Welcome to my Hell

Multifandom fangirl, fanfic writer and outcast.

[diabolimeservavit666]

I'm Back From The Dead

No idea how long I was gone. Doubt anyone missed me.

[diabolimeservavit666]

I Usually Don't Post Stuff Like This But Here It Goes (Please Don't Judge

~SLIPS AWAY (WHAT COULD'VE BEEN)~

Did some bad things I shouldn't have

What was I supposed to have done?

Who would've blamed me if you weren't the one

I needed saving from?

Seems kinda pointless how I keep on dreaming

Kinda scared of how you might change me

I know of your Demons

You know of mine

This wasn't supposed to be one of a kind

I've been stuck here for quite some time

Wishing it was me you were holding at night

I know, I know, I know

I should've stayed away from you

You know, you know, you know

You should've stayed away from me

How we've made it through

But we both know it's far from the truth

I know, I know, I know

I should've told you it wasn't a miss call

But you know, you know, you know

You should've stayed away from her

What we could've been just slips away

Did some bad things I shouldn't have

What was I supposed to have done?

Who would've blamed me if you weren't the one

I needed saving from?

Seems kinda pointless how I keep on dreaming

Kinda scared of how you might change me

I know of your Demons

You know of mine

This wasn't supposed to be one of a kind

I've been stuck here for quite some time

Wishing it was me you were holding at night

They know, they know, they know

What you meant to me

They know, they know, they know

What I meant to you

She knew, she knew, she knew

That it's always been you

He knew, he knew, he knew

That I could never tell you the truth

Somehow we got careless beyond the youth

Two days, endless cycle of pain

Somehow it doesn't feel like enough was paid

What we could've been just slips away

Did some bad things I shouldn't have

What was I supposed to have done?

Who would've blamed me if you weren't the one

I needed saving from?

Seems kinda pointless how I keep on dreaming

Kinda scared of how you might change me

I know of your Demons

You know of mine

This wasn't supposed to be one of a kind

I've been stuck here for quite some time

Wishing it was me you were holding at night

Still, through the madness

I never felt more alive

Almost didn't care if we didn't come back this time

All that mattered was you and I

The idea of our sins laid to rest each night

The day never came, passed us by

What we could've been just slips away

Two days, endless cycle of pain

Still doesn't feel like enough was paid

What we could've been just slips away

Two days, endless cycle of pain

Still doesn't feel like enough was paid

What we could've been just slips away

Hold me now, away from the pain

What we could've been just slips away

What we could've been just slips away

Hold me now to ease the pain

As I feel myself slipping away

[dommingateez]

Reblog to give him a lil kiss

[diabolimeservavit666]

Reblog to shove him into Dean and make them kiss.

[whumpster-dumpster]

"Do you wanna know how I got these scars? ...Cause I do. Seriously, somebody clue me in here, I have no idea what happened." 🤷‍♂️

[yaxh1ro]

CRANK THAT SOULJA BOY

[millionsghosts]

For the two people other than me that might find this funny

[archangelgabriellives]

(ﾉ^ヮ^)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧

[diabolimeservavit666]

Let's Try Something (3)

Just realized this has been just sitting in my drafts collecting dust for awhile, now, and decided to finally post it. This is a series, afterall.

Which J2AD Member Are You?

Jeffrey Vincent Parise

Jake Abel

David Haydn-Jones

Adam Fergus

Voting ended onSep 3, 2024

Feel free to reblog with your answer and/or fave.

[mackdaddyofthecravate]

Please return us to a world where Notp and squick are used for a ship you don’t like instead of just making up a load of bullshit about how immoral it is or w/e lol 

[sazandorable]

a short selection of concepts and phrases that used to be commonplace in fandom and we’d really benefit from making that a thing again:

NOTP: the opposite of an OTP (One True Pairing). It is a ship a fan strongly dislikes. The word is a portmanteau of ‘no’ and ‘OTP’ and thus is not a contraction of any particular phrase.

Squick: anything that is a deep-seated, visceral turn-off. Squicks may be shared by many fans or be specific to one; one person’s kink may be another person’s squick.

YKINMKATO, or kink-tomato: Your Kink Is Not My Kink, And That’s Okay: used to indicate support for fannish diversity and to distinguish between disapproval or kink shaming and simply having different taste.

DLDR: Don’t Like, Don’t Read: a phrase used to warn against complaints about an aspect of fic or meta. A “live and let live” philosophy of fandom, which places the responsability for avoiding content one doesn’t want to see on the side of the fanwork consumer, rather that on the creator’s.

SALS: Ship And Let Ship: similar to the above specifically about shipping tastes.

YMMV: Your Mileage May Vary: a phrase used to acknowledge that any given individual’s personal opinion on the topic at hand may differ due to their own tastes, standards, values, experiences, etc.

As the OP points out, all of these crucially imply no moral judgment of what they’re designing.

(definitions lifted more or less wholesale from fanlore’s relevant pages)

[shatterpath]

bring the healthy fun back to fandom!

[greenteaandtattoos]

If ever a time comes when I don’t reblog this when it appears on my dash, assume I’m dead

[hpelijahsblog-deactivated202409]

Let morally grey characters be morally grey.

[digitkame]

In the Forest of Dean.

[textsfromthetva]

[z-mizcellaneous-z]

pick the one you need to hear the most, then reblog it to pass it on

you'll be alright. you're safe. it'll all be okay.

you are important. you matter.

it will get better. YOU will get better. it just takes time.

you are not unlovable. you are worthy of love.

you can put yourself first. it's okay to be selfish every now and then.

you don't have to shoulder your burdens alone.

i'm proud of who you've become.

you're not obligated to please everyone.

it's okay to be vulnerable. there's nothing wrong with crying.

your scars don't make you any less beautiful.

it wasn't your fault. you were a child.

i trust you.

Voting ended onAug 28, 2024

[walmart-the-official]

Hey, don’t cry. Free online database of Japanese folk lore

[bleu-guacamole]

Might I add, free database of mostly European folklore and myths

[walmart-the-official]

:0

Thank you!

[jollybelieverwonderland]

[petite-madame]

John Winchester - (2024)

[blignick]