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It's almost midnight, but my head is full of thoughts. As I scrolled through my old stories, I realized how much I did. I wish it was 2019 again when I felt like I can accomplish anything.

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Maybe now is the time to give up. You must be just as tired as I am, right? It feels like we are finally at the end of our cycle whether we want it or not. There is really nothing to blame except that we met at the right time, but wrong for each other.

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Sometimes I wonder where is the version of myself who was able to look at life so positively. How does it feel like to be her again? Can you come back?

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When you go through so much living, sometimes you forget living also ends. I found out someone from college passed away, and it reminded me how fragile life is. I asked myself what I would have done if my life ends tomorrow. I would probably go home and be with my family.

It is bewildering how we are so often driven by our ambitions, but sometimes we forget there is more to life than career, external validation, or being too scared to try things outside of our comfort zone.

Sometimes I wonder how it would change me if I am not afraid of death or if I am not afraid of failure. Would I be living life in the way that I want it? Is this the life I want? What would I do? Would I be in France, learning how to make pastries and getting ready to open my own coffee shop? Is that goal still attainable?

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