I think bad decisions are a general experience amongst teenagers, and/or maturing young adults. And just recently, yours truly just made another grave mistake.
Friday, 18th of March. My block mates planned to go to Star City as our last fun time together as a block, after all the pressures of the final exams, and for welcoming summer. Thursday night before the planned excursion, we had an overnight party of unlimited drinks and laughter. I was drunk, real drunk. I got home late and mom forbid me to go with my block mates at Star City.
I really wanted to go, nevertheless I told my mom that I won't, just so she won't get mad. I went to school to have my ID replaced and a new photo taken. Things happened so fast, and without dropping even a single cent, I just found myself inside Star City. I screwed the word I gave to my mom.
Since it was my first time to set foot on the infamous amusement park, I temporarily erased all the stupid things I did just so I could go with my friends. We rode different rides and it was indeed, fun.
7:30 PM when I checked my phone. Mom sent me a text message asking me to go home for her blood pressure's rising and no one would accompany her at home. She doesn't know I'm at the place where she forbids me to go. I told her that I'll get home soon, but to cut the story short I went home late.
I've put my mom in a life and death situation and it's all my fault. My family's mad at me, my friends likewise got into trouble when my mom confronted them in Facebook. Now, stupid things are running inside my head.
Blogging is my last fortress. Since nobody would care listening to me, I'd rather write this one, neither nor someone would read this. I have made the worst decision in my young life. And if ever I'll still be given a chance to make things right, you have my word that I won't screw it. I won't act through words but through deeds; it's a promise I'll keep to myself and to the One who knows me better than anyone else.
Love your families; your mom, your dad, your sister, your brother. Love them despite their imperfections. Love them even though they always nag at you and make you feel stupid. Love them even though they don't appreciate you. Love them for what they are. And love them because they are your family; they won't stood you up, they would always be by your side no matter what happen. And even though we all have our own imperfections, your blood will tell you of how precious you are, and of how amazing you are. That's what family is all about.
In every bad decisions made, there is a corresponding consequence. And whatever my consequence will be, I'm ready. Bring it on.
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