Miserabile

A dude full of drama who's lost all hope in life and is now just waiting for a miracle to happen in his life I do not not own the photos posted but I use them as references :)

[wordsnquotes]

I admit, I was afraid to love. Not just love, but to love her. For she was a stunning mystery. She carried things deep inside her that no one has yet to understand, and I, I was afraid to fail, like the others. She was the ocean and i was just a boy who loved the waves but was completely terrified to swim.

Christopher Poindexter (via wordsnquotes)

[digiwon]

To change for no one but for me

[wnq-writers]

Some days I’m Van Gogh’s Starry Night other days I’m his suicide letter.

souu-h  (via wnq-writers)

[digiwon]

My lingering unknown feelings for thee

As stupid as it may sound, I still can’t get over. We didn’t have anything special but the kindness that you gave me still resides in my heart and memory. Is it because I still have feelings for you? Or is it because I see your name on facebook but why is it that everytime I see your name, I feel at ease and why is that when I see you add a guy, it makes me jealous. Why is it that I can’t get over you, Why am I being so paranoid when we are not even together. How I wish I could tell myself why this things are happening but why can’t I. I’m so drawn to you despite not knowing or even imagining a future with you, for people have always been known to see or imagine the future with the people they love. I’m so tired of writing about you, I want this to stop but even if I wanted to, I can’t because this heart just appreciates every part of you, from your tired eyes to your weird but sweet smile to your somehow deep voice and to your brave personality.

[wordsnquotes]

I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed.

Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby (via wordsnquotes)

[digiwon]

Yesterday

I saw you, the only change I noticed was the color of your hair and that you became prettier . I went there to see what could’ve happened if I saw you or if I even had a chance to talk to you but I kept saying to myself that even if I have not been given the chance to talk to you, your presence alone was enough to make me glad and at the same time sad. I saw you and realized that what happened in the past was but a memory which I should cherish in this lifetime. I saw you and realized how stupid I was for hanging onto the memories that you have given me in that short time, I guess I’ve been so attached to you due to the personality that you have that it made me want you to stay and be in my life. I saw you smiling and it showed me how foolish I was for pushing you away because of my fears, that “little” care you mentioned before still kept on going through my head and maybe it’s because of that one simple thing that made me happy. I saw you and felt that that care was long gone and what I was seeing was just a person who was bound to be a lesson, a memory which would never be more than that.

[wordsnquotes]

When you’re an introvert like me and you’ve been lonely for a while, and then you find someone who understands you, you become really attached to them. It’s a real release.

Lana Del Rey, “Interview by Ernest Baker,” Complex   (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

The hours between 12am and 6am have a funny habit of making you feel like you’re either on top of the world, or under it.

Beau Taplin, “The Hours Between” (via wordsnquotes)

[digiwon]

When it's past midnight and you're in bed, thinking, recalling memories being with the people who you value. You suddenly notice the tears in your eyes then you realize how you didn't want to be alone but still you kept on lying to yourself because of the pain you have felt when they left your life

[digiwon]

"Growing up isn't the problem, forgetting is

A couple of weeks ago, I met this amazing girl, it's a bit of a cliche but it felt like she was made to be part of my life. There were so many things both in the book and movie that made me realize how wrong I was, people come and people go, you grow up and tend to forget the things which made you understand life. But now I understand that instead of being scared to face the pain when people, memories, and feelings fade away, I should embrace it, by embrace I mean be thankful for those moments. I've been living like a dead person with the hope of becoming alive again but no, I couldn't because I was too scared, scared of being abandoned, forgotten, and being hurt.. I needed to face my demons and ignore the thoughts which devoured me every single day. And now, back to the person I met.. I'm so sorry.. the last message you sent me gave an impact which could last a lifetime. Now all I can do is regret and wish that I shouldn't have said the things I have said before.. My friend, I was a fool to push you away.. I hope that the next time we meet, we'll be friends again and this time, I won't let you go

[wordsnquotes]

Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.

Sylvia Plath (via wordsnquotes)

[digiwon]

If only I could turn back time

Raissa, I don't have the courage to say this to you and because of that, here I am again on Tumblr to let you know how much this really means to me.. I have read your message and damn I feel so stupid for not noticing it. You said that I should love myself and yes, I do but it is also because of that that I learned not to lean on other people no matter how hard things get. I wish I could redo all these things and start anew but the damage has already been done.. Now all I can do is hope that you read this message and hopefully give me a chance ( even if it's not quite possible) to be your friend. I'm so sorry for pushing you away, I never wanted it to happen, I never even imagined that it would turn into something like this, and now I'm filled with regrets, regrets which would haunt me for rejecting the possibility of becoming happy with you close to me.. I never wanted to say goodbye, I wanted you to keep "pestering" me until I give in because that's all I have ever wanted.. someone who wouldn't give up even when I did.. but I guess I pushed you to your limits and for that I am sorry.. As stupid as I may be, all I want now is for you to give me a chance, that is, if you read this, which is unlikely.. Goodbye Raissa, thank you and sorry..

[digiwon]

To the person I met

I'm in my college years and somehow in all these years, I have never felt anything, I was never happy or sad.. I was numb, I couldn't feel anything.. All the things that happened to my life I considered them as part of life. These things never gave me life, I could smile or laugh but it was not real, it was just to be one of the "common people" I never belonged with my class or any person in college.. Then I saw you, you were not the only one I saw in college but you were memorable in a way, the way you smiled while waiting to enter your room, your serious face when you're walking through the corridors. There were a lot of things to mention like how the way you look, how you acted and how it just amazed me. I got to know you some time after, it was not in my plan to fall for you, for all I wanted was for you to be a happy crush because getting attached to a person like you would destroy me.. and now, I'm close to what I don't want to happen, I'm so sorry for falling for your kindness or in my perspective, pity. I can't say I'm inlove with you but you make me feel light as if I can take on the world as cruel as it may be, you made me want to talk to you even if I had nothing to say and it made me not know what to do. However I realized that you're just a lesson, a lesson that I could have a life where I could be "happy" even if I'm not. You're just a person who's bound to go away after some time.. While I have a lot of words to say, this is all I can come up for now and I hope that if you read this, you'll realized how thankful I am that you came in my life and that I hope, like what I say when we talk, that this would be the last time I'll ever talk about you no matter how it hurts me

[digiwon]

Once you've been broken for too long, you sometimes doubt whether that person is taking advantage of you or just pitying you

[fyp-science]

The main purpose of science is simplicity and as we understand more things, everything is becoming simpler.

Edward Teller (via fyp-science)

[music-and-quotes]

All I want is a place to call my own, to mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone.

A Day To Remember, All I Want (via music-and-quotes)

[digiwon]

When will I be worth melting for?