Genius_idol

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No I won’t drink to much tonight.

3 drinks later...

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[geniousidolus]

So I’ve seen him in a store where I am working. Convinced that security guy that he stole something, just to see the security footage of him paying for everything he took from the shelves. At least I’ve seen him.

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Crying myself to sleep for the 4th day in a row. Is there like an achievement after a certain number of days?

[geniousidolus]

I have just one question

Why other people deserve happiness? All I want is to be happy. Maybe it’s not material things. I just wanna die my fucking hair and have a tattoo. My parents and my school bans all of those. Why girls can have their hair dyed, but dudes can’t. I just wanna leave the house confident. Maybe I am not meant to be happy

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I don’t know what the fuck is going on, but something really wants to keep me alive. Whenever I am on the verge of losing my sanity or on the edge of suicide, something good happens. I mean, HE JUST TEXTED. Omfg I am gonna cry

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Just a normal day

Do you all know the feeling when you think it couldn’t get any worse. Well, I am here to tell you, it can. A month ago I met a guy. He was sweet, cool, beautiful. He stalked me on all my social media, and he finally texted me. TBH, I didn’t even remember him. We talked for some days and when I was drunk enough, I finally asked the magic question. ARE YOU GAY? Well it turns out he was. This is where things started to get low-key messed up. We somewhat agreed to meet-up. FAST FORWARD. The meet-up never happened. He texts me saying we should meet up. Then places me on the receiving end of radio silence. He left me hanging, like he usually does. I am at work again, not giving a shit. A familiar voice appears from behind me. Hey, where do I find the toilet papers. What a coincidence... IT’S MY FUCKING EX. He was like, we should meet up, we are still good friend, yadi yadi yada... Texted him after work, Are you free for a coffee? He was like, Nah, I am going to the movies. Yup, turns out he is with his other ex in the ZOO. Why does god hate me so much?