Im Learning
Ive fought with my boyfriend for the first time yesterday, the fight was about drugs. For better understanding, I'll rewind to two days ago. I went to a party with my friends from high school, my friend offered me MDMA. I use to take it occasionally up until last year and I've only done it a few times. I enjoy MDMA its fun and it opens you up like a book. My boyfriend wasn't at the party and I didn't tell him I was dropping or that I was going to a party. The next day he wanted to go out, I was recovering for the night before. Usually the next day after doing the drug, you feel tired and moody (sad, angry etc...) I felt well, I was just not my enthusiastic self I talked quieter. My boyfriend was not too pleased when I told him about the previous night. Also I should mention I use to abuse drugs previously to meeting him. Ive been clean for a year and a half. But I have those once in a blue moon moments when I do hard drugs. He went on about how he shouldn't have to explain to our friends that I was doing drugs the night before and I'm "recovering" and how he feels like I did this behind his back. I had nothing to hide, but I want to make this better. Advise?
