decrepit whiny boy

Mentally ill bisexual autistic furry slut | youtube: @EndlessNameful

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Intro

Hey, I have a name, I'm a highschool teenager, and life fucking sucks. I hate hate hate life. Fuck everything. We are all stupid organisms that built a stupid world where we all hate each other. I am a pussy.

Mental illnesses: autism, previously had dissociation, horrible social anxiety (literally socially inept), anorexia survivor

Introvert

Bands I am currently invested in: The Breeders, Jejune

Bands I will always love: The Beatles, Nirvana, Weezer

Yea i like stupid alternative 90s rock and emo mostly

I also like most bands and shit that are related to Nirvana and Weezer

Sexuality: bisexual, probably pan

Pronouns/gender: cisgender male, he/him

Emotionally peaked in elementary school

Instruments: piano and guitar

Location: somewhere in the US, maybe in your basement (even if you dont have one)

I am a furry (I guess)

Am I cringey: yes, and fucking deal with it

If there are any men pls dm me

Am i stupid: yes and I will make stupid mistakes

I have a YouTube channel:

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tumblr: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/endlessnameful

Thanks and enjoy the stupid shit I say

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Why am I all of a sudden so social? Like it just comes up randomly. Idek why

Like sometimes I do not want to talk to people at all and sending a text feels im Sisyphus pushing the boulder and then other random times im just some weird social butterfly who has an easier time sending a text than literally breathing.

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Phrase hore

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Benefits of autism

Literally doing something no one asked you to do for no reason and fucking talking about

ACTION 52?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?

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Fuck

Im going to be broke before my next paycheck

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Work is fine btw

Its interesting, as ive never had a job before until now. And of course the first job I have ever had is a fucking full time paid internship where I fucking sit inside a cubicle all day. Im trying not to go insane. I promise I wont become a "soul sucking jerk", (as Beck says). Im only doing this so I can actually survive in the future, as the availability of jobs in the United States keeps decreasing. It is more calming than actual school though, as i dont feel as though everyone is looking at me, as i am by myslef most of the time. And I actually get to do some things I think are interesting (as i thought). I feel sad because I feel like I am betraying myself a little bit, but i dont want to be some homeless junkie on the side of the road (does seem fun but dont wanna die before im 30). I just want to be prepared to enter the workforce so I dont feel lost in the future. And I could just go to work, and then go home to do creative shit and be more like myself anyway. Plus, the place i am working at has a diverse range of people and is very lenient when it comes to dress code and work hours, so thats a bonus.

Anyways, I hope you all dont hate me. I find it hard to please everyone all the time with a lot of my decisions and actions lol. I still dont know when the next video will come out.

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Was about to make an unhinged post

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What if I just came

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Jawbreaker

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I dont even remember the last time I turned on my pc

Gonna do it right now i guess

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We gaslight ourselves every day

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Randing runding rummaging luggage ruplumgange to da graund

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Oh yea happy pride month

1 day belated

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Jork in the bathroom

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So fucking busy today

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Work jork off time