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lucky me, you always show up in my dreams

are you death or paradise?

Woman supporting woman, there’s nothing better.

my girls fight for everyone. they are the best women ever.

i miss her so much. i know she’s okay. i’m not. is it selfish to ask for her attention? idk. i need her. she’s my only cure.

!trigger warning!

i think i had the worst pannick attack ive ever had today. i was in school and not even 30 min after the lesson started i ran to the bathroom and had zero control over myself. my legs were shaking. my heart started pounding like i’ve just run a marathon. started hyperventilating and got really sweaty. i wanted to get back in class, but i couldn’t stop it. so i started panicking more. i was sobbing uncontrollably with zero reason. i had no idea what triggered it. i went to my locker. took my stuff and without getting my stuff in the classroom, which i left behind when i ran to the bathroom, i took the first bus that i could to go home. i was so overwhelmed and had no clue what happened to me. when i got home after a stressful one hour bus drive i felt so empty. and then i went to bed and slept the entire day. (got home at 10 woke up at 6). idk it was really stressful and i don’t want it to happen again bc have no cure for it.

okay so i had this dream, i drove all the way to your work town. you ran up to me with that silly dance walk you do when you see mee. you hopped in my car and we drove up the mountain. everything was white because of the show. it was golden hour and when we were at the top of the mountain the sun was setting. the sky was orange red and purple. we just stared and felt so at ease. then i woke up and realised that you were not laying next to me..

what if my brain is just one big chemical reaction that i can’t control but the fairies can

i need a therapist lmao

i feel like i miss you too much to a point where it’s becoming unhealthy for my state of mind

told you not to worry, but maybe that’s a lie

keeping your head up,

but i know that it’s too much for you.

it’s okay.

i’m here for you.

i wanna take your pains away by giving a hug, but you’re in another country. so all that i can do is listening and being understanding. but i found it so difficult that i can’t be there to calm you down by giving you a hug. i miss you. i love you. please stay strong. you’ve gone trough so much. i know that you have the strength to get trough this as well.

i swear if she doesn’t end up in heaven, then imma sue the angels above.

i wanna hug you trough the phone, you’ll be okay babe

how can i have you here without bothering you

c-isnenegro

i love u mom. u are an angel 💫

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