I was gonna be normal but then your profile happened. Now I need to know what’s the most chaotic thing about you?
Most chaotic thing about me is probably my short attention span and bad short term memory. My under medicated adhd energy.
My social lifestyle is a constant mess from over committing to plans from hastily replying to messages or just replying with no filter, or the opposite where I forget I didn't reply and leave so many on read. Yet to find a middle ground.
And the short term memory is just haywire when stressed, and being a hot mess is pretty stressful.
But for real, chaos is my whole vibe, I wish it wasn't.
I think its why I gravitate to kinks around control and submission, when others think for me, my chaos is given up for what I consider my serenity.
My lack of control, is the control needed to quell the chaos, its just chaotic in itself that I need to relinquish my own control to quell that chaos... my adhd dysfunction is only fun when used for creative purposes.... not so much everyday living as an independent thinker.












