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(it/its), this is mostly for selfies, (21)

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I´m hoping for a safe and happy pride month for everyone, but especially trans and gendernonconforming people

🏳️‍⚧️ My pronouns are it/its and i identify as trans.

i also use genderqueer, but the most accurate way to describe myself/my gender is just trans. its the only label i really identify with 100%

I´m hoping to start hrt this year, but the medical hurdles are making it an unsure thing. i wish luck to everyone out there, transitioning or not, medically or not.

know we are here, have always been here and always will be, no matter what.

in this time especially, we need to stand together <3

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maybe y'all didn't notice but fat people who don't hate ourselves sure did notice that people were obsessed with shitting on fat people in the late 90s and early 2000s (conservative political time) and now are again (fascist political time), coincidentally while the market for weight loss has become a 90 billion dollar industry due to glp1s.

you are not immune to propaganda. it makes some people a whole hell of a lot of money for you to hate fat people and fear becoming (or staying, I think like 70% or something of the US is fat) one of us.

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a lot of the fearmongering over fatness comes from studies directly funded by the weight loss industry...i think people don't really realize or think about the fact that research can absolutely be influenced and skewed by its funding. there is also research that shows that an amount of the negative health outcomes for fat people come from anti-fat bias. if you go to the doctor with concerns and the doctor simply tells you to lose weight, your problem is neglected and you may not even bother going to the doctor with the next problem.

every fat person you know for the most part probably has a story like this, of medical neglect. many of the stories i've heard personally are when the complaint or the doctor wasn't related at all, like being told to lose weight at the ear nose and throat doctor or at the dentist. it's straight up just bias. it's such a thing that in the show Shrill it's portrayed, when Aidy Bryant goes to the gynecologist and her doctor suggests she get gastric bypass.

the studies on health and fatness are simply not that black and white and there is basically no research that shows that more than an incredibly tiny minority of people can lose weight and keep it off for more than like 2 years. bodies have set points that they gravitate towards, it's not a personal failure. this also is how the weight loss industry succeeds so well - repeat customers.

some of the harm associated with fatness is also due to weight cycling, which is very hard on your body and is even worse if you get off a GLP1, which according to a recent study causes weight to be regained at a rate that is 4x faster than without taking a GLP1.

you don't have to hate yourself. you don't have to hate other people for their body type either. it makes me so sad to see the thinspo tag going around again in 2026 a lot like it was back in the day.

some resources to learn more here:

https://www.reuters.com/article/business/healthcare-pharmaceuticals/feeling-fat-may-be-worse-for-you-than-being-fat-idUSTON079061/

The Healthiest Weight Could Actually Be 'Overweight', Huge Study Finds

A study spanning almost four decades and involving more than 100,000 adults in Denmark found that those with an 'overweight' body mass index

there's so much crazy shit once you go down the rabbit hole. for example, BMI was not invented by anyone with a medical background. it was never meant to measure individual health.

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U.S. Weight Loss Industry Grows to $90 Billion, Fueled by Obesity Drugs Demand

The U.S. weight loss industry reached an unprecedented high in 2023, estimated at $90 billion, largely driven by surging sales of the widely

Body fat supports your health in surprisingly complex ways

Evidence is mounting that our body fat supports everything from our bone health to our mood, and now, research suggests it also regulates bl

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just gonna reblog this forever because i love fat people and we deserve fuckin basic human dignity and respect regardless of our weight

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you know the outfits fire when you get hate comments on Instagram xD

(also the coat is real leather and i got it second hand for 30€!)

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pink

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finally redyed my hair again!

and dressed up for my grandmas birthday :P

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my halloween costume btww

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bunch of selfies cause my makeup felt right for the first time in a while

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monster makeup <3

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actually felt like doing makeup again

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the sun just rose lol

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why is it so hard to take photos in the sun.

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another old thing from my Instagram because I'm not taking photos recently

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picture from me last year taking a "walk" in my wheelchair! this was really nice since it was in a very accessible park

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some pictures from a photoshoot by my mother

(screenshot from insta, because i cant find the original files)