Don't be sad when the sun goes down

20 Bakit emotional slutty pangalan ko? Kasi tangina ang emosyonal kong tao. Alam ng lahat na napakamasayahin kong tao. Akala nila wala kong problema at masaya lang sa buhay pero in fact ako rin yung taong umiiyak sa gabi. Hanggang sa makatulog nalang. Hanggang marealize na hindi ko dapat yun iniiyakan pero sooner iiyak pa rin ako. Ako rin yung taong tanggap naman na walang magmamahal sa kanya pero umaasa pa rin na baka naman kasi meron. Lagi kong iniisip na walang magmamahal sakin kasi they dont deserve me. Pero umaasa pa ring baka meron talaga. At dun lalong dumadagdag ang sakit, kasi umaasa. Gusto kong sumaya pero mahilig akong magbasa at makinig ng mga bagay na nakakalungkot. Gusto ko maging successful pero ang tamad ko somehow. Pero masipag din ako somehow. Matalino pero ang bobo sa ibang bagay. Siguro sa pag-ibig. Sinasabi kong ayaw ko na pero hanggang ngayon nagpapatuloy pa rin. Sinasabi kong wala akong pakialam pero ang totoo lahat ng pake sa mundo nasa akin na para sayo. Feeling ko living paradox ako eh. Paradox personified.

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He invited me to his office's 10th anniversary dinner, where I will meet all 17 of his officemates. He's been with Habi for 6 years already; it's his second home.

We started the program by answering a crossword puzzle while waiting. I could only answer two things, who is the office's bunso and when did the company start. Then, we started the program officially by checking in. They have different check-in prompts to start anything. They asked us what we were grateful for.

When it was my turn, I told everyone how grateful I was for meeting Jovi this year. I couldn't be happier. Thank you, Lord for letting me experience this with Jovi.

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Second life.

Someone palm-read me and he told me that I would have a second life.

In fact, he is right.

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silaw beh https://www.instagram.com/p/CmzGbAzvX3Z/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Testimonial Program for the New Architects and Interior Designers of the College of Architecture Design and the Built Environment 2022 (at Polytechnic University of the Philippines (Official)) https://www.instagram.com/p/Clqye7Yvmbi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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ganon talaga eh 🤭 (at First United Building) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ck8IKiwJGQH/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Just recording my experience in love and queer encounters. All I want is to just leave a trace, please. It was real, it was mine, and I felt it.

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also kapag naeexcite ako sa idea, i jump immediately (lalo na if i have the headspace to do things) and it is so rare for me to make agad agad the idea that excites me like this aglio olio. 🌿🧄 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkfqPUUPVeE/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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random cream of mushroom soup carbonara with ham loaf while working from home. really excited for my pasta journey! (at Quezon City, Philippines) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkfpsbQv-ka/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Sanober Khan, A Thousand Flamingos

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umaasa na namang mararamdaman nya yung ganung klase ng pagmamahal

dahil sa tweet na ito, umaasag mararamdaman din yung ganitong klase ng pagmamahal

https://twitter.com/jubi_lance/status/1536683973312540673/photo/1

pero tinaggap ko naman na wala na talaga. At di na mangyayari pa iyyon. 

Mga mga tao talaga na nabuhay para hindi ito maramdaman. At isa siguro ako doon. I can only imagine that kind of love. And yung yearning na to is not good to me. 

Hanggang 45 lang naman ako. Okay na yun. Para di na humaba pa ng buong lifetime yung yearniing na ito. 

Yung yearning of the sea nila is a shared pilgrimage, and their gift to one another. Yung yearning ko for the sea is to make terms with one self. I wish to have that calm. 

Make the waves of my emotion stop. 

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Tela. Tela. Teka. Tela. (at Commonwealth Market) https://www.instagram.com/p/CclK0hxhX85/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Normalize men wearing dresses charot ✨ (at Silverlens Galleries) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVp4pTEhFmh/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Is this an Edward Hopper painting? (at Cubao Expo) https://www.instagram.com/p/CR9PpZWhxLd/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I miss/ed you. (at National Museum of Natural History) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRjPZz3sAIW/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The world is a museum and we are the artists and critics. (at National Museum of Anthropology (Manila)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRgml3KschJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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AC https://www.instagram.com/p/CHli7zplv00/?igshid=1t5fc8jkqqqmh