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just crackhead thoughts ||depressed w/ an ed||

[blurryclau]

[ducksforfrens]

me @ my parents

[negutivfeadbak]

[ducksforfrens]

me @ my parents

[honigimohr]

“I’m sorry I’m not an easy person to love.”

— Day 146 (via myonlywayoutofhere)

[ducksforfrens]

someone please get me a cigarette

[ducksforfrens]

love fucking SUCKS

[especially]

[ducksforfrens]

just binged. fuck!

[dainty-and-spacey]

repost if u break the stereotype of Eds

you eat once a day/ u don’t always fast 24/7

you’re not bones

you don’t openly talk about it lile it’s a big problem

you don’t want treatment

you don’t think you’re sick enough for treatment

you can’t purge

EATING DISORDERS AREN’T WHAT THE MEDIA TELLS YOU

feel free to add!♡➹★

[ricecakebugs]

All of that

[sweetmilkthin]

Honestly

[ducksforfrens]

i’m tired

[ducksforfrens]

of tending to this fire

[ducksforfrens]

i’m tired

[ducksforfrens]

starting today i’ll only eat a meal a day and it’ll be lunch, i’ll liquid fast the rest of the day

[ducksforfrens]

i was a month and something clean but you finally broke me

[makkaveli13]

So many porn blogs following me dude like …. Does my sadness and bitterness turn u on or what

[andrewbelami]

I wanna be hot enough to make people question their sexual orientation

[myfirstname]

i’m ugly enough to make people question their sexual orientation

[ducksforfrens]

i literally just discovered that OUR BABY FRANK IERO DIDNT KNEW MCR BROKE UP UNTIL HE SAW THE STATEMENT WTF

[ducksforfrens]

i read the forest fic n i’m devastated... i’m crying like A LOT

[relapses-after-relapses]

I'm at this weird state in my ED

Where I want it to get worse, but I know I shouldn't. I can't restrict anymore, but I want to. I've been eating way too much, but I can't stop.

I keep wanting to go back to my eating disorder days. Even if I know I was miserable.

I crave the hunger but now I can't deal with it.

I want to exercise but I can't do it anymore.

I don't know what to do.

[ducksforfrens]

i suck dude, i literally can’t even restrict anymore and i’m so fat...