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Happy 2022!!!! I think as you get older, you become less social???? Is that a thing? I feel like I have so much to say but at the same time my mind is so discombobulated that I cant find the words to write it out. Its so hard to think where you are in life right now because of COVID 19. Obviously the letter you wrote for your 2021 self didn’t fact that in LOL. Either way, it was a year full for growth I feel like (now that im looking back)

Well as per usual, how are you? At the moment, I’m feeling anxious about DELOITTE, in a weird mental space with Keamy (don’t get me wrong I still love him deeply lol, just in a weird mental spot), but overall, doing pretty well with life, friends, and family.

After reading last years letter, I guess we literally didn’t do any of the vacation we had planned (ahem ahem EDC LV) for obvious reasons nor did we accomplish any of the goals we had for our club involvements (more on this later). Either way, I still think 2020 was necessary as a reset because it does seem like we were already trying to find something to do to keep ourselves satisfied with life and never really stopped and smelled the roses. I think 2020 allowed us to really do that considering we were home 95% of the time. Silver lining is that you were able to figure out who you want to invest your time with and who not really.

As of right now, I’m pretty sure this year’s letter will be a shorter one than usual, even through we don’t have any time constraints but because going into 2021, it seems unpredictable. With that being said, best to just go with the flow.

INVOLVEMENT – Well currently, your literally not doing shit LMFAO but it is understandable considering you want to be committed to your job since youre the newbie. Plus, at the moment, you hate the remote environment and that’s such an obstacle to overcome being new to anything. I know you do have interest in being more involved with NABA. So lets see where they can take you. The members are so great and it is something are you interested in. I’m excited to see if you end up committing to them more so this year and if so, maybe being on the board????? Who know but I hope you took it day by day.

WORK – Work work work. Congrats on moving onto Deloitte B4 SNOB. At the moment, I do miss DHG’s culture and the comfortness it bring you. You took a step down to further your career for when you move to NYC! I know by the time youre reading this, youre already a SENIOR and killing it so with THAT, CONGRATULATIONS HOE!!!! Keep busting through it and continue to show your excellence that I know you are capable of. I hope you cooled your jets on League and really buckled down. I’m interested in seeing how you end up doing at Deloitte. Currently, I’m thinking of insurance???? Who knows but, do your thang girl. I know at the moment, youre not too concerned with busy season because it seems like everyone has been saying it should be pretty chill based on the clients you are on. SO, how was it? LOL Overall, Deloitte is pretty cool but not as great as DHG lol.

FAMILY – At the beginning of 2020, it seems like you were going through it with the fam (Michael related) but going into 2021, it seems like things have gotten better with everyone overall! Lets by saying that Michelle is now your SISTER-IN-LAW, HELLLOOOO. Did not expect that to happen in 2020 so that was a surprise but happy for both of them and happy to have Michelle joint he family!! You went home for xmas this year and cooked for the family for the first time it feels like. Being with everyone felt so great just to be in their presence and I know they appreciated it along with the gift. I hope you commit some more time to making sure you reach out to see how they are doing this year. Mom and Dad are getting older and would like to get a house under your name soon. How is that going? I know you’ve been looking at houses and seeing if you can apply for a home loan to help then out? Were you able to accomplish that? Mom and dad mean everything and it would mean the most to help them out, especially in that area. Overall, theyre doing good through so hopefully 2021, treats them well. Cant believe Linh is married but she seems to be doing fine. Please (again) make some more time to reach out and see how shes doing. Shes such a strong independent bitch but I know she appreciates you catching up with her from time to time. As for Michael, you did get the chance to actually talk to him on xmas, his current plans are to move in with mom and dad in February 2021. Did that go through? How is he doing? Obviously, you have love for him and want whats best for him but hopes he gets his shit together. I know youre such a kind hearted person but keep standing your ground with him and continue to believe in actions rather than words when it comes to him. As for Hoa, hes currently planning on moving to Boca for FAU FOOTBALL??? Omg, hes growing up so fast and he turned 21 this year??? WTF. I’m so proud of him and the person hes becoming. Such a hardworker and very down to earth. You saw/heard a glimpse of it when you were down for xmas. Him working at Bunhaus and also doing the trash pick up??? Omg hes growing into such an amazing human being and I couldn’t be more proud. Makes me wanna cry. This year continue to be there for him. I love where your relationship is going (so cute that he asked you to take pics for him during xmas lol) so keep building off of it but I hope you don’t forget to call him out for his shit when it does happen. Fingers crossed, it could be a big year for him. Continue supporting him all the way! Marissa is back in Jax! Itll give you guys more time to bond and foster your relationship to new levels this year hopefully. Shes a little anxious from her new job but please, I hope you make more of an effort to reach out and let her know you are here for her this year more so than other years. I feel like shes a word of affirmation type of person. She is a strong and independent woman but it doesn’t mean she doesn’t need help and guidance from her cousin from time to time. Please make more of an effort this coming year. And then Lastly, Mellisa!! She graduated and right now shes like 95% she got a FT job at a PR agency?!?! 2020 was a big year for her with lots of changes. You already know that bitch stubborn AF and like to put up this image but you know shes sensitive. Please continue to support her all the way. I feel like she really appreciates it. Listen to her and understand where shes coming from. Shes growing older and wiser every year and just needs a strong support group. Continue on helping her!

HUSBAND – Oh Keamy lol I just finished reading old tumblr notes where I’m literally SIMPING for the man, 3 months into the relationship. I love him so much. Right now, it feels like a weird time (and this is all internally) because I’m starting to realize what I want out of this relationship and going into 2021, I hope you expressed more of what you want in this relationship (like FLOWERS??? Or DATES???). Its honestly not asking for a lot but I hope in 2021 you become more selfish with your love and also get what you want out of this relationship. You love him so much and he does you so, I’m sure he’ll understand (not without putting up a fight first obvi, cause hes a stubborn ass lol). Keamy starts his internship next week and they already possibly offered him a summer internship so hopefully that goes through and by the time you’re reading this, hes in his Masters program with at least 2 CPA exams under his belt. WHICH IS so crazy to say because like WTF. It seems like a year ago he was in community college. Hes honestly killing it and that’s just one of many traits on why you fell in love with him. I do hope in 2021 youre relationship takes you to new hearts and that you really focus on furthering it. Express yourself boo, its okay. BE CONFRONTATIONAL!!!

MISC – Just random shit that’s been going on your mind for 2021. You’ve been thinking about making a Youtube? LMFAO Hey maybe you ripped the bandage and did it. I know you have the idea right now in what you want to do but its more so the execution. I think you are capable of doing it but who knows. I hope you find some passions and hobbies this year (like ummm improving your Vietnamese!!!). Whatever you end up doing this year, I hope you did it with all your heart. Honestly, be unapologetic.

A couple of closing notes: Hanging out with SRQ friends during xmas meant so much and the feeling was soooo nostalgic that I feel like I don’t get in JAX. This year, I hope you make more of an effort to reach out to friends and family. I know you suck at it but just suck it up and do it lol make it a habit to reach out to people. Don’t forget your friends are the one who help mold the person you are today. Keep loving to much but learn to reflect some of it back to you. I hope youre 2021 is filled with stronger love, some occasional vacay, stronger relationships, and a healthier lifestyle (considering youre getting old so you need to watch your health you grandpa lol). Also Happy 28th birthday!!

PS: How long were you able to grow your hair? Is it long and luscious at the moment? :P Alright gonna go for now and I wished you had an amazing 2021 and I wish you the best in 2022.

This is such an afterthought but see if you can starting journaling this year. Also, see if you can find another platform for these letters this year (or have the time, so you can transfer all the letters). I’m worried that tumblr aint gonna be around forever.

Going to copy and paste and ending from last year that I think will make it tradition every year.

All in all: FAMILY, Direction and Guidance, Uplift, growth, and be unapologetically GAY. I love you bitch, and I aint never gonna stop loving you BITCHHHHHHH. Ily <3 lol

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PS. Couldnt figure out the GIF image thingy so i look like a mess AND lighting sucks lol

Heyyyyy boo ITS 2020 RIGHT NOW BUT HAPPY 2021!!! Wow to think another year has passed and your another year wiser. Sitting right now in Southern Grounds just reflecting on 2019 but also thinking about what you may go through in 2020 makes me a little anxious tbh. So much to do and get done and so much we didn’t get done in 2019 but reflecting and being aware is whats going to help us push forward and continue to better ourselves.

Anyways, how are you? Honestly. Right now, I’m pretty content with life. Not really hating it but not really enjoying. Kinda in a limbo where I feel like I’m missing out on life or still figuring it out. UGH not being in school and having a more structured goals suck lol but we’re gonna figure it out. We need to get better at keeping in touch with friends, find hobbies, and do better with family.

After reading last year’s letter, idk I feel like not much has happned or not much happed that we weren’t already planning on. There are things are I feel like we should continue to work on (don’t want to sound repetitive but see paragraph 2 lol). Right now I’m pretty stuck on thinking that the personality test we took for DHG was pretty spot on BUT knowing it does allow us to get better and work on things that we know is our weakness. For example, us being forgetful or even not being able to multi-task effectively/efficiently. SO lets figure out a way to get better at those. Side note: CONGRATS ON BECOMING SENIOR YOU HOE. We knew this was gonna be the year and you definitely got it :P So proud!!!! Keep up the training and keep striving towards becoming a better mentor/leader/brother/son/husband/everything.

INVOLVEMENT - You’ve mentioned in the past that you wanted to get more involved in organizations. Well, howd it go? Currently lets plan on staying in the accounting & education committee but actually try to be more involved. Right now I’m pretty deteremined on doing the FICPA Leadership Summitt after coming back from the ceremony. With that those, I hope you strived to improve your networking skills and actually start build more meaningful relatioships. To ease into it, lets aim to make one meaning relationship out of this Leadership Program (but don’t forget to try to do more with the A&E committee)!! Other than those professional organizations, its probably not within goals but I hope you had the chance to get more involved with the LGBTQ organizations you whore. Those are probably a bit harder due to timing and vacation and work and etc… But who knows?? WORK - With work this year, it should really be a strange time for you. Did you end up leaving DHG? I know how much they meant to you but I also know you want to set the foundation for NYC in a few years. But I also know that if youre not fully vested, you may not leave if the new firm doesn’t pay for the difference in 401k. TOUGH situation but that’s the one thing that uncertain for us in 2020 so im VERY curious to see where you are right now. This year shouldn’t be too crazy with work, they are giving you tougher jobs which is good and itll give you sooooo much more opportunity to prove yourself. ESPECIALLY this busy season. I hope you survived it with fewer anxiety attacks than you did in 2019. NOTHING YOURE NOT USED TO BITCH. I KNOW YOU PROBABLY KILLED IT.

FAMILY – Phew. This is a lot to unpack. So much love for everyone you consider family. Its hurts sometimes. Especially with Mom and Dad. You just want the best for them but I hope you do more for them this year. I know it feels like all of the burden on your shoulders but just know its okay to tell them know sometimes but at the same time, if you are in a good place this year financially, do what you can to help them. Get Mom some gifts cause you know she loves them even if she ends up pawning them. Help dad when he needs it even if he wont accept it. Just keep them in your mind everyday and try your best, to your ability. It feels like theyre going through a lot and I know you want to be there for them. I hope this all turns for the better in 2020. With Linh, she was there for you during a tough time this year and she was really able to empathize with you when the whole Michael thing was going down. Linh such a strong female figure in your life and try to be there for her more cause cant always be this strong figure on her own. She loves so much and you love her and she never asks for anything so just be more frequent and intentional when it comes to catching up with her. With Michael, hes something else, that’s for sure. Not sure what 2020 holds for you two but I hope you were better able to stand your ground and express your thoughts better when it comes to him because he can be manipulative. But now that youre more aware of it, you can better handle the situation. We all still love Michael but he honestly be doing some dumb shit to the family. It could be a cry for help but I know you want the best for you too. I hope in 2020 things are better for him and you could be there for him and not feed into his addictions/problems. Mitchell, 2019 was a good year for both of you and I hope that you continued this relationship into 2020 even though he moved back home. Keamy’s great advice to start telling Mitchell about the family drama has helped you guys grown stronger now that he more aware of everything and youre not sheltering him from everything and letting him make his own judgement on it. I’m sure you’ve continued to be there for him this year with school, family, life, and all. Hes growing up but still so young and learning how to navigate through life especially since hes probably been the most sheltered. In 2020, keep reassuring him that you’re always there for him so that he continues to come to you in his time in need. Cause you know hes going to be doing dumb shit. Then theres Marissa, just doing her damn thing in Atlanta and KILLING IT. So proud of her on how much shes grown. The epitome of a PHENOMAL WOMEN. Idk how she does it, I feel like everything she does there could be no wrong. Such strong and level headed women. I have so much trust in her that shes going to be okay. I hope you guys continue to see eachother and build this relationship up. She has been such a compassionate, loving, and supporting person in your life. Mellisa, that girl LOL. LOVE HER but she sooo wild sometimes and I feel like she just needs to calm down but shes living her life to the best of her ability. BITCH (you), I hope you spend more time with her in 2020 and continue to build this relationship with her. I’m sure she may feel like she doesn’t need it but it NEVER hurts for her to have a brotherly figure in her life. From our perspective, it seems like she needs more guidance but her thing is being so indepdent but let her know that you are here for her and to help guide and never judge her for her decisions. I think that what she needs from you. You know she loves you and keamy, both, even though she doesn’t express it daily. But that’s the type of family love yall have SO yeah, 2020, continue to be by her side and help guide her along the way and make sure shes doing well.

HUSBAND – There it is. HUSBAND. Youre finally married!! SO crazy to think (even right now). Keamy has been such an amazing person in our life and he continues to outdo himself every year and it feel like our relationship just keeps on getting stronger through time. Coming back from NYC/DC New Years, nothing crazy happened in those city in comparison to our Asia trips. I think we are slowing down and getting more committed with our love with each other which is great. There soooo much love for eachother idk how we continue to even love each other more. Not sure how much more our relationship can progress but theres also room for improvement. In 2020, with consideration of his school and schedule in mind, try to do more out of the norm things with Keamy so that you both and continue to grow. Whether it’s a cooking class, more road trips in florida, or kayaking idk lets try and do more shit. Obviouslt with money in mind too lol. 2020 should be an interesting year for both of you guys cause of his schooling and possible job changes but at the end of the day, you both have eachother and youll make everything work. Just want to note at the moment that you are soooooo proud of keamy and how much hes been doing In school. LITERALLY. I know last year you had your doubts above Keamy mentality and UNF but honestly, hes KILLING IT and I’ve never been more turned on to be with him. He continues to surprise you every semester with how much hes accomplishing with school. I know you’ve always known that Keamy was smart but to have him finally apply it to school, it just reaffirms what you know along with giving him the confidence and foundation that your future together will be successful. Not quite sure where 2020 leads us but excited to hear about in your 2022 letter!!

MISC – A mixture of important things and random thoughts. SO it just dawned on me that we should be more organized. So as we go through life this year, lets try and think of ways that can help our life be easier by making things more organized. Whether its creating photo albums when you meet up with friends so that you can look back and reflect on the hangouts you’ve had with friends or even VEE-LOGS lol. As always, continue to reach out to your friends from jax and Sarasota and check up on them periodically since you already know everything is doing their own thing but it is always nice hear from them. They all mean so much to you and has helped molded you into the person you are today. BE MORE THANKFUL. I feel like over the past few years, you haven’t been as thankful????? If that makes sense. So lets try to reflect more and be more thankful for everything. ONE MAIN HOBBY – VIETNAMESE. GIRL. WHATS THE HOLD UP. LETS GET SERIOUS!!! Its been two years now, obviously you wont be able to do it during busy season but lets honestly make more of an effort o learn it this year. Please. Itll help so much in the long run. To backtrack, along with being more organized, lets work on time management again!! I think did a little better in 2019 in comparison to 2018 but it never hurts to continue to improve it. Learn how to better management friends, family, work, social media, EVERYTHING. You got this just take it day by day and if you have to sit down and really think “how can I make this better or how can I make this more efficient” by all means take a few minutes to really think about it.

CONT MISC- Current vacation plans is EDC LV AGAIN LOL. So you know what that means. I hope your bitch ass and Keamy’s bitch ass has a banging ass body considering that you literally took the time out today to make the work-out plan, meal plan, sleeping plan, etc.. today. I hope it all worked out for the better and Keamy really committed to it since it seems like has a harder time doing it. ITS 2020 GIRL LETS MAKE THIS OUR BEST FITNESS YEAR YET!!! No if, but, or what ifs. You got this and I know your probably reflecting back right now and seeing how fit you were since your probably looking a little chunky lol. But its all good. Enjoy the break. Also, not quite sure where Instagram will take you but just do your thang girl and enjoy using it as a platform to meet people and post what you want cause its your page boo. No expectations and just take it day by day. Currently, 3 years away from being 29, which is the year you pretty much think that youre going to have it all together so now until then should just be a smooth ride full of life experiences. I hope you had a great 27th birthday not sure how you spent it but I’m sure it was a small casual event (FR!!!). Small group of friends and family seems to be the motto at the moment, and continue to build those relationship with your close jax and srq friends. Especially, Dato and Nina. Those hoes lol along with your close work friends, Dago, Matt, and Alix. That group lol not sure where life will take us in 2020 but we shall see!!

I guess were wrapping up. Had no time restraint this year so i hope when youre writing 2021’s letter that you have enough time to just sit down and let go. Just a simple reminder that you are capable, competent, enough, and are loved. There’s so much life has to offer but we just need to ride it out and continue figuring out our life. I’m hopeful and optimistic for what 2020 has to offer but kinda worried since we don’t have much in 2020 to offer and yet were gonna do the damn thing!! Continue striving to be a better version of yourself and keep saying yes and keep doing what you been doing boo. You’re doing amazing sweetie.

PS. LAST RANDOM THOUGHT NOT SURE IF YOU DID THIS BUT just saw a youtube video headline that someone did 12 new habits (one per month) and lets see if you can do this. It sounds cool but obviously since this is an after thought I understand you might not have the time to get it going. AT LEAST, try to starting journaling more. And ill end with that and also with a copy and paste from last years letter:

All in all: FAMILY, Direction and Guidance, Uplift, growth, and be unapologetically GAY.

I love you bitch, and I aint never gonna stop loving you BITCHHHHHHH. Ily <3 lol

#personal #me

Heyyyyyy girlllllll Happy New years! ITS FUCKING 2020 <3

How do I even begin to unpack 2018 and the 2018 letter when I haven’t even unpacked from Asia yet LOL at least the laundry is done hahahaha

Overall, after reading the letter you wrote last year, I feel a bit unaccomplished tbh and at the same time I felt like you didn’t really write much goals and aspirations you had for yourself. Professionally, yes, but I felt like there wasn’t much… Me feeling this way is probably due to the fact that Michiella asked what your LT goals were back in like August and you froze. It’s okay though!!

To kinda address the areas discussed last year:

1. Obviously you didn’t make Senior but that’s okay!! It was a good goal to strive for. That just means you bet your ass youre gonna get it this year. Most likely didn’t get it due to the fact that you had zero EBP experience and planning experience. Ill address work goals in a bit. 2. Stanley and Timmy: Love them still and you got to see Timmy in 2018 and spend time with him for WP! Get ready to see them again for EDC bitchhhh where it all began <3 3. Slowly but surely youre getting more involved, especially with work!! Even though it may not take up a lot of your time, congrats on the accounting and education committee for the FICPA! You wanted to get more involved with a professional group and you did!! Lets see where this takes us this year. Obviously youre not involved with the Caucus anymore. It seemed like you really wanted to be part of it last year. Same with volunteering with special needs and LGBTQ+ orgs. Looking back it definiately harder to do it with our profession but give it time and figure out your time management and do what you can. You have your entire life.

Alright bitch, looking back the year wasn’t your most accomplished year but topping 2017 will definitely be hard. That’s fine!! 2018 was definitely a year of growth and selfishness. James mentioned now that youre working, spend money on yourself and buy things that you never hadg growing up. That’s okay!! The important part is that you realized that what you set out for yourself after graduating wasn’t being accomplished and that you will start to make moves for it in 2019.

I feel like you spent a shit ton of time traveling in 2018, in comparison to other years. Which is GREAT!!! YOU GO GIRL. LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE, DO THE DAMN THING, MAKE AMAING MEMORIES. SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY LOL. For 2019, current vacation plans are EDC and NYC Pride!!! I hope you have a fucking blast!!! At the moment, im so excited for both of those trips, especially EDC. I hope you made the best one and also take care of Danny hahahah you know how he can get on these trips. As for NYC, so many people to meet up with. So much STRESS. Just take it day by day and at the same time, enjoy yourself. LMK if you and Keamy end up meeting that other cute couple :P

Quickly, kinda give you some current info on what im doing (should have done this first lol) sitting at bold bean, just came back from Asia like two days ago hahaha listening to Imagine from AG. Waiting to go into work around like 8:30

Lets start with Keamy, the love of my life. Your third year of dating him was very strong and you learned a lot. Which brought into our fourth year and ongoing. Definiately certain on where we stand with our love for eachother and our relationship. Espcially after Asia this time around. I love him so much and I know you guys have BIG plans this year so hopefully when youre reading this you have it on the finger :’). I’ve been trying to figure out how to tell everyone and being able ot document it. I hope you figured it out hahahaha if not, there isn’t much more you can do at that point. Its okay. Make sure you let Keamy know you love him (as if he doesn’t already know). Looking forward to another great year with him. Keep in he isn’t the type to show affection but shows love in other ways. He loves you so much and never forget that. Hopefully by the time youre reading this, hes starting at UNF and possibly at DHG as a admin assistant?!?!?! UGH KEAMY <3

Mom and dad man……. I hope you spend some more time with them this year and make more of an effort to talk to them and help them when you can even if they don’t even ask for it. Remember your visit during thanksgiving. Please continue to hold youself to making their quality of life better. They deserve the best for giving you the best. 2019 better be the year girl at least get the wheels going on this. I know you can do it. Also, Im feeling like prioritizing learning Vietnamese would be good right now (again) because being able ot speak it would help with making conversation with mom and dad so much easier. So I hope by the time youre reading this, your fluency has impoved. If not, GET TO IT!!!! Linh, isn’t answering phone right now but she said shes okay and just wants some time to herself. Keep in touch with her. I know you love her and don’t forget she did a lot for you as well growing up too. Help her out when you can. Im sure she loves and misses you everyday too. As for Mike, hes doing his own thing with his family but never heard ot reach out even if he does stupid shit. Family is family. As for Mitchell, this should be a big year for him. Hell be transitioning from freshman to sophomore and will have more play time on the field. Keep on supporting him and doing what you can unconditionally. Hes growing up and possibly coming to the realization that he may or maynot make it to the NFL. Until otherwise told, keep hyping and helping him get to that goal. Kinda scary that hes moving out this month cause hes still so young  Pleaseeeeee keep in touch with him and try to get lunch/dinner with him so that you guys don’t grow distance. I hope this year you guys get closer than last year. Lastly, Marissa, ughhh she moves away to Atlanta this year and she graduates. Big year for her and so nerve wrecking thinking that shes growing up as well. Shes a freaking BOSS and don’t forget that either. Shes not this fragile girl that always need protecting but keep her close and send her reminders that you love her and are there for her when she needs you. I hope you guys have THE BEST time of your life seeing AG in JUNEEEEE. Mellisa, ugh, went through a lot towards the end of 2018 and it sucked that you couldn’t be there for her during that time. For 2019, continue to just be a presence in her life. I know shes very independent and strong but it never hurts to have a brotherly figure in her life. Shes loves you and keamy both a lot and don’t forget that either. She does a lot for you guys, return the favor this year, please. Shes family. Almost time for work and here you are still writing your letter haha. I wanted this one to cover all the bases. This year YOURE GOING TO GET SENIOR BITCH. Begin to act like one. Right now its pretty stressful since you have so many open jobs and planning hasn’t really been done. ITS OKAY. Keep pushing. I know by the time you read this youre be such a fucking pro that all of this stuff will be second nature and youre planning for 2019 Audits will be TOP NOTCH. Also congrats on seniorrrrrr :* <3 Funny that you mentioned that youre the quiet one in the office at the beginning of 2018. I feel like im so loud now hahahah mostly due to working with Matt and Dago. They make you feel to comfortable being in youre own skin in the office. I hope you guys remain the trio hahahaha and that they still work with you. THEY BETTER. Goals for work, keep practicing your public spreaking (ESPCIALLY THIS LOL), being a yes man isn’t a bad thing. Extend a helping hand and be THAT BITCH. I hope that youre pro at public speaking by now. Not sure if you decided to continue being on the Accounting and Education committee or if you joined a difference one. I hope you applied to the one that Jesse is on cause that one is pretty neat. Also, you told yourself you would begin to focus more on work this year. Right now you wanna specialize in M&D. Get more involved and really make an effort to learn your line of work. That’s what you got your license in. Time to stop playing dumb and really show everyone what your made of. Youre not intern anymore nor are you viewed as one. Show everyone that you are capable and competent.

This year if your golden year!!! Youre original game plan was to through this HUGE rager but you need the funds for other things. SO whatever you decided to do, i hope you had an amazing time spent with friends and family. Happy 26th you old hoe. omg 26!!!

Oohh currently weighing 172 (lost a lot of weight in asia, omg yas). This year shouldn’t be too crazy with fitness but I hope you have a fucking banging body for EDC and PRIDE. That’s the current goal. I hope you took a lot of pictures cause when are you ever gonna be that fit again right? I hope you didn’t go overboard on cheat meals after those event cause you still have a fitting to uphold (AHEM AHEM, you know what im talking about 9/21).

Did I mentioned, that you saw Quang for the first time in 5 years. The guy that you wrote soooo many tumblr post about back in 2013. You messy bitch, you got emotional talking to him at WP LOL Its okay. Seeing him was much needed and seeing him and Keamy get along warms my heart. Also, seeing him gave you the comfort you needed. You were nervous going in but some things aren’t meant to be and there isn’t any bad blood. At least you also found out what he thought of you back then. You guys dated in college and that was that. No feelings are left for him other than a friend.

Also, are you IG famous yet? LOL short blurb, you told yourself you would begin to market yourself this year, so I hope made a dent in your social media presence boo. Not a priority but keep in mind that this can ultimately help out with your other goals. You got this <3 I hope you reached out to Michiella for any questions, shes a great guidance.

Hey so, this year focus on time management. Aside from family, make more time for friends especially from jax and Sarasota, not just your friends that you’ve made on IG. Their your roots and even though everyone is growing up and doing their own thing. Reach out to make sure theyre doing okay. Youre friendship with Tammy just goes to show that no matter the distances, years, life, you can maintain an amazing friendship. Do more for your friends this year as well. You have less vacations this year, this is the year to give back. So I hope you did.

Alll in all, goals for 2019: FAMILY, Direction and Guidance, Uplift, growth, and be unapologetically GAY.

I love you and continue to be the best you you can be.

PS MAKE MORE TIME THIS YEAR TO WRITE THIS LETTER. Not saying you didnt have enough time but there was so much more to talk about :( Anyways I love, I hope you fucking killed this year. Remember to always make time for yourself too!!

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Greetings whore of 2019 lmao

First off, Happy 25 bitchhhhh I hope you had that special 25 birthday you wanted to do.

Its currently 5:42 AM and Keamy is passed out behind you. So yeah, I took me about 2.5 weeks to write this. Life’s just been crazy with coming back from Asia, dealing with the lost luggage, adjusting to work, and meeting up with friends. BUT I still found time to write it!!!

Reading the letter from 2017, I can tell we were really happy with life and it seemed as though everything was going right, especially mentally. I actually remember writing that letter and how nervous I was about the upcoming year but I felt like it was such a huge year for me.

Well…… YOU DID IT BITCHHHHH!!!! You literally accomplished every single thing you set yourself up for. Looking back, I feel like the dark place that happened back in 2015 made you stronger and enabled you to really push yourself. Im not saying do that all the time but don’t be afraid to push your boundaries. Anything is possible and don’t feel limited on your options.

Well, its been about 2.5 weeks since you got back from your Asia trip, which btw was FUCKING AMAZING!! We met so many great people and made so many memories. Im literally looking forward to the next time we go back to Vietnam specifically. So many cute boys lmao. Even though you had fun, just remember to have a bit more control the next time you go out and have fun like that. It was fun but at the moment, I didn’t like being so boy crazy. Nonetheless, it was an amazing trip.

Work began two weeks ago and you still slowly adjusting. I feel like the expectations are high since you interned with them for the past three years. You’re gonna succeed in work this year and exceed all expectations, don’t worry. I know what your capable of. Even though youre not the most social guy in the office (for obvious reasons lmao), I know your work will speak for itself. However, continue to be the kind and giving person you are without being a push-over. The goal is to become a Senior associate this year!!!! We’ll see how thatll turn out since you have 0 experience in EBPs lmao. But hey, keep grinding out. I know that by the time youll reading this, busy season should be picking up.

So Stanley said something along the lines of “circuit friends can be so fleeting” and that he really appreciates that we were still able to maintain our friendship even after our first encounter at EDC. Im glad we were able to meet Stanley and all the people hes introduced to us. Same goes for Timmy as well but we didn’t get the chance to see them this year but hopefully 2018 we’ll reunite!

Family is getting better and better!! Ran into a little road bump at the beginning of 2018 (With Mitch) but hes handling is pretty responsibility so well see. Currently, hes in Massachusetts, I believe, visiting a college that interested in him playing football for them. I’m so proud of him. Mike is doing extremely well with his career. He got hired on as an contractor to work for the government and help build an IT security (Something like that lmao) and hes working with kids too!! Linh is doing life but shes doing the best she can. I talked to her briefly yesterday and shes said she has an orthodontist appointment today so seems like shes getting the ball rolling!! Mom and Dad was doing amazing from what you can see. Dad almost made you cry when he was talking about how much he loves Mom. Life is only going to get better for them and don’t forget to do you best to help them out when you can please. I know life can get busy but they love you so much and obviously want to see you succeed but they also want to hear from you. That goes for any of us in the family. Do you best to keep in touch with them. Make sure Marissa is also doing well. Shes currently sick and I hope it isn’t anything serious but I know shell get better, shes a fighter!!!

Some additional goals I would like to set out this year is to get more involved. Start working with special need kids, more involved with the caucus, try to get involved with the local jax equality group, and find a professional group that youre interested in! I know youre a go getter so you better have made a dent in those goals this year hoe. On top of that, you just bought rosetta stone yesterday, so I hope you’ve been practicing your Vietnamese. I know how badly you wanna improve. Make sure Keamy helps you this year.

Keamy…. I feel like theres so much to say and so little at the same time. You know where you stand with him in the relationship. I love him to death and can see myself spending forever with him. The third year being together was different, in a good way. Our trust for eachother is through the roof lmao Kinda worries me sometimes but I know that as long as we have eachother we should be okay. He currently taking three classes this year and I think hes planning on loading up on more so we can get his degree faster. You promised him that youll pay for all his classes his senior year so prepare yourself for that :P He still has like 2 or 3 more years to go so no worries. Youll be a rich daddy by then lmao. After that you guys can begin you lives and get married and move to a bigger city only to move back to start a family :P

As for health, oh my gosh I feel like shit right now because you decided that you wanted to not workout and eat everything in sight for the month of January. I hope youre ripped AF again but still enjoying your favorite foods lol. Currently at 179lbs but I don’t have any specific goals for this year but I know your able to reach anything you set your mind to considering how much changes your body went through last year (lost 25 lbs!!!).

Well damn you wrote a lot… again… Im sure youre kind of taken back by how much you wrote again lmao but hey, its gonna be a good year!! This is a new chapter so step out your comfort zone and do amazing things that I know youre capable of. This is it, don’t hold back. You talked to Keamy about your real dreams and hes on board.

Best of luckkkkkk, I hope this year is filled with more whoresome memories, development, fitness goals, bonding with friends and family, and traveling.

P.S congrats on getting your CPA, which you should have the certification by now. Look at you, accomplishing all your LT goals that you set for yourself back when you moved to JAX. Don’t forget, “Direction and Guidance.” So far, it seems as though your mojo is coming back so keep riding on this wave and continue to inspire buddy. All you have to do is just keep doing you and don’t have any other ideas of what people see you as.

I love you and until next time!! You better be Partner by now lmao <3

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All these guys on here wanna bottom for you so badly, but me, I wanna top you damn well boy ;)

Finally, Front of the line 😌