eka was here

Some shit

[av3n]

[overpricedvodka]

DMX singing Rudolph is the only Christmas carol that matters.

[ericanalani]

Yep

[ericanalani]

Skating is my fave thing these days. It makes me so happy. One of my goals this year is to learn a moving Ollie 😎 I'm that old bish picking up tips from the 10 year olds at the park.

[ericanalani]

Dreamy friends Make it hard To live in nightmares

[ericanalani]

When I have no desire in my body to strike back When the thought of you suffering brings me pain When you send those who have hurt you love Whether or not they are sorry Whether or not they love you Whether or not they understand When you love yourself enough To feel the wounds You can call yourself a healer Because you heal yourself There is something unbreakable in me That turns pain into power So I can be better at loving It is my heart

[ericanalani]

Let the ghosts be ghosts not goblins. Every day you wake up to the sight of hummingbirds feeding outside your window. Their song sounds like kissing. Kiss back.

[ericanalani]

Quoting my friends

Life is too short to be tedious and not have cute little crushes -Amanda

[ericanalani]

[ericanalani]

Letting go of so much shit bc I both literally and figuratively don't wanna carry this up the flight of stairs called life

[ericanalani]

Body memory

It's been awhile since I could feel Everything I need to heal Rises up like the sun All those mornings You pushed down But could never wake up In another body

[ericanalani]

Haiku for not going numb

Sometimes redemption Is found not in what you do But what you don't do

[ericanalani]

I fought hard To find joy In being alone And I won Some days And I lost Some days And I tried Sometimes Harder than others To tell the truth.

But I can’t do that right now Because the truth is I’m at work and it’s not safe To cry

[ericanalani]

Kindness is a form of genius Perhaps more undervalued than intellectualism The ability to make great songs or paintings That touch people But not being able to offer them The warmth of your arms Doesn’t make you more worthy Of praise

[wiccateachings]

Here are some star gazing events to look forwards to in 2016.

[shilparays]

[ericanalani]

listening to the hold music 48-59 minutes of this waiting for the dmv to book an appointment while i make coffee pay bills on the internet read poems my friend sent me for breakfast wanting to vomit out this addiction to being seen on the internet i saw 5 shooting stars staring into last nights sky they went on shooting whether or not anyone was looking is it really so nihilistic of me to find comfort in the fact that all shooting stars fade eventually May it be noted that i too left some streaks upon the sky whether or not anyone was looking

[ericanalani]

[ericanalani]

Scrubbing

You know what makes me erupt into tears is when people show me kindness like somehow I still don’t believe I’m worthy of it after all these years. I want to heal that part of me that was bullied so bad. Recognizing that hurt people hurt people I know I have been that person in my life I also know I tend to air on the side of internalizing and self destruction just like my family like we will destroy ourselves first and I don’t want to do that anymore either. Reaching out into the abyss God has left me with a plate of nothing so I can see my reflection clearly even through all the stains. They add up over time if you don’t wash your dishes regularly.