dolphinsdancer..that's dolphin 1st..sexy 2nd..

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Bored now.

Feeling of the current moment. Songs for a brief distraction.

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Brilliant

inSONGnia

..b/c my path back to music..

includes reclaiming

my heart.

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I have been on kick..to find music I LOVE..again..

So..this has been on my playlist.. Because..HOT DAMN..it rocks!

(tho..let’s be honest..the most well known cover..pretty much slays too..there is JUST SOMETHING about it..)

..and then..I discovered other trax (sadly just recently..but better late, than never)

by them.. LIKE..THIS! Currently my FAVE.

On. Repeat.

Babe.

(..especially. Right now..as I might have COVID..& I feel like a HUGE FUCKING TRAIN HAS RUN OVER ME..since ~2-3AM y’day morning..so a lil bit of musical solace today..when I’m not passed out, sleeping..has been needed)

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I actually had a follow-up..

..to THIS.. BUT..then I got ridiculously busy..

(However..hello to my St. Thomas “stalker” ..this evening.. ..enjoy the view.. ;) ) And Part II - I can finally listen to music again.. Starts HERE (from the movies I was watching..& remembering first times I heard songs..) ..and then..HOT DAMN. THIS lil dance-y dance #! Also..I started listening to THIS last summer (& the online “concerts” they did in the past yr-ish) 

- Especially Song 2..& 3.(hearing them LIVE this past weekend..brought it back..)!

Song 3..Woah..DEEP groove here.

Babe.

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When you remember where you first heard a song..

..and it totally changes everything about it..

Actually I don’t think I first heard this song, here

..but maybe it was..I could be thinking that THIS, this I definitely did not first hear, here, for sure.

..but it makes the memory of it more palatable than being associated in a different way (like this). All these songs. So much better to not have icky memories. Anymore.

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I haven’t posted here..

..because I have barely been able to listen to any music.

For a VERY LONG time. Since Oct 13th, 2020 in fact.

Most music makes me feel pretty ill. Nauseous.

You know when you have a great boyfriend, and you get intro’d to great bands, and fall in love with all sorts of new music.. And it changes & improves your world in such awesome ways.

AND..then you have a totally shitty gross creepy horrible boyfriend..

..and you absolutely loathe certain bands and songs forever, b/c you never want to ever have anything to do with any thing that had to do with him. EVER.

Literally..all I have been able to listen to is ..stuff like this..

..and a little bit of death metal..b/c gross icky person NEVER intro’d me to it..and it makes me feel a little bit better.. and also this..

especially this..AND THIS.

that is all I have had the stomach & heart for.

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It’s been a long time..

And I needed a BREAK.

It’s made me realize.. you are always a part of me.

No matter how much I remove your from my life. (..even tho, it’s better without you in it, right now). And the problem is always the same. I am nobody to you.

Lyrics.

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Why are guys such f*cking idiots?

I’m so over “men”..

I actually remember being at this point..years ago, just before I met my ex. But now. I have zero tolerance or patience for guys fucking bullshit. Get your shit together..

or I’m gone. for good.

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Fighting a nap

So..Afternoon Dance Party!

Song 1.

(..I’ll add more..later..)

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I am living from

nap to nap

right now.

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In case..

..you need a great “love song” today. (Pun intended..BTW..) Read. Listen.

..and if I stayed.. if

be prepared to bleed. So..it’s a damn

Good thing I don't drink.

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HAHAHA..ME..LIKE IN BELLY DANCE GEAR..

HIP SCARF @ LEAST.. SHIMMING & HIP DROPPING AROUND MY LIVING ROOM!

To THIS. (..Also about the same time I realized..I am FINALLY able to breath, AGAIN, after getting away from a narcissistic jerk.. & have cut/removed their cording/hooks, - last removal tonight/today/tomorrow, crystals & salt everywhere - that were still stealing my energy..for the past 4 months..and well..years.. & I am FREE)!

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I've HAD to focus on making positive playlists over the past year..

..otherwise the sad would just be too much. (I have SO MANY on  this list..sometimes..I just play like 10 or 15 in a row..

to dance..

and cathartic cry). But..time for a flashback

to some classic #inSONGnia. (I couldn’t recall where it was..so re-posting). And this one. ..this one..this one forever.

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You miss me.

I say in all honesty

I don't want leaving me, To be anywhere near easy... I’ll be, alright. But.. 

But I promise you one thing, Baby.. you'll miss me someday

..I already know you do. But..

I'll am alright

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It’s a jazz kinda Sunday..

(really, like ALL Sunday’s..)

but ya know. ..when it’s cold out, you NEED

hawt music to dance around to. Especially, on a Sunday night.

Featuring.

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Truth is tho..

..it’s actually a Johnny Cash kinda day..night.. week. Especially.. this. (..because it makes me smile..that it could rip your heart out)

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This is what happens when you’re a total douche, & jump on my ceiling.

I WILL PLAY DEATH METAL AT FULL VOLUME..

FOR A COUPLE HOURS.. JUST TO MAKE SURE YOU KNOW THAT IT IS B/C YOU WERE A RUDE DICK. I actually wanted to be asleep myself ~11:30-12pm, but I especially like the Spotify “Death Metal” Playlist that was running..

LOTS of vibrating, annoying drum beats.. ..and abrasive screaming. I like it. But I’m pretty sure rude boy doesn’t. Don’t piss me off. B/c..this..and this..were just high-lites. Open The Gates. Bitch.