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And I tried so hard to let you go, but some kind of madness is swallowing me whole. kim jongin -- twenty years of age.

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Spotted: Jongdae & Jongin

It was dark when Jongdae left the skate park that day, the cool night breeze making him shiver slightly as it came into contact with the thin sheen of sweat on his face and neck. Both of his friends had already left with their arms intertwined and bodies pressed against each other, so he was alone as he walked towards the shortcut that would take him back to his apartment. What he wasn’t expecting, was to look up and see someone he knew counting a large stack of money in a darkened parked car. Jongdae was no stranger to the things that ran south of the law; his friends sometimes hotwired cars and he wasn’t a model citizen either. He had a shoebox under his bed of things that he wouldn’t want a cop to see, and sometimes he helped his dealer out with people on campus. 

But he could tell that something about this felt different. The concentrated look on Jongin’s face was different than that of a kid fusing some wires together to go on a joyride in a fancy car. His eyes were serious and Jongdae could tell that this was work, not play. Suddenly, a sense of dread pooled in Jongdae’s stomach and he was remembering a mass of broken glass and crushed metal that haunted his dreams and reminded him how short life is. Everything can change in an instance, and this /reeked/ of danger. So he knocked on the window, throat dry as he croaked out, “What have you done?” hoping for an explanation.

[extorjongin]

After rolling down his black vehicle's window, Jongin nonchalantly rested his elbow on the window's sill, the money lying in his lap. This was a rather risky gesture, and it showed he had a bit of trust in the male that stood on the other side of the window, but, of course, not too much trust. For the most part, remaining calm in these types of situations was something at which Jongin was good, so whenever he saw his friend standing there, he kept his composure rather impressively. Plus, it was always best to appear as mentally stable as possible.

He spoke to Jongdae, his voice almost as if it was asking what was so out of the ordinary about the whole state of affairs. "Ah, hey there.. oh, you've been boarding, I see. That goddamn contraption is a fucking disaster waiting to happen, you know." The overwhelming amount irony in that statement was almost disgusting. "How's it goin'?" A quiet but rather dark laugh left his lips after the last three words left his mouth. He couldn't help it.

Jongin finished counting the stack he was working on and secured it with a rubber band afterwards, his eyes on his friend rather than the actual cash itself; This was something he'd done so many times that it was practically an instinctive behavior of his. Jongin spoke again, his words possessing a more serious quality than they had before. "What makes you think I'm going to answer that question? That could prove to be disastrous for me. Not that I don't trust you or anything. Plus, it's rather obvious, but I suppose you'd still like an actual answer."

[extorjongin]

joonmahao said: Threw myself?! The subway moved, you idiot—

Okay, okay, you're right, but judging by the way you were staring at me, it's not like you wouldn't have thrown yourself at me anyway if you had the chance.

[extorjongin]

†  ∏ ~ \ (•◡•) /

†:I would date you. :You're hot ∏:I would fuck you. 

Well damn. That explains why you threw yourself at me on the subway.

[extorjongin]

*, , ^

*:You're cute. :You're hot ^:I want to be your friend.

Thanks, faceless. Glad to know that you’ve also got good eyesight. Talk to me sometime, I promise I’m not actually that rude.

[extorjongin]



:You're hot

Well, I’m glad my boyfriend isn’t blind. Thanks.

[extorjongin]

new symbol: ϟϟϟ - ur based

Boku no cinnahan tbqh.

[extorjongin]

Collision: Joonmyun & Jongin

[joonmahao]

It felt like a jolt of electricity crawled up his spine as he looked up for the third time, feeling about ready to pass out from nervousness. His hands were shaking, and he hurriedly tried to hide it by stuffing them in his jeans pockets, blinking several times. “I-I wasn’t staring,” he mumbled, an obvious whine detected in his voice as he clenched his teeth together. Why does he keep pestering me? Joonmyun wondered, beginning to imagine himself shriveling up into a tiny ball and disintegrating into nothing. The feel of the other’s eyes on him gave him the feeling that he had to be perfect in front of him — like one slip-up would earn Joonmyun a lifetime supply of free embarrassment. 

Deciding that this situation was going slightly downhill for Joonmyun, he wondered what was going through his companion’s head as he kept his eyes locked with his, wanting to show at least a little bit of confidence. Bad impressions weren’t exactly his thing — but neither were good ones, really. As he opened his mouth to say something, a voice came over the speakers suddenly enough to startle him, another surprised gasp escaping his lips and his body twitching slightly as he put a hand to his chest. Under his breath, he mumbled a slightly audible curse as he attempted to listen to what was being said: “Next stop, Seoul—” That was all he needed to hear as he let out a sigh of relief, realizing this may be his time to escape from the source of his embarrassment.

[extorjongin]

Chuckling quietly at the other's nervousness, Jongin shoved his cell phone into his pocket, and then used this free hand to grip the other's shoulder. He knew that this would make the shorter, yet older looking male even more nervous than he already was, and that pleased him.  With a knowing smirk and a tone that was practically doused in sarcasm, the young criminal responded. "Oh, you're right. You look like someone's who's insanely smart, so that makes your words even more believable. But yeah, you're totally correct. I imagined that whole thing. My greatest apologies, sir."

Truth be told, Jongin did care what people thought of him. On the outside, he appeared indifferent and carefree, but internally, there was a sense of insecurity and a yearning to please others. Of course, showing this side in public was a weakness, so he covered it up with a false sense of over-confidence - bravado. The male near him did seem to care, too, but it was externally detectable. Abusing this sense of his character was fun for Jongin, and after a while, he returned his hand to his pocket. The other seemed to want to speak, but at that moment, a voice on the speaker's said the next stop, Seoul, and that not only his destination, but as he could tell, it was the ball of nerves standing beside him's destination as well. He spoke again, his tone emotionless. "Heading to Seoul, eh?" 

[extorjongin]

Do this anonymously or not

†: I would date you.

∆: I would marry you.

*: You're cute.

: You're hot

©: I like you.

≈: I love you.

ß: I have a crush on you.

^: I want to be your friend.

Ω: I hate you.

◊: I like your blog.

∏: I would fuck you.

[extorjongin]

Collision: Joonmyun & Jongin

[joonmahao]

Joonmyun’s head shot up again as the stranger spoke, eyes widened and mouth agape. “W-wh— S-sorry, it’s just… habit…” His voice was soft and his apology sincere, and he let his head drop again, the butterflies in his stomach beginning to stir. Slowly, he brought his gaze back up to the other’s face, finally taking the opportunity to memorize the man’s features; plump lips, intense, dark eyes, masculine jawline — Joonmyun unconsciously licked his lips as he somewhat openly checked him out, not even aware he was doing so.

Eventually, his conscience internally began to nag at him again, Joonmyun’s face going almost a deep red as he lowered his eyes to the ground once again, biting his lip almost hard enough for it to bleed. 

[extorjongin]

Jongin, after hearing the smaller male's apology, waved a hand in dismissal, wordlessly telling the other to just forget that the whole debacle even took place. He returned to his original position, one hand on the metal pole and the other on his cell phone. He began to compose a text message when suddenly, he felt someone staring. Of course, as the current situation was, everybody's eyes were on he and the other male, but at this point, most people returned to their previous activities. This sensation however was the feeling of someone's eyes fixated on him, as if they were memorizing each and every curve and point of his features, the texture and color of his skin, and virtually anything else that could be named.

Without looking up from his cellular, he deduced that the gaze was coming from beside him, and reasonably, he assumed it could belong to none other than the male who'd just spent his time flying into the young criminal. After a few moments had passed, Jongin looked up to meet the eyes of his admirer just as he licked his lips, which caused the taller male to raise an eyebrow in response. Sure, he had loads of false self-confidence, but he didn't actually think people found him attractive. Guess he was wrong; a mental note of this was taken. The boy beside him looked down at the ground, and Jongin took this as his chance to speak, so he did so, his voice low and clear. "It's not exactly polite to stare, but I'm flattered nonetheless."

[nothingbutunity]

I need to make out.

[extorjongin]

Against the wall, on the bed, on top of you, underneath you, on the table, my legs around your waist, yours around mine.. biting your bottom lip, kissing your neck, moaning in your ear, running my hands all over your body. I want you hardcore.

[chaxn]

"Such a cocky, little—" He crossed his arms over his chest, shaking his head, yet a playful smile carved on his lips in response. "Yah, alright. I have enjoyed it. Let it be. Are you satisfied? Good, because you are not supposed to get used to it!"

[extorjongin]

"I am satisfied, thank you." He playfully reaches forward to give your shoulder a small shove before putting his hands in his pockets as he laughs. "Not supposed to get used to it? Doesn't mean I won't."

[extorjongin]

chaxn said: "Oh, let’s not exaggerate, kid." He snorted, despite his amusement. "I just— chuckled, alright?"

"Just chuckled? More like flipped the fuck out." A corner of his lips curled up into a smirk, and a light chuckle escaped his lips as well at your denial.

[extorjongin]

chaxn said: …………I AM SPEECHLESS OH GOD

Has my genius rendered you speechless? 

[extorjongin]

"You were supposed to be different."

"Different?" The extortionist spat out the word and raised an eyebrow, laughing. "That’s awfully cute of you to think." People had gotten some rather strange impressions of Jongin throughout his life, but when the female said this phrase to him, he couldn’t help but laugh at its complete implausibility. "Listen, I’m not trying to hurt you or anything, it’s just that man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do." He spun his pistol on his finger and circled the female. While extortion was Jongin’s field of expertise, it wasn’t money that he wanted to extort, it was silence. The woman had recently discovered Jongin’s secret profession, and he couldn’t afford to let a stranger run his or her mouth to the cops. That’s not the way he wanted his freedom to end. "I’ll even give you a cut of my last plunder if that’s what it’ll take to keep you quiet. If you say no, though, I will have to resort to some more drastic measures." He got a bit closer to the woman, whom he’d have sitting upright in a wooden chair, speaking softly with feigned kindness. "You wouldn’t want that, would you, love?"

[extorjongin]

"I don’t believe you."

Jongin blinked when he heard the other male’s voice, bearing a perplexed expression. “You don’t?” he asked, as politely as possible - which, of course, still sounded rather pissed off - and ran a hand through his locks. The male standing before him returned the expression, and Jongin let out a rather loud chuckle, defending the statement which caused the other’s question. “Well, I’m not sure what to tell you. People have seriously gotten pregnant from oral sex before.” The statement sounded like complete and utter bullshit, but it wasn’t.

[jngwae-blog]

//he takes the cigarette from his mouth, knocking away the ashes gathering on the end, and humming// sure you aren’t. //he smiles mischievously, pressing the cigarette back to his lips and moving his mouth around it// let’s just say I’ll believe it when I see it. 

[extorjongin]

{--he raised an eyebrow at your words, looking at you with an incredulous expression on his features.} Maybe you will see it. Unless, of course, you're too scared to hold up your end of that deal you mentioned earlier. Can you ice skate?