RIDE THE TIDE

JADEN KYLE EVANS I'm Jaden and I like to bounce off walls. I think I've been on a sugar rush my whole life and I don't even eat candy. I'm kind of a badass if you ask me. I'm also extremely good looking. So good looking the almighty god decided there couldn't be just one of me cause one of me wasn't enough. I'll have a motorcycle of my own soon. Not like I can ride it with this damn cast on my arm anyway.

[emmarpierce]

I guess this means it’s a good thing I’m making a mess?

[evansjaden]

Yeah, it is. Means you’re painting again.

[emmarpierce]

It’s sweet that you like my mess.

[evansjaden]

It’s been a while since you’ve made a mess like that.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: And if they don't like that?

Emma: That's forever!

Jaden: Then we'll keep teaching them things we like till we figure out what it is.

Jaden: It's kinda forever I know :(

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Uhuh.

Emma: What if they don't like to skateboard?

Emma: Being pregnant is gonna take forever.

Jaden: Then you'll teach them how to paint.

Jaden: Just 9 months :/

[evansjaden]

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Emma: I was kidding.

Jaden: Oh.

Jaden: Good, cause it really is the fun part.

Jaden: And then later comes the part where I buy them a mini skateboard.

Jaden: Waiting for them to walk is gonna take ages D:

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Oh. So that's why you want a baby.

Jaden: Emma, you have to stop with that.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Okay, well you have to make one first.

Jaden: That's the fun part.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Sometimes I just don't know what your train of thought is.

Jaden: My train of thought right now is that I'm ready to have this baby.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Why are you getting such an attitude with me right now? Calm down.

Jaden: Because you just asked me if the reason I wanted a baby was to save me from my alcohol addiction.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: But... that's what it is? Is that why you want to have a baby?

Jaden: I don't care what it is. I'd rather you didn't call it that. Yeah, that's exactly why I want to have a baby with you. Are you even listening to yourself when you ask me crap like that?

[evansjaden]

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Emma: I know it's rough, even without your illness, that's why I worry. I don't want us having a baby to cause you to relapse again. I want a baby with you, but right now I want you more than anything and I just want you healthy.

Jaden: Don't call it an illness. It sounds really bad when you say it like that. It won't. I doubt our baby could make me relapse. If anything they'd save me.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: I'm gonna really really need you if we do this... and I'm just afraid that it's too much. It's not that I don't trust you, but I just feel like you don't realize how rough it might be?

Jaden: I don't think anyone realizes how rough raising a baby could be until they're actually raising it. But I can handle it, Emma. I want to have a baby with you.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: Did you start again just because of me or because we lost the baby?

Jaden: I don't know... a mix of both?

[evansjaden]

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Emma: I'm just worried about a baby being stressful and like... you ending up drinking again or something.

Jaden: I'm not going to start drinking again. Especially not with a baby on the way. I'll be good, I promise.

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Emma: I didn't expect you to be able to turn that around on me.

Emma: Stoooop. ;P

Emma: Are you sure you're ready?

Jaden: Yeah, well, me neither.

Jaden: If I wasn't ready I wouldn't be acting like it.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: I know but, I knew you depended on me and I dropped the ball.

Emma: If we keep talking about stuff like this, I'm really going to want to work on making a baby.

Jaden: Like when you were depending on me and I dropped the ball?

Jaden: Stuff like how much I love you it's almost not fair at all?

Jaden: I'm ready to work on making a baby. That's going to be my new favorite thing. Working on making a baby with you.

[evansjaden]

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Emma: No, but I shut you out and you had no where to turn.

Jaden: You hit a rough patch. It's okay.

Jaden: I've always loved you.

Jaden: I think way before I even knew what that meant.