what am i ?

( autoplay ) before there was light, before there was God and the archangels, there wasn’t nothing. there was the Darkness, a horribly destructive, amoral force that was beaten back by God and His archangels in a terrible war.

[emptiiness-blog1]

hey everyone! what a long, dull hiatus this has been! now that supernatural is coming back on the air (i haven’t seen the premiere yet, no spoilers!) i’m sure i’ll have a muse boost and be able to write amara again. i’ve missed you all so much & can’t wait to get back into the swing of things. much love ! 

[cassammydean]

[bowlegschester]

[memesfortheroleplayerssoul-a]

Send me a ✿ and my muse will react to your muse putting a flower in their hair

[dandelion-teabag-deactivated202]

[crowlleye]

There’s a harmony, a balance, in the universe. Light needs dark, dark needs light. If you blow one of them up then, I mean… It’d be really not a good thing. Like end of reality not good.

[theanonsisters]

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

[demondetoxmanual]

What Is And What Should Never Be

[wordsnquotes]

In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me: I did it myself.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via wordsnquotes)

[deanwinchestsr]

Dean caps per episode >> 1.22 Devil’s trap

[intoxicaatedby-you]

I fucked up. You fucked up. But don’t ever say I didn’t love you. That’s all I ever did.

And you’re the one who left (via intoxicaatedby-you)

[yelling-deactivated20190615]

As the Bacchae knew, we always tear our Gods to bits, and eat the bits we like.

Adam Gopnik, ‘What Did Jesus Do?’, The New Yorker  (via kvngslayer)

[emptiiness-blog1]

               he stands stationary, though his mind is yelling at him to move, but he doesn’t want to if she’s going to keep persisting. maybe now, ( finally ), he’ll get answers that he’s been searching for. fingers twitch when hers move over his hand, the contact feeling abnormal for him. touch was so … yearned for, but the act made him feel uncomfortable. 

                         ❛ i don’t        ❜

               he doesn’t want to tell her that she’s right, that he knows ; he KNOWS and that’s what scares him, at least that’s what he wants to feel. there’s the awareness that he should feel something, emotions are what others called it, but all he feels is emptiness, like there’s deep void within him.

                         ❛ ’ve noticed. ❜

               finally, he settles with the truth. there’s something wrong with him, something DIFFERENT about him, he’s known since the day his mother told him, but he’s just being trying to ignore it for as long as he’s been living.

            “  there. doesn’t that feel BETTER ? “

      she smiles, a reassuring kindness making its HOME on her lips. she is the SHEPHERD of empty creatures. they have only known mothers without unadulterated LOVE, friends without genuine UNDERSTANDING, lovers without pure CONNECTION. she is the guidance, adoration and affection that has been missing for them. he is missing that incandescent SPARK, the one that her mere touch dims, and so he falls under her domain. 

            “ i promise, there is nothing WRONG with you. you’re special. “ 

      she wraps her hands tightly around his ( she is always delighted to hold things that do not wither or wilt at her TOUCH ) , gazing at the soulless boy with the delight of a child who has made its first friend. 

            “ i’m DIFFERENT too. “ 

[bennylafitte]

chuck and amara + nature in 11x09 and 11x20 (for anon)

[craigslits]

[sasquatchandleatherjacket]