Dex Dizznee

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

The imperial and metric systems

Okay. So I have a question. Can the countries that uses the imperial system convert to the metric system by making it another official system so both systems can be used in the same country? So then they don’t have to change all of the signs and etc. They could just make new signs in a different format. Does that make sense?

[catastrxblues]

oliver lavoy getting his deserved ending, just like max hastings did!! we cheer, we celebrate, someone pass me the bottle

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

Which bottle the blue one?

[corbinforester]

Those who are getting into Conan because of This Song need to understand the cultural shift and learn the ancient texts because this is a HUGE DEAL for all of us.

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

It didn't last :(

[jeannefostergoriot]

Family Line by Conan Gray X Fitz Vacker

(How didn’t I think of it sooner?)

« My father never talked a lot »: Alden… isn’t really open. Like. I doubt any of his kids, and even Della, ever knew what was happening, what he was doing, even when they were on missions.

« He just took a walk around the block »: keuf. That’s the secret missions. For the Council and for himself. That a kid can’t understand.

« Till all his anger took a hold of him, and he’d hit »: so. As I said for Driver’s Seat analysis, I doubt the cracks and the emotions go out as anger in the Lost Cities. Though it could happen, adding to the guilt that broke his mind. Yeah. Alden probably screamed. Criticized harshly without realizing. That’s the blows.

« My mother never cried a lot »: Della always stayed in the shadows. She says it herself, she isn’t known as standing up.

« She took the punches but she never fought »: that is about how Della never corrected Alden’s favoritism. She just compensated by caring more for Alvar and Biana.

« Till she said “I’m leaving and I’ll take the kids”, so she did »: that’s book 4. That’s Della joining the Black Swan.

« I say “They’re just the ones who gave me life” »: Fitz all throughout Flashback. Standing against his parents. Protesting.

« But I truly am my parents’ child »: but he can never undo the pressure, the legacy. Even his name, Fitz, that means « son of ». He’s what the Vackers made him.

« Scattered cross my family line »: the way the Vacker family is exploded. The ancestors. Alvar by the Neverseen. Alden and Della never truly close to their kids. Biana and Fitz raised in competition.

« I’m so good at telling lies »: he’s good at dissimulation, at tricking the world to appear fine.

« That came from my mother’s side »: dunno if Della lies. Probably yes. And she always gives the impression to be pretty delicate beauty, when she’s clearly a fighter (cf her registry pages in Unlocked)

« Told a million to survive »: not to survive but to keep the appearances up. Everything’s fine. There is no reason to worry.

« God, I have my father’s eyes »: Fitz has always been perceived as perfect heir. Miniature Alden.

« But my sister’s when I cry »: the fact that, with everything collapsing, Fitz and Biana grew closer throughout the series.

« I can run, but I can’t hide, from my family line »: that is the feeling that whatever he does, he will always be a Vacker. Seen as royal perfection.

« It’s hard to put it into words, how the holidays will always hurt »: it’s hard to admit in Glitter City that it’s not really perfect, expressing that is something they’ve never been taught.

« I watch the fathers with their little girls, and wonder what I did to deserve this »: I think I remember Fitz voicing that. Voicing that he doesn’t know why he is there, treated with so much respect and admiration and feeling so out of place.

« How could you hurt a little kid »: how could you turn me into a simple puppet and forget I have an identity ?

« I can’t forget, I can’t forgive you »: that’s to the whole family tree. The old ones that passed down the pressure and perfection-expectations for centuries.

« Cause now I’m scared that everyone I love will leave me ». This line is about how Fitz doesn’t know how to love. How to be stable. How to live.

« All that I did, I tried to undo it »: that he tried. Being perfect representation of the system? He joined the rebellion. Hurting Sophie and mistrusting her? He went through the whole process of Inquisition and accepted Sokeefe. Making Biana feel invisible? He talked with her in Flashback.

« All of my pain and all your excuses, I was a kid but I wasn’t clueless »: how living in both worlds made him stranger to everything, how he felt something was wrong with the missions, how he just wanted to make Alden proud.

« Someone who loves you wouldn’t do this »: to the system. To all the girls flirting with him without knowing. To his parents not understanding his fears.

« All of my past, I tried to erase it »: killing Alvar as erasing the pain. Joining the Black Swan as erasing the pressure. He is a runaway boy too, but it shows less.

« But now I see, would I even change it? »: I think he can learn to think like this. To be satisfied.

« Might share a face and share a last name, but we are not the same »: now. By Stellarlune, he knows. He knows he can have an identity and not be a copy of his father. He can not make the same mistakes.

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mutuals

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

Me imagining having mutuals:

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

I GOT MUTUALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ohlookitsabluejay]

There is no way the infirmary is clean safe or organized. It is run by teenagers.

Er, a teenager. No clue how old Kayla and Austin are. I have not encountered them yet.

A teenager. A bisexual, ADHD, sleep deprived teenager that has too many dead peoples names memorized.

There are candy wrappers kicked under a desk, open needles on the counter (that will not be used, they aren’t stupid.), a tissue box just. On the ground. A little kid threw it. The Ares kids are called in to hold demigods down while they set bones (when Nico isn’t around to do it for them. Which I believe is most of the time. Dude’s a wanderer.), there’s a bandage wrapped around a broken IV stand (bandages are an Apollo kids duct tape), and at least two kids asleep on the floor.

It is not a hospital. They are not doctors.

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

Will has OCD.

[rainforcsts]

“i swore necks were made for bruising” - michael townsend

“i swore lips were made for lies” - lia zhang

[sweetreveriee]

“i swore hands were made for fighting” and “i swore eyes were made to cry” could be cassie and dean interchangeably

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

STOPPPPPPPPPPP WHYYYYYYYYY?????????

Why am I thinking of;

"You're the first first person that has proven that might be a lie" Agent Sterling + Agent Briggs

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when ur mutuals rb ur posts with nice tags

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when ur mutuals rb ur posts

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mutuals

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

Me imagining having mutuals:

[xoxochb]

reblog if you love women

[dexter-alvin-dizznee]

Dex x Tam, Chapter 1

I opened the human device that dex had made for me. I think it was called a… conputen? A competre? A conpetren? I don’t know with these stupid little things. Dex had a little screen open so I could create a… passboard? Pasbook? Wordpas? Whatever they called the stupid thing. 

Dex had left the room to get some water 5 minutes ago and still hadn’t come back. I typed in Linh, my sister's name. The thingy responded with a sorry password too weak. I scowled just then Dex walked back into the room with a glass of water in his left hand. My head snapped towards him “How do you hurt this - thing without breaking it?” I growled angrily. He laughed lightly, “Let me show you how I do it.” He said “It’s called a virus.” 

He walked towards me at an even pace and then sat down in the other seat to my left smiling as he reached over to pull the keys boerd - I think that’s what they’re called (stupid humans) - closer towards him.  

He typed some numbers and letters in and the computer started glitching then a second later it said; ‘Password changed to Linh’.

He smiled at me with his adorable dimpled smile. I blushed but only slightly.

“Thank you”