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it's cold outside / rain falling down the sky / foggy view / blurry sight / i tremble with every step taken / not dream nor reality / my consciousness fades / words dance around their letters / my beliefs collapsed / shapeshifting / a brighter world sprouts / limitless possibilities / junctions merging their paths / efforts rewarded with the sand of time / barricades undone as time rewinds / splashes of water running down my face / worlds drifting apart / existence reentered / my walk proceeds.

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OH BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY

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Deadass whenver i see a notif from zero my Heart Explodes To A Million Pieces i love zero so much w/ all my heart n soul n i would absoultey die for her ive known zero all my life in this hellish website n she knows my fuckin root. she was my mega insp my bff and my love my sunshine my day my moon my st-

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                    ❛               ..i’m sorry.          this was not the happiness you desired.               ❜          say it once more,          out loud,          or as many times as you want:          ‘               i did not think it would happen like this.               ’          in the mirror are shattered birds,          break our necks on  bad design          /          too pathetic for tragedy          /          don’t worry,          we’re all self          -          righteous martyrs here          /          feel right at home          --          it’s an indulgent bias,          but the living are all fucking suits.          a row,          flat screen,          projected,          &          words filter out.          faces blur,          words static,          form discernible.          accusations.          charges.          prosecute;          indite.          plaintiff paper wrung.          burn the body          &          pin it to itself.          axiomatized sin.          do you prefer to just embrace it?          wear it out,          burn it all up at once?          the repulsive husk at the end is just confirms that there was something prior,          after all.          death is affirmation as well as negation.          or do you prefer to hold it close,          hide it away in dark spaces?          a candle rarely lit never burns out;          only a few flickers are all you need for a wax seal,          to drip your mark over sheathed words          --

                    --          &          that’s it.           so what are you going to do?          it's not entirely rhetorical.          what can you do?          that is all there is to it.          in the end,          you just keep on going,          until you don't.          you had compiled a list of the ways that you could have said goodbye.          but then you tore it up,          letting the little pieces go one by one from trembling hands as they fluttered down the rabbit hole.          (          in the end,          you preferred to just throw it all away from the get go.          it is all the same:          read a letter,          burn a letter,          send a letter.          even if eros          &          thanatos are twin faces,          ananke is still out there,          on the edge,          laughing at you.              define yourself purely around the sense of loss.          in the end,          that's fine too;          but remember,          for better or worse,          even misery has diminishing returns          )          good lights          &          bad lights          &          lights in between          --          warning lights          /           if there are no sirens,          how can you tell the difference?          red is not a color to mess around with          /          please,          whatever you do,          please do not get it on the walls.          he will get the wrong idea.          ❛               don’t make that face.          we’ll meet again.               ❜

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I’ll be away for 13 days !

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@nonludum replied to your post

[ casually whispers: i have a wendy blog ]

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@herotten replied to your post

make ur new alias vore to be iconic imgine all the love u feel when ppl type ’ i love vore ‘

miles. can u literally, uh, choke

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          i’ll be archiving this blog soon(?)!!          i’ll be moving amami to a new blog soon, same url and all           --          i want to have a fresh start with new blog formats and stuff ig.

send one for my muse’s reaction to your muse ---

alternatively send ‘ + ‘ after the symbol for the roles to be reversed where possible !

✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair .  ❤ = kissing them .  ₪ =  asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them .   ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare .  ♣ = discovering them crying .  回 = patching a wound .  ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight . ☢ = falling over . ✦ = being well-dressed . ❂ = wiping blood off their face . ◎ = taking care of them while ill . ☁ = being caught in the middle a storm with them . ⇕ = holding their hand . ↱ = being lost with them . ☠ = pushing them against a wall .

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