My whole life I have destroyed. My one skill i I've has always been chaos. I have scarred beautiful souls forever and done irreparable damage togenuonely stunning minds. I reeked havoc upon one of the realist loves this world will ever know and in turn obliterated the person I once was. Well I have finally made it through that storm. For every actions there is a reaction. Karma beat me into the deepest darkest places a human can go. I drowned myself in massive amounts of drugs. I blew over 30 grams of cocaine by myself in hopes it would end it all. I had no intention of surviving that storm. And I wouldn't change any of it. It made me into a Jedi master. I am now kind and wise and I have helped so many avoid my mistakes. And now at the eve of my adulthood I signed up for the marines. The darkness that took me happily rips souls to shreds. But I endured. Now I am doing something bigger than I could have ever imagined. Not only am I helping people not to lose the one or two chances at real love they may have, I am protecting them as well. I'm proud to say I was a demon and I have evolved far past that of a normal human mind. I don't stress I see things for what they are, and every single day multiple people come to me for guidance and wisdom. I'm so humbled. I can honestly say I have helped many troubled souls find independence and self confidence and taught them to love themselves. It will never make up for the once angelic soul that I scarred. I can never undo that damage. But I am who I am today because of the most catastrophic mistakes. I am so sorry you had to suffer the demon that lives within me. It will always be there, but I now live above it. I truly believe I have reached enlightenment. I hope I can continue to guide lost souls to their glorious destinies. With my words I guide and heal and with my hands I defend and destroy. Evil is shook on this day, a Super saiyan god has joined the fight and I will erase from existence those who wish harm upon the good in this world. I am finally happy.
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