I need to sleep but I'm thinking too much.

"It's not that late, I can be up this long." late night posts on a late night blog. call me Ev. they/them pronouns please. no terfs/racism/homophobia/MAPs allowed.

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how dare you claim innocence when I know how you've longed for something so far out of your reach

putting lovers on pedestals and forgetting towers topple

big expectations of romance and friendship

you've spoiled ours

dripping down the counter to the floor.

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would it have been different if I had said yes?

to take you in between my jaws and start squeezing

a loving embrace I've longed for

Darling, will you sink your teeth into my neck?

lap away at the marks left behind by your teeth

kiss away the tears that spring from my eyes

whispering words of reverence in hushed tone

I kneel for you, and you alone.

[eggingtontoast]

Hey, please help my friend.

My buddy Beau's cat has medical issues that require an expensive surgery. I know I don't make posts here very much, but this is important. I know Beau, and I know he loves his cats.

If you have any ability to add to the gofundme he made for this, please do. If not, please spread this.

Help Megatron's Medical Fees, organized by Beau Winn

Hi, I'm Beau, and my cat Megatron needs help. Due to health complications, Megatron develo… Beau Winn needs your support for Help Megat

Unfortunately we live in America, and everything is expensive. For the love of god just help my friend.

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Guava mango spills from my eyes

All over my hands

I can't help the way I hold myself

You feel like freedom buzzing on my skin

You feel like the sweet summer sin

You feel like love, love, love

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Am I nothing but a hound to you?

What do I have to do to prove my teeth bare the same as yours?

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Dreamt of you again

Your eyes drank me in

Burning bright, stronger than before

Are we different now?

It's been so long

I feel like I lost my words.

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Lovely hound, it's good to see you again

It turns out I was the wolf all along.

Come, sweet kin

Let's run together.

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Bless the souls who fall for me

Unable to see the filth that lies beneath

Will you love a monster

That's cobbled together with pocket lint and paper clips?

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Another one drawn into my grasp

Spellbound by the quiver of my voice

A taut bowstring pulled back

Waiting for release

Will you be the target my arrow pierces?

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There's a bird in my heart

Cawing over and over

Singing for a mate

That will never arrive.

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I heard your voice on the phone and it quelled the ache in my heart

Your essence is a drug

And I am hopelessly addicted.

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I am saddened that you tried to play me the fool

When I kept you at an arms distance

I may be a monster

But I will never love a predator like you.

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There is nothing more that I want right now than to be in your arms, feeling the rise and fall of your chest pressing into mine.

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Feel my fangs on your skin

I’ll dig in deep 

and kiss it better.

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Lovely Lioness

I await your arrival into the concrete jungle come the winter

With the Queen and the Abyss

We will become whole

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Wolf, are you there?

It’s me, the Hound. 

The Night has called

and you are not answering.

Are you alright?

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I beg of you, please touch me.