i gave my whole life.

an animanga multimuse.

[fightaers]

HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH ? an animanga multimuse featuring characters from many anime and manga franchises. written by bella. active in 2021, returning in 2024. this blog uses beta editor. formerly on fightaers-1.

links : rules / roster

♡ mains ♡

— sakura : jana's naruto. — izuku : cam's katsuki.

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i know i've been gone for some time, but i've revived sakura on my other multi bc the thought of writing her consumes me <3 i will not be reviving other muses, except lowkey iruka and sai on the down-low shh dont tell anybody, but yes ! still keeping this blog in the case i'll be back, but until then, this blog is under hiatus.

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i’ll make it curt: d3ku’s character has been assassinated no matter how you look at it — maybe at large, it didn’t seem that way, but it is. d3ku has always been reckless and rash with his actions, especially when it comes to bkg0u and when he’s particularly cornered in a situation, but he has always held a lot of care and thoughtfulness in his interactions and this is especially seen when he speaks to and/or w/ bkg0u, even in the face of bkg0u potentially misconstruing his words. as i’ve said to cam: not only had d3ku come across as thoughtless in his response to bkg0u, but we also saw him ‘innocently’ dismissive and contradicting badly with the original open-ending horik0shi intended. on top of that, the premise to izu0cha was so fucking crap. why did it have to be built after him already having received the suit? why did it have to happen under the encouragement of the person 0chak0 lost and bkg0u’s clearly butchered mischaracterisation? it really isn’t about the ship — everything about the ending disrespected iz.uku’s relationship with these characters, and though it is characteristically plausible (since he can be clueless), please be assured, the direction of iz.uku’s character has been botched.

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coming back here to say those extra pages were ass ✌️

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UNEXPECTED HIATUS ! i'm not going anywhere, i swear !!!! but work ended up PILING UP so much for the month of may that i don't think i could feasibly be online until hopefully ( i'm desperately praying ) june 😭 i'm a bit sad because i really miss writing here but i'm also a bit excited because my confidence in my career has really gone up ! i understand if there are partners who wish to break mutuals for the flakiness state of this blog as of late, like, fr no offence will be taken ! although i am sooo determined to try and survive thru may and have a more peaceful month afterwards. for now, the date is undetermined BUT I WANT TO BE BACK BY JUNE. thank u so much for those who have extended their patience; i haven't forgotten any of you, i'm just way too tired by the weekends to crawl to my laptop and be online. pls forgive me 🧎

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lowest of low activity warning: my work has got an event on the 29th which we're the organisers for and so, it has effected my activity here because i'm just slammed with that. so sorry for those who are waiting on me. this is just a note to say i've not disappeared, but i'll most likely return to be active on 4th - 5th may. in the meantime, i'm aware there's memes to answer, a starter call i'm excited to start, and some drafts for me to write <33

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i know i’ve been quiet here: a hectic eid celebration dragged into a consecutively busy work week 😩 but i’m looking forward to be around on the weekend 💚 hope everyone’s doing wonderful, amazing, terrific!!

[the-purvashadha]

"Would you peel an orange for me?"

I would peel a pomegranate for you.

[abernathyvalois]

I would peel my own skin off for you actually! But it’s alr

[gilasaurus]

saddest part of naruto is when the teachers are signing their students up for the chunin exams and iruka goes um actually. i JUST saw these kids graduate elementary school. what if we gave it a year or two. And they all spit in his face like he's the fucking devil

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me: each time i try to move on to other things my n.aruto muses:

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naruto examines the water can handed to him by iruka. narrowing his eyes, he looks up. "...so you're sayin' i just gotta water all these plants as punishment?" so weird, really weird. probably the least harsh consequences he's ever been given. honestly...how is this punishment? he ain't gunna say no, because he can totally finish this quickly and go do some training!

"i'll be done before ya can blink!" he declares with a wild grin. hugging the water can to his chest, naruto walks over to the closest tap to begin filling it. not thinking to stay to hear if there's more to this chore.

❛ no, wait — ! ❜ but the boy's already off, and whatever iruka has meant to say transfers itself into a large breath of sigh.

in all honesty, iruka knows that there might be objection about letting naruto water the small garden the academy is growing — not that there are any proper educational value to the garden that it should be earning any wrath from any member of the academy faculty considering it's more decorative than anything. which only further supports iruka's future argument that keeping naruto busy with watering the wild flowers and some poorly-maintained vegetation wouldn't be an issue at all.

as much of headache that would surely bring him, iruka lets the thought slides and re-focuses instead on the kid. naruto is... as enthusiastic as ever, although iruka wonders whether the prospect of a lighter punishment is what's driving that eagerness or is it the very fact that an adult has finally properly paid attention to him that does it. the thought alone shakes iruka enough that whatever anger he's held from the blonde's latest prank ebbs away.

or maybe, like mizuku'd always say, that's just iruka being easy. these days, tired enough, iruka barely has any energy to discern it.

whatever it is, he knows in truth he couldn't fully be mad at naruto long. he's— he's just a kid, after all. a little clumsy and a whole lot of trouble, sure, but he's... he's just lonely, isn't he ? and iruka had told the third before that that might lie the true issue, although all the third had responded iruka with was a long, thoughtful hum. so? he'd asked iruka then. what will you do, iruka-kun?

what will he do, iruka thinks, clenching his firsts by his side and clenching his jaw from the building frustration, before he concludes, in a voice suspiciously similar to his mother's, and determines: what he can.

so iruka marches forward – and this time it's not to yell. he bends forward instead, catches the watering pot naruto's been tilting over to let the water run over a particular flower, and as the blonde looks up, the academy sensei gives the boy a small, disarming smile. he continues, ❛ i'm pretty sure we can't over-water this one, naruto. this one, though, ❜ he points to a pot nearby, ❛ i think it'll be okay with extra. you think you can remember if i start showing you which plants need more water and which doesn't ? we can make a game out of it. if you win, i'll treat you to snacks on top of teuchi-san's ramen. ❜

jana sending in soft things ♡

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" you wanna come to the festival happenin' this weekend?" naruto tosses out the invitation all of sudden. it just came to the forefront of his mind and he doesn't wanna forget. he bends down to pick up another kunai from their training session.

"i heard others from our class are gunna be there, figured it be cool to show up as group," he adds sending sakura a quick smile. he brings back all the weapons he collected and puts them in a pile. "if ya gotta work, call out." his blue eyes glitter with his tease. "it'll be fun! play some games and stuff ourselves full of good food." is he trying to entice her? totally.

the festival, right.

she'd nearly forgotten that it's this weekend had naruto not say anything. then again, sooner or later perhaps she could've expected ino to show up and remind her of it. it's a chance to let loose, the yamanaka heiress will predictably say, before sakura teases her on whether or not she's simply badgering sakura at all is because the blonde would be trying to distract herself from the fact that sai hasn't asked her out to the festival when he'd been dropping 'hints' – in whatever ways sai could drop any social hint – all month that he would.

speaking of ... maybe sakura could've had a hand in that. maybe. sai certainly seems fairly oblivious on things that comes quite naturally to others, but she still doesn't think he'd do anything to willingly lead ino on, and they'd be having a big problem the two of them if he were. but anyways— the one who came to her about the festival is definitely not ino. it's naruto. and while she doesn't think there ought to be anything particularly odd, or rather special, in his request, sakura still feels something in her lightens at the thought that he'd care to invite her at all.

she brushes threads of pink hair behind an ear, amused by the prospect of the festival he's offering to her. games and food, of course. not that sakura has any objection. it's perhaps the few things she truly has in common with the boys in team seven : she's competitive and food is heaven-sent, even if sakura can be quite forgetful of it during her shifts at the hospital. deciding to tease him, she cocks her hips, and raises an eyebrow; her tone half-mischievous, but mostly ( in an effort to sell the act ) suspicious.

❛ are you asking me out on a date, naruto-kun ? ❜ but the act cracks a little towards the end when sakura could barely hold her laughter, though she tries holding in the expression nevertheless, waiting for his reaction before a large smile overtakes her face, and she waves him off, grabbing the two water bottle for both of them respectively. ❛ i'm kidding ! i did have a few appointment set up that day but ... i think i can spare a few hours, sure. are you gonna come with a yukata then ? ❜

jana sending in soft things ♡

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i'm travelling again to visit more relatives tomorrow but i'm currently accepting this prompt and if there's any one who'd like to send some, i can't wait to tackle it all soon !!! 🫶🏻

[dynmghts]

and there it was : exactly what bakugou katsuki was after.

katsuki hazarded a guess that it was only a matter of time before izuku conceded, considering blackwhip made it clear where he stood. and when the young bakugou catches his gaze, there's no hiding the victorious smirk that slips across his face, because with that, he knows he had what he wanted within his grasp. he would have another round of training, and it would be with one of the few people who can stay one step ahead. [ midoriya izuku is just so easy for him, isn't he ? ]

though this time, izuku thinks to place a condition on it. what do i get out of it, and katsuki's smirk falters with brows furrowing. [ bold, he thinks. ] what does izuku get ? with gaze momentarily distant, he ponders a suitable bribery, and ...

❛ what ? this ain't enough for you ? ❜ mock hurt laces itself into tone, not at all serious as the blond pointedly pinches a freckled cheek and tugs. ❛ tch. you just wanna spend more time with me. ❜ katsuki refocuses. he's here for a spar. that means he's in it to win, even if more time doesn't sound so bad and the nerd looks stupidly dumb and cute like this. ❛ tell you what, then : you win this last round, and i'll drag you out somewhere this weekend. your choice. you lose, then the location's my choice. either way, you get something out of it, huh ? ❜

if bakugou katsuki can get midoriya izuku to cave to his demands with a look, maybe using his time as a sort of reward system will work, too.

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ugh—

there's no way, he thinks rather embarrassedly just as the blonde pinches at his cheek, there's no way kacchan wouldn't know right ?! especially when he calls out on the unspoken fact that izuku, indeed, wants to spend more time with him. although, in izuku's defence, of course he does. ever since they were kids, all he'd wanted was to spend more time with kacchan.

sometimes it feels like all this pent-up devotion were simply because their friendship had cut off so abruptly when they were kids, and izuku, in his confusion, only ever wanted them to be like how it was. one more day of having kacchan by his side; one more day of trailing behind him in the forest; one more day where the summer's warm and he knows they'll be doing it all over again when the sun shines once more.

although... it's different now, isn't it ?

it isn't as simple. but more than that, the thought of spending time with kacchan now doesn't just make his stomach curl in eagerness, it's– it makes the heart inside of izuku's chest races. it makes izuku want to run around the school ten times more to ease off the nerves. either way this sparring goes, kacchan wants to be around him. and god, that's just—

facing the blonde now, the green-haired hero-to-be licks his lips, but stares the other right ahead. undaunted. ❛ i'll give you two minutes, kacchan. two minutes, and we'll end the match if you can't keep up. doesn't matter if we draw. deal ? ❜ because izuku wouldn't lose focus : he would love a weekend out, yes, very badly in fact, but not at the risk of kacchan risking his own body.

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also on a more ( perhaps ) controversial note : i really, really, really dislike the over-sex*alisation of s.akura. i, in fact, do not think she's suave [in terms of flirting] or particularly wanton. s.akura has canonically ever liked one (1) man*, and even then, it didn't go well. ( she was rejected multiple times and s.asuke did try to kill her, like twice, while she tried to kill him one time. ) which meant her frame of reference for romance at all sucks ass. she struggles with self-esteem issue ( canonically referenced multiple time when it came to her inferiority complex in team 7 ) and she is a workaholic!! if s.akura ever tried to flirt with anyone, it'll probably be super awkward and she'll probably come across as extreeeemely nerdy and/or work-obsessed!!

[bladedhunter]

Continued from here with @fightaers

Sasuke's leaning up against a tree, breathing slowly as blood seeps from his open wound. Sakura tries to close it, her hands glowing with healing chakra, though she's already expended so much during their fight. He can tell she's anxious about it, which worries him, considering he himself can tell he's got some internal damage.

It's his fault for not handling the enemies on his own. He should have, and then Sakura wouldn't have had to use so much of her chakra that she wouldn't be able to properly heal his wounds.

He didn't see her as useless, after all. She was an excellent medic. He trusted she'd be able to at least close the wound, once she focused.

If she could stop panicking.

To that end, he lifts his only hand and places it on her shoulder. "You can do this," he reassures her quietly. He fumbles in his bag for a canteen of water and hands it to her. "Drink a little. Take a deep breath... and try again."

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you can do this, says sasuke-kun, and sakura lifts her green eyes at him. the space between her brows are furrowing. the roots where her hairline begins are layered in sweat. he's calm, serious as ever. handsome, of course, and for a moment she nearly wants to laugh at the absurdity of the thought. handsome, while kami knows how she looks like.

he's always seems so... untouchable to her. unfathomable.

the boy who left her when they're twelve, and returned as some being close to god. him and naruto both, except naruto's always been... a tad warmer, she supposes. easier to laugh with, engage with, scold at even. while sasuke-kun... well, sasuke-kun's calm and composed. refine-looking. quiet, but steady. even now, as he's bleeding, he's the one who's comforting her.

useless. when will she ever grow from the kid who constantly needed to be saved ?

but she soundlessly takes his canteen of water. in truth, it isn't so much that she's panicking which is causing this unsteadiness, but more so that she's simply chakra-depleted. she can't fail though, because sasuke-kun's depending on her. and this is, after all, the one area she's supposed to be an expert at. so, with the swipe of the back of her hand against her lips after she's gulped her share of water, sakura nods her head. determined: ❛ you'll be alright, sasuke-kun. ❜

she tells him, and it's a smile she would've used on any worried shinobi during the war before she begins a necessary procedure: assuring. confident. with that, sakura tries again, focusing, and then slowly, but surely, the skin knits together.

❛⠀c'mon. lean on me. you'll need an emergency surgery when we arrive in konoha and no, i'm not taking no as an answer, sasuke-kun. ❜

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me reading a twitter thread that defended s.akura