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𝔰𝔦𝔡𝔢𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔤 𝔱𝔬 𝔲𝔫𝔩𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱. ★

#it's a mess but it helps me out <3

aletheyass

not now sweetie mommy is psychoanalyzing medieval saints

#same.

evavalor

underrated trope: “i’ve lost my memory and idk who you are but i just have this feeling that i’m supposed to trust you”

before i sleep, i found this in my drafts! i should've said this earlier but in amelia's second verse (where she is among the spirits) ... she can appear in two ways, depending on her energy strength, the phase of the moon, & how accepting another person may be to spirits / the paranormal.

if her energy is weak, there's barely any moonlight (since she usually appears at night), or someone is a skeptic: she will appear almost faded / transparent, like the stereotypical ghost of folklore. her form may even "flicker" now & then, like a flame trying desperately to stay. if her energy is strong, there's a lot of moonlight, or someone is more sensitive / a believer: she will appear like a regular mortal, albeit with some... subtle differences. paler skin, eyes a bit more forlorn & faraway, & when she speaks or sings; it may sound like multiple women at once, soft (nearly hushed) and intertwined with her tone. either way ... sometimes she is dressed in the clothing she passed away in (a simple pure-white dress to her ankles, barefoot, hair long and let loose) or an outfit she enjoyed in her lifetime (will do a fashion post soon <3)

#also! you'll notice there's a lot more animal activity when she's around .. night sparrows singing / deer coming close (& moths)#(if it's night i mean) ; it's as if the night comes alive when she is not.#if during the day (uncommon to see her then) : mourning doves cooing / dogs barking / butterflies coming close #study.

“My mother forbade us to walk backwards. That is how the dead walk, she would say. Where did she get this idea? Perhaps from a bad translation. The dead, after all, do not walk backwards but they do walk behind us. They have no lungs and cannot call out but would love for us to turn around. They are victims of love, many of them.”

— Anne Carson, “On Walking Backwards”

#study.

a reminder that i am not always aware of what is happening in the rpc, behind the computer, or what someone may be doing — please never hesitate to let me know if i have been unknowingly interacting with someone known to be toxic, harmful, dangerous, or someone who is doing inappropriate behaviors that i may not see. (sometimes i do not see posts due to timezone differences, or i am simply not online.) this blog is & always will be a safe space above anything else, & i will always try to make my mutuals (& myself) happy & comfortable. always.

#important.

lifeinpoetry

“i wish i wasn’t / such a raw thing.”

— helga floros, from “Insomnia,” published in Occulum

#study.

megairea

Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit (tr. by Stuart Gilbert & Lionel Abel), 1947

#imagery.#study.

sweatermuppet

please be patient with me i am experiencing horrors unknown to you at all times

#Literally.#study.

unlament-a

not to quote g.ame of thrones but this scene's dialogue / atmosphere is very ameliacore after her brother's passing ...

SANSA: will you pardon me, my lord? i'd like to visit the godswood. TYRION: of course. prayer can be... helpful, i hear. SANSA: i don't pray anymore. it's the only place i can go where people don't talk to me.

#study.