Ecstasy & Anguish

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Singing With the Wind

Your life is your own

Own it!

Sometimes we need

The Abyss

Be a tourist in land

Of pain

Never give anguish

To landowner

Whatever dark path

You’ve danced

You can return

To self

Only you truly

Own you

We forget while

Singing with

The wind

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Tokens

Tokens, of what was thought

to be affection

Always worn, to always remember

what was possible

and what was

Lost

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Jinsei - Single by Be wrong My friends sing is on iTunes now as well as Amazon! Please, share or buy...I’m so proud of them!!

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Mine

I will walk with my head held high

In high heels, if I so choose

Don’t care if it makes me

taller than you

I will keep my shoulders back

My back straight

I will dance with abandon

Sing with unrestrained gusto

Swing my hips as I jaunt

down the street

Cleavage or no...

My choice

Touch me or no...

My choice

Fuck you or no...

My choice

Love you or no...

My choice

I am who I am

I am one woman

I am all women

I am mine

Always

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kung-fu https://www.amazon.com/dp/B002MQBBF8/ref=cm_sw_r_oth_api_46ZeAbMRJB1M6

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My friend, Akira, in Japan.

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My friend in Japan who did the music for the single I posted yesterday. This is his album.

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Thank You

Laid to waste, eviscerated

Staring down the dark tunnel

The long road back to self

Was the heart fun for you?

No...not malicious are you?

Simply selfish, self absorbed

A wall protecting your heart

With shards of glass

To pierce any who come near

Believed the lie

Lost self

Sorrow

Regret

Pain

Heart will forever

Be yours

But taking self back

Silly me

I forgot

I was only yours

Because I allowed it

Now I’m mine again

Thank you.

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ベレン2 by 大嶺昭 on #SoundCloud This is the song. Give a listen and if you like it, please help spread it & buy the song...it’s only .99 on Amazon. It hasn’t hit iTunes yet but it should soon. So much love to all of you!

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This is a collaboration between two of my friends. Akira did the music & be wrong the free style hip hop. It would be so amazing if y’all will buy it or help spread this. It’s amazing and I’m incredibly proud of them.

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Child

The truth hath riven the

dream from my heart

Know I, once again,

Love for a vicious lie

A lie lovingly told

by poets and singers

Told to bring hope

to a bleak world

Alas, the hope is false

or mayhap only

For me

Passion burns hot

and oh so quickly

Yet cold action

is shied away from

Know you, I take you

not for a villain

But a child

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All of Me

The first time mine eyes met yours

mine heart it did start breaking

Knew I always you would be the

death of part of me

Little knew I

Then

You would be

The death of all

Of me

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One Hundred Years

Black wings of thunder

darken my vision

Deep booms of twilight

tear me asunder

I would sleep one hundred years

if the world would let me

As to wake to a truly

new tomorrow

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Marble Hands

My body rises up to attack me

How dare it?

It, for whom I’ve shown such

careless distain

Now doth it mold my

ephemeral spirit

as clay in marble hands

of revenge

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Stone Cold

You can’t take it

I’m tryin to fake it

Til I fake make it

I’m heart sore

Tired to my core

Always needing more

You lambast me

With high soul fee

Never gonna be free

I give it all away

All you do is play

I’m fuckin lost anyway

You always want

But care for naught

Funny brutal little jaunt

You care about everything

But can’t give anything

Can I come back from this soul thing?

Take my heart and rend

Don’t stress I’ll mend

Long as I keep my friend

Can we do that?

Wear that top hat

Fake ass fuckin fat cat

Slap me with greed

Drop to my knees in need

Sadistic fuck watching me bleed

Kill me with an earnest kiss

Rise up and fuckin hiss

Wish it were a near miss

Fuck it...goin stone cold

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I’m Good At That

I’ve found a new unhealthy grind

I’m good at that

Let go my liquid gold

For stale beer

And living lies

I care too much

Don’t care

Enough

Love you all

All of you

None of you

Enough

Too much

Beauty

Joy

Pain

Always pain

even

In joy

Can’t write

Paint

Draw

CREATE!

Too much

Pain in my joys

Too much joy

In my pain

This isn’t about

You

Any of you

It’s about

All

Of

You

It’s about

All

Of

Me

It’s about

Not enough

ENOUGH!

Too much

TOO MUCH!

Living in

A world

That has

Always been

Too little

Too much

Exquisite

Joyful pain

Love hate

FUCKIN INSANE!

I’m out

I’ve found a new unhealthy grind

I’m good at that

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All In

All or nothing always

Turns into nothing

All in kicks you

All out

First or fifth

Is an idealistic

Way to live

Life is lived

In neutral

Safety is in

Lies and

Bullshit