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Claire’s journal 📓

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to allow myself to open up to someone or not

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I’m fine just mentally decaying 

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getting older actually has me mentally and emotionally so fucked up

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did last night happen or

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is it....bad to fuck the person you’re in love with but on a break with...asking for a friend

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well I guess we made up. sort of. we’re on a break. commence claire’s clean up act part 1.

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well I finally managed to cry myself to sleep last night so

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WELL NOT ON ACCIDENT LIKE I DO LOVE HIM BUT I DIDNT MEAN TO SAY IT SO SOON

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I TOLD DYLAN I LOVED HIM ON ACCIDENT SIIEHHDNWLSMMDKDODK

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ME???? in LOVE???

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“the universe has existed for billions of years and by chance we ended up living at the same time...that counts for something.”

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My brain is like ok don’t be too needy my heart is like he’s gonna get bored of you and my gut is like wtf where we goin

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God FUCKING damnit I am so terrified but so excited all at once...we finally fuckin’ kissed tonight and I’m. !!?!?????!??!!

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He makes me feel so safe I have never felt that before

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I fell asleep when Dyl and I were watching a movie and when I woke up we had both laid down and were basically snuggling and I don’t know what is happening nsakidkaldosinenkd fuck