forever is an illusion

she/her • hopeless romantic • capricorn

[healing-is-cool]

Update (01/12/2022)

Hi, everyone!

Ahh, thank you guys so much! <33 I received the help I needed to pay for essentials until my next paycheck, which means I can afford food for me and my cats, as well as my depression meds! I'm so happy, I really thought this wouldn't ever end.

I'm not in a terrible position anymore, but I'm not going to turn down on anyone who would like to help, so here's my ko-fi

Thank you so much. I love you all <3

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

thanksgivings over, alexa play tis the damn season by taylor swift

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

abt to go sue the backseat lovers bc “close your eyes” was a little TOO relatable and now i’m searching for cameras in my bedroom

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

"love,

your shitty little sister,

max"

stranger things 4x04 - "dear billy"

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i take requests! my inbox is open<33

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

someone do this with me PLEASE

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

i take no responsibility for the cringy shit i posted last year

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

hey y’all!🫶🏽

i’m thinking about writing a little bit? i never have the patience to write whole stories but i love coming up with little blurbs

i write for: stranger things, harry potter, shadowhunters… i’ll add to the list later i’m in too many fandoms lmaoo

(i’m not really sure about my personal rules and restrictions when it comes to asks, but feel free to send them and i’ll let you know if i’m uncomfortable with something :))

anyway! send me requests please if you want to🫶🏽

lmao not me writing this whole thing but i only have like 8 followers

love y’all<33

[youaregayedwin]

two minor (major) things i really want the rwrb movie to execute right:

Alex calling Henry ‘baby’ like its the most intimate thing in the world

Henry calling Alex ‘love’ like its the most affectionate thing in the world

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

no because the hug and the ”hi, love” when they meet henry in austin is AHSJSKDKS MY HEART

[wyatt-hayes]

he's a 10 but he fled your dad's lake house when he realized you were going to say i love you

he's a 10 but he's an obtuse fucking asshole

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

he’s a 10 but he fled the fucking country after he kissed you for the first time

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

someone start a petition to get casey mcquiston to write a rwrb sequel because i cannot let go of alex and henry and this entire book so quickly

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

remember that time when steve harrington beat up the demogorgon with a spiky baseball bat

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

i have a theory that joyce cuts will and eleven’s hair

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

hi love! i just got your ask in my inbox but i wasn’t sure if it was meant to anonymous or not so i wanted to ask you to make sure since it wasn’t <3

heyy no its okay!! i don’t need it to be anonymous, it was sweet of you to ask tho💛

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

i could watch pride and prejudice every day for the rest of my life and never get bored

[ddejavvu]

mei!! im still thinking about having remus as a big brother and it's just :')))

i had a friend like him in high school and he'd always give me little head pats whenever i do something hattie-like and now im just thinking this with remmy 🥺

:(( ngl my favorite trope i think literally ever is just the brother au like !! i just want brothers dude !!

brother!remmy who's super tall and so he's always able to reach your head, doesn't matter how tall you are, he's taller

he'll pat your head or ruffle your hair when you do something especially you and he lets out a soft little chuckle and :(((

he'll pat your back too!! and your shoulders!! like if you do good on a test he'll congratulate you and pat you on the back/throw an arm around your shoulders and you just feel so loved and safe :(

also his hugs!! he's giant and he wears the coziest sweaters and tops and hoodies so you know he gives amazing hugs! he'll hug you a lot, he hugs you after he gets out of the hospital wing from the moon, after he hasn't had the chance to catch up with you in a while, after you narrowly avoid one of the marauder's pranks, all the time!

[moonbcrry]

STOPPP I WANT BROTHER!REMMY SO BAD 😭😭😭

istg i just want him to tease me a lot but getting mad when someone else did (like one of the marauders). also protect me from every little thing (he'd be a little possessive) I JUST FULLY WANT HIM TO BE MY ANNOYING BUT LOVING OLDER BROTHER!

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

sorry about intruding into your lil conversation lol.. BUT brother!remmy teasing you mercilessly but still being the most caring brother when you needed him to be one…akdjsksks

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

'yeah, you think you're winning, but checkmate'

checkmate - conan gray

~asks are open for requests!!~ <33

[genderconfusedpsychopath]

henry is a dom (but like.. a gentle dom) and alex is a sub change my mind i dare you