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sw: 140 cw:124 gw:110 hight:5'10.5

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TW MEANSP0oh your really going to eat? what happened to wanting to look like that girl? go shove your hands down your throat if you need to because there's no way you'll ever make it if you're eating like that. if you need to be a dog and reward yourself with food eat your 1-2 HEALTHY meals a day and leave it at that. if you keep eating like you are we're going to need to bump you down from a dog who can't stop herself from eating to a fat cow who eats fields full of food each day.

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my dad keeps giving me food, like too much food and idk why. like he gave me a fucking COOKIE for breakfast. like is he trying to make me fat??

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tw meanspo

There is no such thing as “not being able” to have a thigh gap, it's just an excuse to be lazy and selfish. Imagine all the money your family is  spending on you to be fat? Yeah, that's sad. you're a waste of money and a waste of time since all you ever do with your time is eat. You should really be ashamed of yourself. Next thing you know you won't have to worry about the cost of your food since my 600 pound will be paying for it all.

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Oh boy i got locked up again, i just went to a doctor tho and im like officially 130 pounds (BMI 18.4) kinda pissed about gaining weight at the hospital and the other program i got sent to. I drank a bunch of the pink vodka and smoked a bunch last night so i dont even know how many calories i ate. I fucked it up.

[fatterdummy]

for breakfast i had part of a juice box (70) for lunch i had garlic bread (300) also i burned 130 biking this morning

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hi, just got back from the hospital and i gained SO much fucking weight): they threatened a feeding tube sooooo much fun

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my nose wont fucking stop bleeding. at least its worth it for the weight loss 💕

in all seriousness dont do drugs just to be skinny its just a bonus for me, i was going to be doing them regardless.

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my boyfriend might break up with me... i cant eat. i feel sick. i love him. i cant lose him.

at least ill lose weight:)

[fatterdummy]

oh shit. catching feelings for another anorexic.

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TW MEANSPO

you cant control yourself. once you start eating you cant fucking stop, can you? the reason no one wants to hang out with you is because when they do all you want to do is eat. it isn't cute to eat 600+ calories for a meal, you're not Nikocado Avocado so go keep trying to be skinny, and cute, and tiny even though we both know your going to go straight back to eating a dinner for 4 each night. everyone messes up their diet sometimes but how much are you messing up to look like that? for 10 pounds that's 35 000 calories... gross right? and now think how many calories you've needed to shove down your throat to get where you are. fucking disgusting.

[fatterdummy]

AAAHHHHHH

Im so fucking happy! look at my ribs! you cant really see my thigh gap because my tights are too BIG FOR ME!!

[fatterdummy]

i ate about 1027 calories today. i had like 3 apples with brown sugar and cinnamon, movie popcorn, salad and some chocolate

[fatterdummy]

today i ate 574calories ):

414- 2 sandwiches

150- cake pop

burned

380- dance

400- basketball

net: -206

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EW! i hate myself for gaining weight):

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*TW MEANSPO*

how could you do this to yourself? you gained weight again just because you wanted to taste something for a few minutes? look at yourself in a mirror and see how disgusting you look. this isn't because of genetics, its because you have no self control. no one is going to want to date a fat bitch unless its their fetish to have a pig for a girlfriend. this is no ones fault but your own, if you could just starve yourself properly you wouldn't be fat. maybe try going for a run in some shorts, oh wait your thighs touch don't they? who in the world would want to see that? who in the world would want to see someone as disgusting and fat as you?

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omg i had a muffin for breakfast and it had 300 calories... fuck. my lunch is a salad with lettuce, celery, carrot, bell pepper, onion, chicken and caesar salad dressing. i really hate "trying" to recover. i dont want to but my bf does and my family just keeps telling me to eat more and that im starving myself.

[fatterdummy]

I burned about 1300 calories today:) I love skiing lmao