forever gone?
We´ve been on a shit road, you gave me a black eye and I went to the police for it. And yet you think I´ve shouldn´t done that.
you´ll never forgive me and I know that.
after months you texted me again, and we called and I even came over. But you still said to me that I deserved those punches. Because you´ve done so ´much´ for me.
No, you didn´t. honestly, you really didn´t.
anyway, we saw each other for the whole two weeks and had sex a couple of times which was nice but for some reason, I knew this was over. I don´t love you anymore... but I still care for you.
You said to me that you were desperate when you texted me back because you were all alone. even with your fucked up boyfriend things went wrong.
I hated you for saying that to me, after all those years I was there for you, you just used me.
and yet I can´t get you out of my head. yet I still want to be with you because you were the greatest love I´ve ever felt.
it was you all along. but you´re toxic and you just put your claws inside of me so deep I can´t ever escape.
how am I supposed to forget about you? Sometimes I just wish you were gone forever. not dead but just gone.
you took everything from me.
