9/15/17
it’s maddening when someone is so unaware of their own hypocrisy, but that’s what the journal is for, to write down all the frustrations and throw it all into the void. To use it as a form of therapy and for me to not fall into the same old habits as before.
I admit my faults, I’m aware I can be a real shitty and difficult person sometimes and I want to change that about myself, and all the other things that you dislike and hate. I wish you would do the same for me, listen and hear me out when I keep bringing up the balance of your friends and our relationship. It’s been since last feb that we been fighting over it, so i guess i jsut have to give it up and just accept it. Is that love? But i thought love was built on compromises and hard work. idk *cue careless whisper* I’m gonna dance in the dark
