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It wasn't a sex thing, or at least it wasn't exactly a sex thing even if Jilly noticed it was something she only did when it was just her and Ray alone together. It was just a… a comfort thing, an emotionally comforting way of passing the time and presenting herself to her loving boyfriend in the proper spirit of reverence and adoration, and frankly Jilly didn't see any reason to be ashamed of it even though she also didn't exactly see any reason to mention it to her female friends. She just felt happier down on her knees, that was all. It felt only natural to sit down next to his desk and gaze up at him, even though the couch was only a few inches away.
Because if she was on the couch, well… if she was on the couch then Ray couldn't reach down and stroke her honey blonde hair. He couldn't smile at her affectionately like she was a treasured pet, or lay his hand on the armrest of his office chair with his fingers dangling over the edge so Jilly could take them into her mouth and gently suck on them. From the couch, he'd be just another dude, whereas when she was down on her knees Jilly always had to look up at him and that made sense because he was bigger and stronger and smarter and just plain better than her. Not that Jilly wasn't a staunch feminist or anything, but when you found the perfect man it only made sense that everyone else was at least a tiny bit inferior.
And okay, so yes, maybe it was kind of a sex thing when Ray shifted in his chair and Jilly could see the bulge in his pants. Not that she always acted on it, she wasn't a dumb slobbering fucktoy who couldn't keep her mouth off her boyfriend's cock or anything, but she… she noticed. And when she noticed she got to thinking about what a wonderful prick Ray had, and when she thought about his dick it made her a little wet and made the position of kneeling feel not just nice but genuinely erotic. And when she was wet and staring and distracted Jilly didn't slobber, but she may just possibly have drooled a bit every once in a while. It just felt right, that was all.
Still, though, it wasn't really a sex thing. It was a respect thing, maybe, because Jilly truly did respect her boyfriend's skills and talents. He was an amazing hypnotist, for example, and even though he'd never really been able to get inside Jilly's head and implant suggestions the way she secretly fantasized about he did have a knack for putting her into a deep trance with little more than a simple stare. Perhaps it was the way she always had to look up at him when she was down on her knees like this, tiring out her eyes and making her feel all deliciously weak and drowsy for her Mas… for her boyfriend. Ray was Jilly's boyfriend and she was so lucky to be with him that it only felt right to show her gratitude.
Maybe that was the real reason she always knelt down next to Ray's desk when they were alone together like this. Not for sex, not for respect, not for comfort and not even out of sheer unthinking gratitude at being allowed to be his, but because being down on her knees and looking up at him made it so much easier for Ray to hypnotize her. Jilly craved his trances, even wished for them to go further and truly reprogram her mind even though she knew she was far too strong-willed for that, and being his kneeling, submissive pet gave Ray more chances to make that happen. And Jilly's eyes glazed over just thinking about how wonderful that was.
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Alright, hold on to your hats, chubs and chasers, because I’m about to lay down a bunch of links to my favorite guys who post gainer porn videos.
Note that a lot of these channels are inactive, but I’m still linking to them because I like what they’ve posted. Also note that these selections will reflect my own tastes in guys, which are for guys well past the “starter gut” stage, but not at a superchub size.
YouTube:
Atlantacubfull
bulgemore
bulksteruk1 (I recommend the “18.04.10 edited” video)
caliwrestla
collegegut
Dave Gainer
Fat Glass Bear
FatKevPDX
FattenablePiggy
Fattenmenu
GainerSoCalLA
Hillbilly Doughboy
Hippotaur
kegpony
kodl71
Loveabellyliny
Mack McGillicutty
macpurc
madanayrGNR
Mike S. (who has some old videos of rickbelly)
mrdecaglut2
ofcourses1111
redbearish
StudBust1
tankerTUBBS
The Human Balloon
TheBigLee2334
weeea11
wolfsrain2007
xtrachnky1
Xtube:
calmbear
DigSpace
famousvisions (this one’s just belly play, but I like that)
FatKevPDX
Fortify
fulloffood
Irongut
Once you’ve exhausted those, check out the favorites of guys whose videos you like, and that’ll keep you browsing for a while.
If you’re on Grommr, some of the guys there have links to unlisted videos on YouTube in their bio. I recommend checking out the profiles of LrgrThnLf and monkigainer.
Also check out the documentary Hard Fat. It’s a documentary about gainers that features some pretty hot segments with cmbigdog.
Other people reblogging this post have mentioned pages where you can buy gainer videos. I’d recommend you start with the free stuff, but since that’s been brought up, I’ve generally found pay-for videos by TheBigBull, BallBellyBear, and Lardfill to be worth the money, with TheBigBull being my favorite.
I think that should be enough to get you started. :-)
I've compiled a list of all of my hypnosis scripts and files! If you enjoy them, let me know. I love being worshipped! Or, praised or whatever ^w^
The tags for each audio file and text hypnosis video is in the link itself! Share this around to friends if you're already aware of my powers too, pups. Thank you!
Hypnosis Audio Files:
Melting Your Trance Inhibitions
Straightforward (but Intense) Trance Training
Hypnovember Files #1 - Safer is Deeper
Sleep Orb (SFW Sleep File)
Text Hypnosis videos:
Owlette Session #1 - Intro
Puppy Training Files #1 - Puppy Space
If you want to feel like a puppy, watch this. Trust me.
Hypnosis Scripts:
If you wanna feel like a puppy for a bit, read this. Trust me.
If you want to enter a Puppy Mindset whenever you wish, read this post. I assure you that it's worth it.
If you wanna fall into trance much, much easier from now on (especially to me), read this.
Tyler had really screwed up, and he knew it! It had started as a normal day, him and his buddies planned to go downtown to bar hop and enjoy the nice sunny weather and chase some girls. They went to a few bars and had a few drinks at each so they were already feeling very drunk. Tyler’s two buddies said they had to piss so they darted down an alley while Tyler waited. That’s when Tyler noticed some sort of festival going on and decided he has a couple minutes to explore while his buddies finished up. He hadn’t made it ten feet into the festival when some older guy dressed head to toe in leather put his arm around Tyler. “Hi buddy, here for the festival?” The man asked Tyler. “Uh-no not really, just had a couple minutes so I thought I’d see what was going on here,” replied Tyler. “Ahh well unfortunately you have to have a ticket to get in to the festival even if it is just for a couple minutes. But I suppose if I go with you, we could let that slide,” said the stranger as he started walking with Tyler, his arm around Tyler’s shoulder guiding him. They walked a little bit and Tyler saw in some of the tents some interesting looking contraptions and lots of leather attire. Some sort of leather muzzle caught his eye and that’s when he realized this wasn’t a festival he necessarily would be interested in but his “guide” kept pushing him along. Tyler, still drunk, stumbling a little along the way. “Hey man, I better be getting back to my friends, they stopped to take a piss and should be back by now,” said Tyler. “Oh it’s fine, I want to show you one thing and then you can go!” Responded the stranger.
Suddenly the man pushed Tyler from behind while Tyler was looking at him, unable to catch his balance, Tyler stumbled and landed on some sort of bench. As Tyler tried to recover and figure what he just hit, the stranger made quick use and secured Tyler’s wrists to the bench in front leaving Tyler bent over the bench. “Hey man, what are you doing? Let my wrists go!” Said Tyler. The man didn’t respond and instead walked behind Tyler, leaned forward and put his arms around Tyler’s waist and started unbuttoning Tyler’s jeans. “H-hey man, stop, please!” Begged Tyler nervously. Once the buttons were undone and his zipper lowered, the man yanked Tyler’s jeans down in one swift motion leaving the jeans piled up around Tyler’s ankles. “Dang boy, didn’t picture you as a Tighty Whitie boy,” laughed the man giving Tyler’s butt a playful smack. “Please pull my jeans up, it was laundry day and people are going to see my underwear! Please let me go!” Cried Tyler as people started gathering around. That’s when he felt it, a hard smack from a paddle on his brief clad ass. He let out a wail as it hit him because of the pain. He was begging the man to let him go as the man sent smack after smack to his ass all while Tyler helplessly took it. “Those briefs are going to look really white with a bright red ass boy, now stop your whining and take it like a man. Brief boys always take their paddling without fuss!” Yelled them man.
After what seemed like eternity, Tyler looked up to the crowd gathered around hoping for find someone to help him. Finally he saw his buddies walking not far away and they appeared to be looking for him. He started yelling but only got a few yells out before the man in leather snuck up and pinched his nose shut. Instinctively Tyler opened his mouth the breathe and was suddenly met with a rubber ball gag. In seconds the man shoved the ball gag in and tightly secured it to Tyler’s head and made sure to add a padlock to hold it in place. “Mmgpphhhhh!!!” Yelled Tyler but it came out as muffled yells. Then another piece of leather was dropped over Tyler’s face. The piece went under his chin and over his head and it dawned on Tyler that this was the same muzzle he saw on the way in. Again it was locked in place tightly so that Tyler couldn’t move his jaw at all. Then came a leather blindfold and last bit not least, a leather collar around his neck, all padlocked on. “Mmgpphhhhh!!” Tyler continued but to no avail. That’s when he heard his buddies. “Hey man, have you seen our buddy, he was around here but we got separated.” They asked the man in leather. Tyler tried his best to squirm and yell foe help but nothing was audible with the gags. “Sorry boys I haven’t, I’ve been spending the last bit with this sub. Teaching him how tighty Whitie boys should be treated,” said the man giving Tyler another smack to his ass. He could tell his friends looked at him with some disgust, unaware it was their buddy under the muzzle. “Ugh sure, I mean I don’t know any guys that wear tighty whities past middle school so you do you bro!” Said one of his friends to the man in leather. “Care to take a swing? I mean your buddy is BOUND to show up any minute so might as well waste some time!” Said the man, making sure to emphasize the word bound. I started squirming as I felt my buddies get behind me. “I mean I guess, like you said he should be here any second. Besides it’s been a while since I’ve paddled a dweeb like this!” With that Tyler felt a sting as his buddies started smacking his ass just like they did when they were in college. “Man you forget the best thing about guys in tighty whities!” His buddy said. Tyler was nervous what that meant but suddenly realized when he felt a fist grab the back of his tighty whities and yanked them up his ass. They didn’t go too far up because of how tight they were but enough that the leg holes were high enough to expose his rosy red butt cheeks. “There you go buddy,” said his buddy tapping him on the back. He heard his buddies hand the paddle back to the man in leather and walk away shouting his name. Was Tyler ever going to get out of this? He regretted walking away from his buddies as another smack landed on his exposed ass.
Everyday in my bathroom I fuck the neck of a Starbucks frappuccino bottle I rinsed out. I slip it in limp and then the tremendous suction builds. It's like a glass ass, so tight. I fuck so hard to sissy hypno and blow my load in the bottle and cap it.
Later when my cock lust returns, I open the bottle and drink my cum, going the extra mile to rim the neck of the jar for every drop of cum and to revel in the taste and smell of my dick sweat and my cock breath from the last session. Then as I taste the proof that I'm a faggot and the residue spreads through my mouth and throat, I fuck my next cock shot into the bottle. I don't wash the bottle for weeks.
This is my ever recycling shame activity that ensures that I'm never not a queer, despite being a "straight" 🤣 husband and father. I've totally sucked dick and cannot quit shoving anything and everything in the house that looks phallic up my deep stretchy man cunt.
I find your hidden vice super arousing , I'm really turned on by the idea of fucking a bottle of Starbucks frapuccino, permanently recycled, full of semen and always smelling and tasting like cock......I'm going to have to try it!
My Bambisleepdropdeep (BSDD) 14-day Bambi Challenge is my quick and easy drop into the BS files. The challenge is crafted to work for brand new listeners and experienced Bambis. By the end of the 14-days, you'll be surprised at how well BS can work for you.
Simply use each playlist in order from Day 1 to Day 14.
True beginners start on Day 1. Experienced Bambis get to start on Day 4. If its been awhile since you've listened, its OK to start on Day 1.
If Bambi wants to listen more, try my other playlists for ADHD Bambis, Dumber Bambis, Subliminal Bambis, and Bambis into Fake Trigger Remover. There are even Bambi Bedtime and Good Morning Bambi lists, if you want to end your day or start it with Bambi.
BSDD Bambi Challenge Day 1: https://bambicloud.com/playlist/7fbe4b31-4e3c-4ed9-a969-20a91ca4b48d
BSDD Bambi Challenge Day 4: https://bambicloud.com/playlist/0817d073-730a-4707-a920-c1f8c3e4e214
To see all my lists: https://bambicloud.com/user/bambisleepdropdeep1
I've compiled a list of all of my hypnosis scripts and files! If you enjoy them, let me know. I love being worshipped! Or, praised or whatever ^w^
The tags for each audio file and text hypnosis video is in the link itself! Share this around to friends if you're already aware of my powers too, pups. Thank you!
Hypnosis Audio Files:
Melting Your Trance Inhibitions
Straightforward (but Intense) Trance Training
Hypnovember Files #1 - Safer is Deeper
Sleep Orb (SFW Sleep File)
Text Hypnosis videos:
Owlette Session #1 - Intro
Puppy Training Files #1 - Puppy Space
If you want to feel like a puppy, watch this. Trust me.
Hypnosis Scripts:
If you wanna feel like a puppy for a bit, read this. Trust me.
If you want to enter a Puppy Mindset whenever you wish, read this post. I assure you that it's worth it.
If you wanna fall into trance much, much easier from now on (especially to me), read this.
figuring out how to get as close as you can to a sensory deprivation tank in the privacy of your own home is apparently a game-changer for the brainwashing kink fandom
-can you block out or turn off all sources of light?
-do you have some sort of privacy in there? (or maybe you don't care, in which case, i salute you)
if the answer to all of these questions is "yes", then you very well may be able to achieve this!
Now, disclaimer: it is up to you to make your location of choice comfortable and able to be pitch black. If you can't hang out in a potential spot for even 5-10 minutes at a time (shifting is fine, but you need to be able to relax), it may not be the spot.
Anyway. Get together your supplies: your hydration/drink (but I recommend having water or electrolytes), your headphones/earbuds, phone/laptop, snack (bath snacks are fun), any *cough* substance *cough* you may be using to enhance the experience, any medication you may need in the next several hours.
Go to your Deprivation Area, and set up the things outside the bathtub, preferably on a little box or table nearby. For your chosen viewing device, make sure you can prop it up on something to have in eyeline. Use the lip of the bathtub at your own risk for laptops (I do not recommend it unless you actually have an extended lip). Make sure you have a towel ready nearby. Make sure all the toys you might use have been charging, and that they're somewhere safe and clean until you want to use them (but retrieval should be easy).
I would recommend leaving on the bathroom fan if you can. If you can't, and it's tied to the bathroom light like mine is, either turn it off from the start, or you can let the motion sensor turn it off to decide when Brainwashing Time starts!
Fill the bathtub an inch or two with warm or lukewarm water (fill the tub with what makes you comfortable, but the point is not to boil yourself). You'll add more later, if you choose to do so, to maintain the temperature if you end up spending too much time :3c.
Put the lights in whatever state that will mean you don't have to mess with them (off or soon to be going off), and use the light on your phone or something similar to safely get back to the bathtub. Pull the shower curtain closed, if applicable.
Now pop on your headphones, remember to hydrate, and watch or listen to whatever it is you want to brainwash yourself with! I also can't emphasize enough how important it is to be careful with the electronics and toys you choose to use--I am not responsible for any damaged items.
PROTIP: Try to keep your hands and feet out of the water directly as much as possible. It's just not great for long periods of time. Remember, you're only putting a small amount of water in the tub for body temperature maintenance.
Bonus points for those of you able to have someone help you out with set-up or execution! Regardless, please have a plan for aftercare: a soft blanket, a cute movie, and a yummy snack are my go-tos. 💚
And always remember to please trance responsibly ☺️
“Hey boy! I see you looking at me through that peephole. I see you giving yourself a tug. Don’t pretend you’re not. Your shadow gives you away. If you want to see me jacking off up close, come over to my stall. Seriously, come over. It’s unlatched….
“…Come in. No, leave it barely latched. It leaves the crack between the door and the partition open a little wider so I can watch the guys standing at the urinals across the way. Besides, I don’t mind guys walking in on me enjoying myself.
“What are you looking for?... To give me a blowjob? That’s it? Well, aren’t you a cute thing? Why don’t you get naked? You can put all your clothes in the corner. Being in the handicap stall at the end, we have plenty of room, and besides at this hour of the early morning not much is happening.
“Shhh. Shhh. You need to whisper, like I am. Any man can come in and hear us. There’s a time and way to be discovered. That is not the way to do it.
“Kneel right there. Just kneel. Knees apart. Don’t play with yourself. Just… be patient. Let your pecker point up if it wants to do that. Watch me stroke mine.
“I’ve seen you here before. You hang around the trucker’s lounge. And I noticed you following drivers like me in here. You like hard working men, hunh? Of course you do. You peep at them through that hole? Hmmm. Is that all? If you are lucky, you may get to blow them? Let me fill you in on a secret. There’s way more to a man than what you see through that peephole. More things that can turn you on.
“Why don’t you slowly start to jack me off, but I’m not ready to cum yet. So keep it at a nice pleasurable pace.
“When my route passes through town, I always come to this truck stop and to this stall to enjoy what is around me. It hasn’t changed in twenty years. Even back then it was old and a bit sleazy. Still, coming here always gets me hard.
“I don’t know if you were paying attention, but in the last minute or so, one of the two showers on the other side of this wall have stopped. Those showers may be private, but they have open ceilings, and you can feel the humidity come over. Also, you hear a lot of what’s going on over on that side.
“That driver is probably drying himself off. Picture a big man rubbing a towel across his hairy belly and up and over his pecs to his fresh pits. Then he lifts his leg on the ledge in order to dry his furry crack. He may linger at his hole, allowing his wet finger to play with it for a brief moment of private pleasure….
“Now he moved to the sink. You can tell from the sound of shaving cream. No act is more masculine as shaving. It’s a ritual that some men perform every few days, allowing the rugged brutish stubble to give way to a strong jawline and a defined chin—one form of masculinity for another. All men address it in their own way, and each way is all man.
“While some men come in here to clean up, other men come in here to take a long piss after a long day of work. They don’t have to the time to get showered up. They have a long day ahead of them. They’ll deal with it later. They piss at the urinal with their cocks hanging out. Think about how exposed for any other man to see—you or the next driver to catch a glance of their manhood. There’s a fleeting connection two men have in that split moment. Then they shake their dick and tuck it away. Most men don’t wash the drop or two off their own hands—no woman around to tell them to do otherwise. The thought of them walking out of here with a drop or two of piss on their hands gets me hard.
“That other shower shut off, so you need to make sure you don’t make any noise, unless you are super quiet, like me. I need some lube on my cock. If you want to lean over and suck me a little bit go ahead…. Your mouth feels good…. Now pull off and continue jacking me.
“You hear that?... The guy in the shower is watching a porno on his phone. Do you hear the bitch on the video moaning? So he’s probably giving it a tug.
“The best part is that the shaver still shaves. If we hear it. he must hear it. But he goes on tapping his razor on the sink. He knows the primal urges we men must regularly take care of. He just continues without a second thought finishing up what he needs to… and just like that he’s gone to begin his day.
“In this lounge, in this bathroom, or in the showers, men are just men. We all have a shared purpose for being here. There is a bond, mostly a subconscious one, between us—one based on sharing our intimate times, whether that be whipping out our dicks at the urinal, or knowing that another driver is pounding his pud to porn. Now there are some that don’t want a connection at all, but most are fine with it.
“We are around men just like ourselves. Extremely masculine men. We interact with mostly men. We drive powerful vehicles. We are in this environment just about every moment of the day. And with that, there is an expectation that we maintain that masculinity.
“So when you come in here, you need to understand and anticipate that. It’s this heightened masculinity that draws you here. You recognize it with just about every man who walks in. And it turns you on.
“This isn’t a desire for a specific look or for the way someone dresses. A man wearing work boots shouldn’t turn you on, but a man who works hard in his work boots should. You will start to be drawn to the man himself, for what and who he is.
“Not being a driver yourself, you have an outsider’s need to connect to this. You crave this type of masculinity, but not being ‘one of us’ you feel like you are less. And you feel the need to gratify in order to compensate for this disconnect. That’s normal. That’s the mindset you need to bring when you cruise for trucker dick.
“When we are out driving, take it from me that our minds are continually thinking of sex. We have a sexual hunger in need of release. Just like the ‘bater in the shower stall is about to do. You can hear his breathing if you listen hard. He’s about ready to cum. Fuck yeah. There he goes. Hot damn.
“I know you probably wanted to swallow his load, but he didn’t hook up with anyone. Not all drivers are into playing with other guys. In fact the vast majority of drivers don’t play around. Some do—hell many do. You serve a purpose for them. You are there to be a hole for the man to use so he can release that pent up energy. The thing that you need to realize is that you are an instrument—nothing more—to service them by offering an amazing blowjob or an ass to fuck. You are merely a surrogate for their wife or girlfriend. The little interaction outside of that dynamic the better….
“Shh shh, he’s about to leave…. Good, we are in here alone. Put more spit on my cock. When you service the cock of a hardworking man, you have to realize you are servicing the whole man. You should treat him like he is everything to you, knowing full well that you are just a hole to fuck. You need to adapt to his way of getting off. If he wants a slow blow job, or a brutal skull fuck, you do your best to comply. If he wants you to lick his shitter, you gladly do it. If he wants to breed your ass, make sure it is clean and lubed up ready to go. If you understand his primal needs, you will get what you need. And if no opportunity presents itself, you have all this time spent in a room filled with testosterone. To jack off to the men doing their daily manly things all night is way more of a turn on than waiting to watch a guy through a peep hole.
“…You hear those footsteps in the background? Those are some heavy work boots walking this way. Ok, start blowing me. There is no other sound that turns me on like that. Heavy work boots here go with big working men, big sweaty hyper-masculine men. When a man with big heavy work boots takes the stall next to me, I always glance under to look at his shadow. Sometimes you can see the shadow of a big cock as he’s ready to unleash a heavy torrent of piss into the toilet bowl. No other sight and sound gets me to cum as quickly.
“Shh shh. Don’t stop what you are doing. He’s at the urinal across from us. He’s fucking huge. There’s no mistaking the sound of his piss. He’s glancing over this way.
“Now it’s time for you to perform. All the way down. Gag on it…. Oh man!
“…I see you peeping through. You can stand out there or you can come in here and watch up close. There’s plenty of room in here. I don’t mind, and this boy certainly doesn’t. Yeah, c’mon in.
“You just looking to watch? Or do you need to drain your balls in one of the boy’s holes? No, he’s not my son, just a boy that I have had my eyes on for some time. He’s really giving some great head. His ass is open. Go ahead and tap it. He knows this is why he’s here. This is his purpose. He lives to serve men.”
