you guys are hypocrites. pathetic. while you use cute hashtags for hsg, you try to boycott the group. you’re pathetic. the group doesn't deserve you; what you're doing only shows your favoritism and how you don't care about the group, who is constantly asking and saying they want engenes with them. you guys are disgusting.
teni: hi gyus, im back again 👋🏼👋🏼 this is short, but im thinking about making more parts for this :D oh, i intend to write more about jungwon (bcs i love this man so much), but if you guys want me to write about someone else, you can ask. btw, i don't write smut! (soon im gonna put this information on my page, but i just wanted to clarify this :)
unwavering loyalty:
His eyes would be only for you and no one else. You wouldn't have to worry for a second if someone else tried to flirt with him, because you know he'd ignore them and only say what's necessary.
He would dedicate and commit himself entirely to your relationship and to you.
patience and respect for time:
He radiates patience and calm. He wouldn't get easily irritated with you.
If he knew you're someone who needed more time, he wouldn't rush you and would be right there, assuring you that everything is okay and there's no need to hurry.
If you two ever argued, he wouldn't raise his voice or become aggressive. He'd maintain calm the entire time, always looking into your eyes and listening attentively, trying to understand your frustration. And if he didn't agree with something, he would let you know in the calmest and most respectful way possible.
soft and clear communication:
Communication between you two would be transparent. He'd want to know everything when it comes to you.
Whether you like something or not, if you felt uncomfortable, if something annoyed or made you happy. He'd want to know it all.
He would never invalidate anything you say, always trying to see things from your side.
If there were something he didn't like, he would talk to you in a soft and gentle way, prioritizing peace and open conversation.
his subtle affection:
He'd be very affectionate, in his own way.
In public, he would hold your hand, tracing patterns with his fingers, gently stroking your hair in a subtle manner, staying close to you at all times.
He'd show his love not by constantly saying "i love you", but by making sure you ate well, asking how your day was, if you're feeling well or if something's bothering you.
When you were alone, he'd give you long, warm hugs, little kisses on your forehead, cheeks, chin, sometimes all over your face and prolonged gazes.
care from afar:
Are you going to be apart for a week? He would always send you good morning and good night messages, asking how your day was, if you’re okay, if you’ve eaten, what you’re doing, and so on.
He’d send you pictures of everything to include you in his day. Photos of himself, landscapes, food, animals, the sky.
Video calls would happen every day. As soon as your face popped up on the screen, a smile would form on his mouth.
He’d admire you while you talked about your day or anything at all.
And at bedtime? You’d stay on the call until you both fell asleep.
He’d wait for you to fall asleep first to make sure you’re okay, and once he was sure, he’d watch you like a lovesick fool until he eventually dozed off.
Jungwon is your boyfriend. He's also Spider-Man.
But when a new enemy threatens everything he loves, you become the main target.
Love, guilt, pain and the choice between saving the city or protecting his heart.
word count: 1k
pairing: spiderman!jungwon x f!reader
warnings: mentions of violence, blood, emotional distress, character injury, kisses.
teni: hi yall 👋🏼 after reading way too many stories, i decided to try writing one myself :) i really hope you all enjoy it! english is not my first language, so i used an app to help me to translate this without too many mistakes. anyways, let me know what do you think about this fic, byeeeeee <3
Today was supposed to be just another normal day. It was seven in the morning, and you were on your way to college. As soon as you passed through the gates, you saw your group of friends and there he was, Jungwon, your boyfriend. He immediately noticed your arrival and smiled. You walked over to them and sat down next to Jungwon.
"Hi." you said in a low voice.
Even though you'd been dating for a while, you still weren't used to the way Jungwon looked at you. He looked at you with such intensity, yet so softly, as if you were made of porcelain and could break at any moment.
"Hey, beautiful." he replied in the same tone, laughing right after he saw you blushing.
You all sat at a table talking until it was time for class to begin.
Classes that day were normal, as always. As soon as your last class ended, you packed your things and headed to the door. Jungwon was there, waiting for you.
Leaning against the wall in front of you, there he was. Jungwon gave a small smile and walked toward you.
"Shall we go?" he asked, intertwining his fingers with yours.
You simply nodded.
Jungwon was the perfect boyfriend: gentle, calm, patient, always noticing things others didn't, and always there for you. When you found out he was Spider-Man, you weren't shocked. In fact, you had suspected it might be him, but didn't want to believe your own theories. Ever since he told you the truth, his attention toward you had doubled. He was afraid something might happen, that someone might use you to hurt him. But he promised to always protect and take care of you.
It was nighttime. Hours had passed since Jungwon had dropped you off at your apartment and left.
hey, won. do you want to spend the night here? that's what you had texted him two hours ago. Even though Jungwon was Spider-Man, he usually replied quickly. Worry started to build inside you, but you tried to ignore it. You were trying to convince yourself that he was just helping around the neighborhood when you heard a noise coming from your living room.
Slowly, you made your way there. The balcony door was open—which was strange, since you had locked it. Scared, you walked toward the balcony. There was nothing there. Just as you were about to turn back inside, a strong blow hit your head. Before your vision went black, the last thing you saw was something entirely green.
Before you could open your eyes, you could already feel the cold wind hitting your body. You were suspended—you couldn’t feel the ground. When your eyes finally opened, you realized what was happening. You were at a building under construction. Your shirt was caught on a piece of iron. You were high up. Your head hurt, and blood was running from the blow. You didn’t know what was happening or who that person in your apartment was.
Amid the pain, you saw him—Spider-Man. He was jumping from one iron beam to another when he saw you. His body froze. You felt the tension. He quickly made his way to you.
The first thing he noticed when he reached you was the blood on your forehead. Gently, he placed his hands on your face, checking the wound.
"I’ll get you out of here." he said in a calm voice, though you could still feel the rage he was holding back.
Just as he was about to free your shirt from the metal, Jungwon was hit by a glider.
"Hahaha!" — loud laughter echoed.
You turned your head toward the sound and saw the same thing you saw in your apartment: the Green Goblin.
"You really thought it would be that easy, Spidey?" he laughed. "I want to see you lose everything you love."
The glider that had hit Jungwon returned to the Green Goblin. You couldn’t see Spider-Man anymore and had no idea if he was okay. The Goblin climbed onto the glider and released your shirt from the metal, now holding you up.
"No, no, please, don’t do this." you whimpered, feeling the Goblin rise even higher.
"Aww, you’re scared? Don’t worry. This will all be over very soon."
Spider-Man, who had disappeared, now returned, fighting the Goblin. He had no mask on, a cut on his cheek, and his suit stained with blood around his abdomen. His legs were wrapped around the Goblin’s head, and with ease, Spider-Man ripped the villain’s mask off. He began punching him in the face. The Goblin laughed, blood dripping from his nose and mouth. Jungwon was blinded by rage. He kept hitting the Goblin until the villain let go of your shirt, making you fall.
"NO!" you screamed.
You were falling, gripped by fear. You just shut your eyes, hoping this was all a nightmare.
Jungwon’s eyes widened when he saw you falling. With one final blow, he threw himself in your direction. Desperation took over his body. He shot a web toward you, praying he could reach you in time.
When the web caught you, he quickly pulled you toward him, holding you tightly. He shot another web nearby so you both could land safely on the ground. As soon as your feet touched down, Jungwon gently but quickly pulled your body away from his.
"Are you okay?" — the desperation evident in his voice.
He looked at you from head to toe, searching for injuries. When he found none, he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into a tight hug.
"I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I should’ve been more careful with your safety." he said, trembling. His voice was low, almost a whisper.
You felt warm tears fall onto your shoulder. Your arms wrapped around his neck, squeezing him to let him know you were okay.
"It’s okay, Won. It wasn’t your fault. Please don’t blame yourself, okay? I’m fine." your voice was low and trembling too.
He pulled his face away from your neck, placing his hands on your cheeks and looking into your eyes.
"Let’s get out of here." he said, pressing his forehead against yours.
You nodded, and so, you went home.
He took you to his apartment. He needed to have you close. When you both entered through the window, he guided you to the couch. He quickly went to the bathroom to grab a first-aid kit. He sat beside you, and just as he was about to open it, you held his hand.
"We need to take care of you first." you said, worried, looking at the bloodstain on his suit.
"I need to take care of you first." he replied, taking your hand and placing it back in your lap.
He opened the kit and took out what he needed. With utmost care and attention, he cleaned your wound, applied medicine, and placed a bandage on it.
"Thank you." you said quietly. "Now I need to take care of you, Won."
He gave a small smile and nodded. Then, carefully, he unzipped his suit and lowered it to his waist, exposing his chest. Your cheeks turned red. Jungwon was your boyfriend—of course you’d seen him shirtless before—but seeing him like this still took your breath away.
"Are you good?" he teased, clearly enjoying your reaction.
You cleared your throat.
"I’ll start here." you said, picking up the kit to focus on something else.
When you looked at the wound on his abdomen, you realized it wasn’t deep, but it still needed care. Just like he did, you cleaned the injury, applied medicine, and covered it with a bandage. Your hands were gentle, not wanting to cause more pain or discomfort.
Once it was done, you looked at his face—and something had changed. He looked distant and thoughtful. When he realized you were done, he took your hands—still resting on his stomach—and placed them back in your lap.
"I’m going to take a shower." he said softly, leaving you confused by his sudden shift.
When the bathroom door opened again, a scent of vanilla filled the room. Jungwon stepped out wearing sweatpants and a hoodie, his hair still damp. He walked to the closet, grabbed another pair of sweats and a hoodie, and handed them to you.
"A shower will help you relax." he said, expressionless.
You simply nodded, took the clothes from his hand, and went to the bathroom. There, you took your time to clean up and unwind. Meanwhile, outside, Jungwon sat wondering where he had failed. What had he missed? How had he failed to protect you? How had you almost lost your life because of him? He didn’t even notice the hot tears falling down his cheeks—but he didn’t care.
When you opened the bathroom door and saw Jungwon sitting on the couch with his head down, you understood what was going on. Silently, you walked over and sat beside him. Your arms wrapped around him in a tight hug. His arms instinctively wrapped around your waist. He cried in your arms.
You stayed in that position for several minutes, hugging. One of your hands gently stroked his hair. Then you softly pulled his face from your neck, your hands now holding his cheeks.
"I’m okay, Won." you said softly.
He shook his head, tears still streaming down his face.
"I... I failed you. I should’ve protected you better. I almost lost you, Y/N." his voice trembled.
"But I’m here. I’m here because you saved me, Won." you replied, pressing your forehead to his. "I’m okay. We’re okay."
"I’m sorry..." he whispered.
You shook your head.
"There’s nothing to apologize for. None of this was your fault."
You pulled your forehead away, now looking at every detail of his face. Your fingers wiped away the tears. You gave him a small smile. He looked at you as if he wanted to memorize every part of your face. He brought a hand to your cheek, gently caressing it before closing the space between your mouths. The kiss was soft, unhurried. When you both ran out of breath, Jungwon reluctantly pulled away, resting his forehead against yours.
"Let’s sleep. You need to rest." he said.
You nodded, and he stood up, holding your hand and leading you to his bedroom. Once inside, you went straight to the bed and lay down. He did the same. You were staring at each other when he reached for your waist and pulled you closer. He kissed your forehead and, in a low voice, said:
"I love you, Y/N."
With your eyes closed, almost asleep, you heard him.