Heres my adminvirus yap gang, lowk working my ahh off on this au (this is copy pasted from what I wrote to a friend on DC)
It starts with Telamon, each day his silent hatred festers in his code, his pride pushing it down while his body seeths with hate
Telamon starts getting fevers, having to take time from work, his body becomes sickly
Builderman notices how strange the other is acting, yet makes no comment
Telamon has too much pride to admit it but his own has been corrupting, the virus hes named 1x1x1x1 corrupting his files, taking over his code bit by bit, manifested from corrupted files and code filled with his own hate
But then Tela goes missing
Thats because before 1x was able to take over his body completely, he created shedletsky, the perfect vessel
and split off his own hatred, giving shedletsky the rest of his code, his pride, kindness, ego, ect
Meanwhile, telamons true body decays, it changes form
1x1x1x1 then forms telamons body to be more pleasing for herself, his own vessel
Telamon named him 1x1x1x1
bc it ripped his code apart
1x hates telamon and shed, bc she hates that she bears the burden of telamons hatred
they hate that they exist, that telamon let them form
Shedletsky has amnesia, he dosent remember telamon at all, only has his personality, eventually shedletsky grows to be his own person, completely unreleated to tela
Things make him uneasy tho
1x, bc he feels he should know why this being hates him sm, why does she look so familiar? why does she want him dead so much
His own wings, he concelas them and neglects them bc they make him uneasy when looking at them
and even tho builderman and dusekkar seem to be a comforting presence to shedletsky since he worked with them and became an admin once telamon went missing (telamon left a note that shed was to be the next admin to replace him)
he feels uneasy in the way they look at him, like they know smth he dosent
Builderman would figure out shedletsky and 1x are telamon before even shedletsky does
thats the basis (this IS a forsaken au, most of sheds unease and figuring it out comes with him being forsaken)
Shedletsky eventually remembers everything but at that point, hes become his own person, he is not telamon, he is shedletsky
and seeing that 1x eventually, over a long ahh time, realized shedletsky is not the cause of her pain
and if shedletsky can seperate himself from being telamon, maybe they can too
and that self acceptance, brings a new feeling
love, bc they finally learn to love themselves
There is more if anyone is interested, but that's what ill give for now :3