❝ people are [things], MEANT to be u s e d & THROWN AWAY

Written by Andy. Main: Boyfriend Mink ----- Geezer ----- Sora

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SMALL HIATUS NOTICE .:|:. til 8/xx -- 24

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           If anyone wants to - they can add me on skype or kik. I’m taking a small hiatus, I’m losing my writing muse & I’m at least 80% sure I’m slipping into a depression. I’m trying to do everything I can to bring myself back to writing here, & on my other blogs - I’m not leaving for too long hopefully. Just until I can be on my computer & not feel this big cloud of doom – Feel free to contact me on skype & kik - I still write there.

I’m lengthening this until the 24th, skype & kik are still available. add me if you want. Check the tags for them – PLEASE give me your url when you add me.

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[ this is why you do not give me access to tumblr, my webcam, a stash of clothing. and put me on the phone at 2 am with someone who puts me in a really good mood. ]

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That bad end Noiz AU

For psydratesky!

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[ casual selfie while somewhat channeling my muse. ] 

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unrequited love/infidelity starter sentences

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“I’ve been fucking the neighbour, okay?!” “We haven’t been intimate in weeks. That must say something about how I make you feel.” “I was only ever here because I pitied you… and then it escalated and I didn’t know how to get out.” “To me you’re nothing more than a mercy fuck.” “I can’t believe you were lying to me all this time.” “There is nothing I want more than to be with you, but I can’t.” “You’re nothing but a warm mouth to me.” “You can’t just lead me on for weeks and expect me to be okay with that all being made up!” “No, I’m not okay! You hurt me and now you expect me to feel sorry for you? You can’t blame your mistakes on your ‘problems’ all the time, okay?! I thought you loved me!” “I can’t believe you actually thought I was in love with you.” “I knew you were cheating on me. Well, guess what: last night I cheated on you too. I wanted you to know what it felt like.” “I had no idea you felt like that about me. I thought you were just interested in me as a friend. I’m sorry.” “I wasn’t leading you on! We were just having fun, right? It’s not my fault you got your hopes up.” “Woah, it was a one night stand, nothing more, okay?” “You mean this as a sex only thing, right? I don’t do relationships.” “No, you can’t come over. I’m married and have kids. Wrap your head around that.” “If you thought I could ever be into you like that, you thought wrong.” “You’re not my type.” “So, who is it that you’re fucking? Is he/she hotter than me? Younger? What is it?” “Oh my god, you’re in love with me, aren’t you?” “I’ve met someone.” “You’re getting too clingy. I don’t like them when they get clingy.” “You just don’t make me happy anymore. It’s as simple as that.” “Do you even still love me? Or have you just grown bored with me? What is it? I can’t go on not knowing anymore.” “So now you want me to believe that you didn’t want to fuck him/her?! Like that sort of thing happens as a mistake– Or, you mean…?” “We fell in love too quickly for me to realise what I was getting myself into. This wasn’t a good idea.” “Please just kiss me one last time?”

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SMALL HIATUS NOTICE .:|:. til 8/xx -- 24

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           If anyone wants to - they can add me on skype or kik. I’m taking a small hiatus, I’m losing my writing muse & I’m at least 80% sure I’m slipping into a depression. I’m trying to do everything I can to bring myself back to writing here, & on my other blogs - I’m not leaving for too long hopefully. Just until I can be on my computer & not feel this big cloud of doom – Feel free to contact me on skype & kik - I still write there.

I’m lengthening this until the 24th, skype & kik are still available. add me if you want. Check the tags for them -- PLEASE give me your url when you add me.

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Geezer;

咲    He grumbles lightly to himself. It’s not like he really cares about Noiz. He’s just using him, right? He’s not gay, not in the slightest. Or at least that’s what he tells himself. But in truth as much as they fight, he does care. He can’t help himself. There’s only one man in this world he can actually bring himself to hate, and it’s not this brat.

        “And what if I’m not pretending brat?           Some of us are actually decent human beings.”

This pisses him off more than it should, he's nothing to Koujaku. He's just a free lay, a damn good one - one the Ribster has no limits with. One who doesn't care if he gets slammed down on the mattress, pinned & fucked until he almost blacks out. They don't like each other, they don't CARE about each other. He doesn't need someone lying like this to his face. No one cares about him; it's as simple as that. They never have & never will. Koujaku is only telling him he does. He's pretending that he's NOT pretending.

' You only want sex. You want a no-holds, no-limits, no-strings fuck when you need something to remind you that you're actually human. You use me, I’m just like the women you take home - your clients, I’m a filler. I could die tomorrow & you wouldn't care. You know that. Decent human beings don't exist, everyone wants something from you in the end. '

A pause, shrugging his shoulders as his hands shift around in his pockets.

' Even you. You want a rough fuck, you want someone you can let go with. & I'm fine with that, fuck me whenever, wherever - however you want. But don't pretend to care. Don't pretend that you're NOT pretending. I'm numb, not dumb. I'm not a kid. '

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☁ ( THIS LIKE THAT ANGRY SEX THING YOU REBLOGGED THIS LONG TIME AGO

Our muses are having an argument and things are getting physical and heated. Send me ‘☁’ for my muse to kiss yours passionately and angrily, initiating sex.

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Fuck everything, fuck liking people, fuck helping them – it all ended up tossed back in his face at some point.

In the weeks since they’d began whatever this was between them, he & Virus had fought; sure – but never this badly. Things had started out with just snippy, snarky remarks - & elevated into raised voices & thrown objects. It was after Noiz had hauled back his fist & punched the elder as hard as he could that he’d been roughly shoved up against the wall.

The slam of his back against the wall awoke every nerve in his body; breaking through that thick - rubbery feeling easily & alighting his body in pain. Breath leaving his lungs from the force, when his eyes wrenched open - they met unusually light blue; fear ( if he could feel it ) would have settled in his stomach around this point..

But in all honesty? He found it hot, both hands came up quickly, roughly yanking Virus’ tie as his body arched; hips pressing against the others with a rough grind forward as their lips met. His kiss was hungry, desire & need pouring from him as if his life depended on getting fucked as hard as possible against this very wall.

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Virus was getting angrier and  angrier at this young male, throwing things, even SHARP objects, He forgot whatever this hell was caused by. Once Noiz threw that punched, it started. He slammed him against the wall in a bit of rage, cursing him and gritting his teeth, almost snarling. He never had gotten so angry at someone, so in raged by just one human. But Something caused that. Something had gotten bought up and caused him to snap.  He was about to punch him right in his stupid little mouth before the other bought him into a kiss. He was still angry, how in the hell did he think of sex with now? But he didn’t care, he gripped the younger’s shirt collar, roughly pulling him close but he would not give in so easily. He pulled back slightly, snarling.      “ If you think I’m going to be so easily smitten, you’re wrong. I’m still angry at you. I will not give you any mercy whatsoever. Not even if you begged for it. “ 

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He wanted to apologize in the only way he knew how to, the very anger rolling off of Virus gained a shiver as the elder yanked his collar. He had noticed this, this inkling of a feeling throughout the course of this.. whatever it was between them. & while confusing, he knew it meant something was getting FIXED inside him.

For the first time, he felt a medley of emotions. - Fear, concern, lust - almost sorry that he had started this whole thing, but the most noticable feeling? Anticipation. The moment Virus spoke - Noiz gained hope, hoping that his ' punishment ' would be enjoyable.

Noiz's hands moved down, starting to work on the elders belt.

' Are you sure you can even make me WANT mercy? Much less BEG for it? I mean, I know you're damn fine in the sack -- but can you really do that? To me? Someone you're always so RELUCTANT to hurt? '

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Geezer;

咲    He’s not acting right and that concerns Koujaku the tiniest bit.

        “Oi, brat what the hell is             wrong with you?”

           ‘ tch, nothing - old man. ‘    as if Koujaku gives a shit anyways. Noiz could probably give up, take his own like & the Ribster would be fucking HAPPY about it.

           ‘ ..stop pretending you care.. it’s annoying. ‘

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SMALL HIATUS NOTICE .:|:. til 8/21

           If anyone wants to - they can add me on skype or kik. I’m taking a small hiatus, I’m losing my writing muse & I’m at least 80% sure I’m slipping into a depression. I’m trying to do everything I can to bring myself back to writing here, & on my other blogs - I’m not leaving for too long hopefully. Just until I can be on my computer & not feel this big cloud of doom -- Feel free to contact me on skype & kik - I still write there.

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       I’m gonna try to get back to rping here tomorrow.        I had to recover from last night, too much shit got        to me & i just needed a day off -- I’ll try to be here        tomorrow to finish my drafts & do some stuff. 

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