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[endless-unfolding]

My love, take these walls, these wars.           Dull my blades. I am tired of the hunt. I’ve laid my only words at your feet. Open for me.           I want to know, be known. Want and be wanted.

Jeanann Verlee, from “Your Mouth Is a Church, I Forgot How to Pray,” Nailed (July 21, 2014)

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Unrequited Love & Heartbreak

"Are you really that fucking blind?"

"I'm the one's that's always been there for you, not him/her!"

"I'm in love with you."

"I think I love you."

"I never loved you."

"Can we pretend you didn't say that?"

"Can we pretend I didn't say that?"

"I don't feel the same way."

"I think we should just be friends."

"It's so obvious that you like him/her."

"Can you stop talking about him/her?"

"You know I like/love you, and I'm trying to forget that, but you make it pretty difficult to do that by talking about him/her every time we speak."

"Every time I try to move on, you're right there."

"Stop leading me on."

"You're playing with me."

"I never thought we'd have a last kiss."

"I'm tired of being your doormat."

"Take a chance on me."

"Can I kiss you?"

"I'm tired of being your second choice."

"I'm not even your second choice, I'm not even in the top ten to you!"

"I can't keep pretending that I don't care."

"I was in love with you and you took advantage of it."

"I kinda wanna be more than friends."

"Have you ever stopped to think I have feelings, too?"

"It's pretty shitty how you think you're entitled to have a relationship with me because we're friends."

"Just let me go."

"I regret every time I've said I love you."

"All I've ever learned from love is that someone is always gets fucked someone over."

"Have you ever been in love?"

"I don't believe in love."

"I don't wanna get hurt."

"I'm not gonna hurt you."

"I can't do this anymore."

"You broke my heart."

"Please don't leave me."

"It's over."

"I can't erase you."

[clarkekomtrikru]

I want you.

[ofmiidnight]

                ❝ Where there is кιη∂ηєѕѕ, there is ｇｏｏｄｎｅｓｓ.                            And where there is goodness, there is MAGIC.  ❞

[elysiansouls-blog]

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amemorose:

                                                      I SAY                                              WE ARE MORE                                   THAN FLESH CAN HOLD.

featuring muses from: agents of shield, the carrie diaries, pretty little liars, the infernal devices, teen wolf, shameless, gilmore girls, the originals, twilight, orphan black, & one tree hill.

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okay so i’ve made the decision to put up some sort of exclusivity notice on my blog somewhere so if you want to talk about being exclusive with me please come hit me up!!! as of right now, i’m currently exclusive with:

matt donovan: compelamaserati

kayley of gaunnes: knighthearted

brooke davis: brookesmxrt

kenna de poitiers: forcedfromwaiting ( NOTE: i am only ship exclusive with ollie. i WILL interact with other kennas, but currently i do not have any plans at all to write the kennash marriage or relationship with anyone else. )

francis valois-angoulême: compromisedking 

astoria greengrass: priimadonnacomplex

and that’s all i got for now, hit me up if you want to be on this list!! there are a few people i wanted to put on here but we haven’t talked about it at all so i held off. and this is just a reminder - being exclusive with me means that i will not interact with any other version of your muse; it does not mean i expect you to do the same!!

[catchingjinns]

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Et c’est comme ça qu’on s’aime, s’aime, s’aime, s’aime Comme ça consomme, somme, somme, somme, somme

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i’m gonna maybe do some unfollowing and work on making this blog a safe space for myself again shoutout to amemorose for motivating me and generally being the best fucking bitch in the universe

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i think i might need to take a break from bash

like i know logically i should not be upset right now but there’s some shit going on with other people on indie that i thought were my friends but apparently are not and a few other things that have just really kinda pissed me off and hit my self esteem so 

i’m going to be on my multi for the rest of the day. i might take a break and go on a hiatus. i might not. we’ll see.

[sorrrowwon-blog]

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sorrrowwon:

                    sorrow found me when i was young                            sorrow waited, sorrow won.

featuring muses from: the vampire diaries, star wars, once upon a time, a song of ice & fire, outlander, harry potter, orphan black, twilight, the originals, && the mortal instruments.

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hey so i decided to add rosalie hale to my multi help me pick an alt fc

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i am so fucking tired and my feet hurt so bad it’s not even eight pm but i kinda wanna go to bed like 

[knighthearted-blog]

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knighthearted:

  “ Don’t tell me to calm down,       I’ll throw a fucking desk at your face. “

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hey, if i ever accidentally break your rules, it was just that: an accident. i read EVERYONE’S rules before i follow them, but i also follow a lot of people! it can get hard to keep everything straight. i never mind a quick message saying “hey, this is a rule of mine and you broke it, ok?” in fact, i’d rather someone point out my mistakes so we can continue writing together! 

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♪ ♫ ♯

♪: Name three things, that are absolutely mandatory for you, to be able to roleplay!

I’m not sure that I understand the question um idk?? I think my like things I NEED to have to be able to write is music, first off. And I can’t listen to the same music for different replies, sometimes. Like when I write Bash in our verse, Liz, I tend to listen to a lot of Stromae and Cœur de Pirate, because it helps get into his voice better than something else. And then for Kayley I listen to a lot of Trading Yesterday and Amber Run and just really angsty shit, and for Bash’s Reign verses it’s a variation of all kinds of shit just depending on the context of the verse. And then I also always HAVE to have something to drink. I don’t necessarily need to have something to snack on, but I always have to have something to drink when I’m writing. Normally it’s coffee but I’ve been drinking a lot of oj lately while I write??? Idk bro. Annnnd finally I also have to be sitting in a comfortable place. I used to do most of my writing in my bed but I’ve been having a shitload of insomnia recently so I’ve started staying out of my room during the day to try and tell my mind that when I do go to bed it’s time to go to sleep, and so I do most of my writing at the kitchen table while Grandpa watches TV in the living room.

♫: Is there any kind of muse, you cannot play?

I can’t and I won’t play a rapist. I won’t play an abuser. That’s kind of my only caveats with my character, honestly. I’ll play anything from an angel to the devil himself but I will never ever ever play my character as an abuser and my character will never ever sexually assault another. I can play it from the opposite side and sometimes that’s pretty therapeutic for a lot of reasons, but I cannot and will not ever be on the other side of that. 

♯:  Is there any kind of muse, you would like to play, but don’t dare? Why?

I’d actually love to play an FTM character mid- or post-transition, but as much as I try to read about that and watch things, I don’t feel like I’ll ever be fully educated enough to take that on, because I’ve never had that kind of gender identity struggle. It’s not that I don’t want to and it’s not that I have an aversion to playing that, but I just really don’t think I’ll ever be able to do it justice the way that kind of character needs, you feel me?

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munday under the cut bc i did my hair last night and it looks BANGING but ignore the lack of makeup thanks