Is your life just one more lie?

Richard Rawsthorne. Do not presume to know me, merely by my reputation. I am a doctor, regardless of my personal habits. Nonetheless, my door is always open.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

That was very beautiful, Richard. I loved it. 

[drrawsthorne]

I'm very glad you liked it. The song made me think of you, so...

[drrawsthorne]

I recorded this on impulse a little while ago... Sometimes I have feelings.

For Shane.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

You’re never in the way. Most nights it’s just Emerson and I relaxing on the couch with me reading or getting into a new movie. I enjoyed having you around when we both lived at Gravespoint. I think we would, easily. It really amazes me what kind of hidden talents you have. I would’ve never guessed wood working, but then again I haven’t told you about my photography. I would love to see some of the things you’ve done.  How about on your next day off? We could go, my treat. You’re always allowed, I encourage it. 

[drrawsthorne]

That sounds like paradise compared with living with the interns. They're all so noisy and sociable, it's sickening. I'd much rather spend my nights curled up with you instead. I wouldn't say I have many hidden talents, I just don't think I ever had occasion to tell you about some of the things I do. You're a photographer? I would love to see some of your work sometime, if you don't mind. Oh, I would love that! I'll have to figure out when I can work in a day off. Good, because I'm not sure you'd have been able to stop me.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Yes, I was going for the sentiment of the thought. You’re always welcome here if you rather not spend your nights there. I can agree with you, it might not be a lot of fun with the restraint jackets, but at least I’d have you. That’s something I wasn’t aware of. I didn’t know you worked with your hands. I knew you were an artist, but a builder too. Oh, right, yes I would appreciate that. That’s one job I don’t plan on doing alone anymore. You can change that, you’re always welcome to go out with me. I love heading into the city and Alex isn’t always the best company. Okay, fine, I’ll stop. I won’t keep that promise when you get here though. 

[drrawsthorne]

As I say, I really wouldn't want to get in the way. I doubt you'd want me around all the time. Ah, I'm sure we could find a way around all that. Oh, yes! It started with me learning how to service my bike, but I realised that I do rather like making things. I'm not exactly what you'd call a builder, but I'm fairly good with woodworking nowadays. Oh, I'd love that! I've been meaning to go to the museums but I haven't had the time. Hmm... I suppose that's manageable, but only if I'm allowed to kiss you until you're blushing just as hard as I am.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

If you’re certifiable, then let’s share a room at the asylum together. I wouldn’t mind being mad with you. You haven’t taken that much space and we have room to spare, we have a completely empty wall where  book case would look nice. Thank you it means a lot that you would help, but I think we’re fine money for now. I wouldn’t worry about it. I might be. What  can I say, you’re cute you blush it’s too bad I can’t see it. 

[drrawsthorne]

Given that I live there already that's not much of a stretch, but I like the sentiment nonetheless. Living with you would be wonderful, even in a padded cell. In that case, perhaps I'll build you something - I'm rather good with my hands, and I haven't done any DIY in a while. Good, but I didn't just mean money - if you need help moving boxes, or anything else for that matter, I'm always around. It's not as though I have a social life! Then maybe you could save making me blush until I actually see you? That would be less strange than me walking around the hospital all flushed.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Thank you, Darling. That definitely makes me feel better about things. You’re welcome to have a go with expanding it at the loft, we have some room to spare. No, he couldn’t handle the hours and his class work too, he’s looking for something for the weekends only. I know, but it would be good for him to have a job. He never had one growing up, it’s time he tried it. Good, it’s one of my favourite things about you. Then I think everything about you is.  

[drrawsthorne]

You know I'm only messing with you - I'm the one that's certifiable, remember? Oh no, I couldn't take up any more space in your house than I already am. I wouldn't want to be in the way. I can understand that, but my offer still stands. I know I don't have a lot, but I would hate to think that you're struggling if I'm able to help out. Excuse me, are you planning on making all the blood in my body rush to my face? Stop it!

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

It’s been the thing keep me sane while I’ve been off. I’ve only read a few books I haven’t enjoyed and seeing how we have a lot in common I’m sure I will like something. I’d say your collection is nearly a library now. I should, but  Alex had class and is trying to get another job since the last one didn’t work out. I know and I’d like to see that smile last. 

[drrawsthorne]

Sane? You weren't particularly sane to start off with, my love. I think if I had more space, my collection really would have developed into a library by now. Oh, it didn't work out? That's a shame. You know I'd always help you out with money, though, if you needed it. As long as you're around, I'm sure it will.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

I have been abusing our Netflix and I haven’t tried reading your books, that’s a good idea. I don’t plan on exercising or anything strenuous, the couch has become a good friend of mine, I’m just tried of sitting here. I will never stop if it keeps that smile on your face. 

[drrawsthorne]

Oh, Netflix. How I love it. You should, I'm sure there are a few among my eclectic collection that you'd enjoy. Good! That's what I like to hear. You should be getting Alex to run around after you, really. You know you're the only one who's ever been able to make me smile like that.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

I know I did this to myself and I regret it fully. I cannot just sit here all day doing nothing, Richard. It’s killing me, to be honest. You would be my life saver if you did. Not to mention I’d love to see that handsome face again. 

[drrawsthorne]

Then read one of my books, darling, or watch a movie or something. I just don't want you to be doing any physical exercise or anything that could exacerbate your injury. Oh god, stop it! You're making me blush and I'm trying to work.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

Even though I'm perfectly capable of working...

I have to take tomorrow off as well, because of some requirement. I plan to be back Wednesday. I’m left handed anyways, it’s my right arm that’s injured. 

[drrawsthorne]

Stop complaining and take it easy. You did this to yourself, now you have to deal with it. I'll stop by in my lunch break to check up on you.

[just-blaine-a]

I feel like all I've done the past few days is talk

[just-blaine-a]

I am, yes. Are you going to try and make me talk, too?

[drrawsthorne]

...I was just going to ask if you're settling in alright, but it looks like that question was answered for me.

[just-blaine-a]

I feel like all I've done the past few days is talk

Can’t I just be silent for a bit?

[drrawsthorne]

Don't worry, I'm sure you'll get used to all the talking soon enough. You're Kurt Hummel, am I right?

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

A trip to the ER is always pleasant.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

I decided to finally do some cleaning since it was my day off. I’ve had a lot of things that I’ve been holding on to and needing to get rid of. I was taking a few boxes down and I missed a step. I’m still at the hospital, waiting on results. Yes, I’d like that.  Alex is here, he can show you to my room. I’m hoping they’ll let me go soon. 

[drrawsthorne]

Shane... You're so clumsy. I'm on my way now - I'll see you soon. And in future, please let me help with things like that. You're hopeless.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

A trip to the ER is always pleasant.

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

It’s nothing, Richard. I fell earlier while moving some boxes down some stairs and I landed on my arm wrong. I think it’s sprained, they just took an x-ray. I should be fine, don’t worry. 

[drrawsthorne]

Boxes? Why were you moving boxes? Darling, where are you? Can I come to you?

[the-alphablonde-deactivated2014]

A trip to the ER is always pleasant.

I just wish they’d not make you wait 4 hours before seeing an actual doctor. 

[drrawsthorne]

...Wh-what?! Shane? What happened?

[cassandrajuly-corcoran]

Finally ...home

[cassandrajuly-corcoran]

Oh yay. Just when I thought things couldn’t get worse..I’m so excited to get an aggressive lecture from my ex’s best friend about how I screw up everything. I hear I’m an awful listener, but go ahead. 

[drrawsthorne]

Oh, save it. I'm not in the mood for your bitching. This isn't about how you screw up everything, although you really do and that is an issue that needs to be addressed. This is about the things you said to her and to Rachel. Where the fuck do you get off treating people like that, Cassandra?!

[cassandrajuly-corcoran]

Finally ...home

or whatever you call this place.

[drrawsthorne]

Oh, good. You and I need to have a little chat.