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My new life has just begun. I thought I will never meet with a person who can give a courage to me. But see, now I met him.

Our relationship started without him asked to me to be his girlfriend but he wants me to be his future. He said his life changing when he know me.

His attitude and his love language always make me feel grateful to have him.

But nothing perfect in this world. He has a weakness. I knew it from the start. Sometime I overthinking about his past, I afraid he will back to his past, but on the other side I see that he's totally change.

Everytime we fought because my overthinking, he never surrender, he still beside me and loving me like his do. He also never make me to wait and anxious because from the start, he always text me whenever he go and whats he do..

All the things that are in him, those parts of the prayer that I've been...

Thank you mas D.

[taufikaulia]

[fromzahra]

It almost 2 years and still go on

 Today, I open this page and start writing about what i feel for almost two years since we broke up.

It was never easy when pouring about you on this page. Never ever. But when I told people about you and us in the past, the smile always on my face. Sometime i feel strange why I still smile to people when I told about you even you broke me many times. 

I started this job earlier this year and I try to open myself, my mind to new people that I met. I always try to improve myself and don't want the same shit to happen at this time. It’s always hard because anything that happened in the past always on my mind. 

I started to get close that men who tried to know me. But the questions and worries always on my head. 

I am afraid that he will same or different with you. I am afraid that he will break me like you but at same time I also afraid he will not treat me like you. 

The stories about you were not full of bad things that’s why I afraid the someone new will not treat me like what you did, it’s like since we met for the first time you always try to open yourself without I asked to you. 

They did it but without realize I starting comparing them with you. I swear this situation make me stress but when it happened I was not realize I did the bad things like that. I hurt people whose try to know me. 

Until someone told me “when you will go out from this situation? if you always in this situation I am sure you will never to find someone and feel like you are in the grave. It almost 2 years, he move on and you must do it too.”

My brain was trully agree with what he told but it different with the heart. 

Two months ago I rejected someone who want to propose me. It happened for three times and to 3 different men.  I said I am not ready eventhough I always said I am not looking for someone to date but I want to marry soon. 

I said like that but at same time I feel afraid to make a new relationship with someone new. I really afraid. 

I just want to stop something about you across my mind. I want to really move on. I want to really accept someone new without your shadow. I don’t want to comparing the someone new with you. 

I am so tired and get out of this shit situation like you that success to make a new relationship with her. 

You told me “if Allah wants to make us together, Allah will unite us.”

Stupid me, I believe about what you told me even I know you are in a relationship with someone you now. 

Dumb me. I always go on the trap and shit that you make until the end. 

[yn6k]

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[fromzahra]

[REVIEW K - DRAMA] : TRAP (2019)

I can't wait to watch this drama 🤩

This drama really attractive me. Beside the excellent actors, the story looking best 😀

The drama tells about Lee Seo Jin is a excellent anchor who enter the political field and has a lovely family. His life seems perfect. One day, he goes on a trip with his family and a tragic situation occurs. Meanwhile, Sung Dong Il is a senior detective who handle the case of excellent anchor.

Unfortunately, Writer and PD just planned 7 episodes for this drama. I think they planned at least 16 episodes for this drama :(

But it's okay, I still excited to watch it.

[hplyrikz]

[fromzahra]

[REVIEW K-FILM] - ON YOUR WEDDING DAY

[REVIEW K-FILM] – ON YOUR WEDDING DAY

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[REVIEW K - DRAMA] : VOICE 2 (2018) K - drama on going di hari Sabtu dan Minggu. Di Season 2 ini akan di jelaskan mengapa karakter-karakter pada Season 1 tidak ada dan munculnya karakter-karakter baru yang gak kalah serunya dengan karakter-karakter di Season 1. Cerita 2 episodes pertama dalam Season 2 ini gak jauh berbeda dengan Season 1 yang berisikan adegan-adegan sadis dan selalu membuat deg-degan. Buat para penggemar thriller, mystery, and detective ini layak untuk di tonton 👌

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[REVIEW FOOD] - NASI AYAM BU WIDO SEMARANG

Nasi Ayam menjadi salah satu makanan khas yang berasal dari Semarang. Nasi dengan suwiran ayam, gudeg kering, sayur jipang, dan di berikan kuah opor menjadi perpaduan yang pas.

Salah satu Nasi Ayam yang terkenal nikmat adalah Nasi Ayam Bu Wido. Nasi Ayam ini dapat di makan dengan lauk tambahan seperti sate usus, sate telur puyuh, dan sate ampela. Yang menjadi favorit adalah dengan menambahkan potongan paha ayam kampung 😋 Daging paha ayam kampung yang empuk dan lembut menjadikan Nasi Ayam Bu Wido ini makin enak untuk di santap.

Don’t forget to come here when visit Semarang 😊

[fromzahra]

REVIEW K - DRAMA: LET'S EAT 2 (2015)

REVIEW K – DRAMA: LET’S EAT 2 (2015)

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Di Let’s Eat 2 ini menceritakan pertemuan yang tidak di sengaja antara Goo Dae Young dan teman semasa SD nya yaitu Baek Soo Ji. Pada Season 2 ini lebih membahas masa-masa kecil Goo Dae Young dan kehidupannya saat kerja.

Konflik antara Goo Dae Young, Baek Soo Ji, dan Lee Sang Woo menjadi pemanis dalam cerita ini dan tidak…

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[REVIEW] 탐정: 더비기닝 (Tamjeong: Deobigining) / Accidental Detective (2015)