coast is clear

♥ aubrie ♥ there are no words to say whenever you are near, i try to be myself but she just disappears i’m nothing like those other girls, i am so weird 'cause I don’t bite my lip, or bat my eyes when you walk by

[fckaubrie]

sup guys

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You’ve got me. I’m never, ever leaving you.

[fckaubrie]

You're the best, always making me feel better.. Thank you.

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Please don’t think like that.. Don’t talk like that, babe.

[fckaubrie]

I can’t help it.. It’s just scary, y’know?

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

I know you did, beautiful. And if I could tell you that’s gonna happen, I would.. But we don’t even know if there’s any options there. And.. I dunno.

[fckaubrie]

We.. We can still have a kid, but the chances of it coming out completely healthy and everything is very slim and.. I don’t want to risk it, y’know? ‘Cause I know the moment I get pregnant, I’m gonna fall in love with the idea of us as a family and then it’s just.. I’m gonna lose it..

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

If I have you, it’s cool.. I just—We have adoption, yeah?

[fckaubrie]

Still.. I know we have adoption but it’s just.. It’s.. I don’t know.. I wanted a kid of my own, y’know?

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Baby, it’s cool. I’ll get over it. Promise.

[fckaubrie]

No it’s not.. I know how much you wanted a family, I wanted one too..

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

As long as you’re not hurting.. Yeah, of course, baby.

[fckaubrie]

I’m.. I’m sorry, really sorry.. I wish I could fix it..

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Have you ever felt just.. Broken? I’ve never felt more sick in my life.

[fckaubrie]

At least, uh.. At least I won't be in pain anymore?

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

We’ll go to the hospital, c’mon..

[fckaubrie]

They won’t do anything!

[fckaubrie]

Guess who still feels like death? Yeah, I might actually become a serial killer at this point.

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

But you’re complaining about me complaining and that’s why I’m fucking complaining now!

[fckaubrie]

..you're so annoying!

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

You’re terrifying me..

[fckaubrie]

I'm in pain and you complaining because I'm complaining is just pissing me off.

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

I’ll give you a spoon instead.

[fckaubrie]

That's not good enough!

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Go on then.

[fckaubrie]

Bring me a knife, preferably hella sharp.

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Don’t even start.

[fckaubrie]

Would you rather me stab you in the stomach repeatedly so you know how it feels?

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

Later will do.

[fckaubrie]

I don't know, I'd rather do it now.

[tannertho-deactivated20151222]

The next time I hear any whining or crying, I’m going to shoot myself.

[fckaubrie]

Would you like to be bitch slapped now or later?