life can’t get rid of me that easily.” His tone became serious. “Feb, this is real.” He placed his hand on her shoulder firmly. “I’m real.”









