lungs that suck at being lungs

Hazel Grace Lancaster 16 | thyroid cancer | quite unextrordinary “I don’t care if the New York Times writes an obituary for me. I just want you to write one.”

[dxsneywish]

          “Did you find what you were             searching for?”

[nampervisum-archive-blog]

       ”You could call it skill.”

[dxsneywish]

          “I could also call it breaking            and entering! Now get out!”

[dxsneywish]

nampervisum persosalvatore

             “How the hell did you get into               my van?”

[remissivemetaphor-deactivated20]

 [ he didn’t want to be that guy.      the guy that waited by the phone,      hoping to hear the ringtone that      should have been changed in      2010, with the little picture of his      cannula-clad warrior.      he didn’t want to be that guy.

                          but he was.

                    so when his phone began to vibrate atop the couch in                     his darkened basement, he picked up on the first ring. ]

     ❝Hazel Grace, I was beginning to think you forgot about me.❞

[dxsneywish]

                 [ it was horrible for her. she felt like                    her insides were going to come up                    if she threw up again. it could happen,                    really. she was already bringing up                     blood along with vomit. she felt awful                    because she hadn't called Augustus                    or even let him know.                              –––and so she did what she had to.                                   the weakened woman picked up                                   the phone and called Augustus. ]

                 ❝I could never forget about you, Augustus.                    I hoped you wouldn't forget about me. I'm                    sorry I've been “avoiding” you. I've been                    too busy coughing up my already sucky                    lungs along with vomiting up my lunch from                    three days ago.❞

[notxdeaf-deactivated20170227]

     ❝  This ————  This is a hell of a lot worse.❞

[dxsneywish]

          “ I figured.                 –– –– –– –– Do you think that, one day, we're going                                     to look back at this and think Damn. That                                    Augustus Waters had a lot coming his way                                    and then we're just going to move on with                                    life? Is that really how it goes? His parents                                    are going to wake up every day in hopes                                    to see their son going to Support Group                                    or just to hear his voice and some kind of                                    philosophical metaphor that he makes up,                                    but then they realize he's gone.”

[radiantasthesun]

YA LIT MEME | four deaths [1/4] » Augustus Waters

[kylorense]

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[dxsneywish]

       “Issac, is this how it felt         when Monica broke up         with you?              ––It sucks.”

[unclefather]

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