I dreamt of you last night, as often, but this time the dream revealed a fear I may have deep inside. It's maybe the second or third time that I dream that you don't recognise me! In last night dream, we were in a kind of event with people we didn't know. There were many rooms and in one of them, a massive scene with a Dua Lipa's show going on, but everybody was sitting on the floor, and the VIP zone (you were one) was on the scene next to her 🤦🏻♀️ a kind of weird dream yeah
Anyways, in that dream, I saw you in different rooms and I was trying to catch your attention and your eyes, but you were in your own bubble. I didn't want to bother you so I moved on each times as a defeat, but everywhere I went then, we met again (and you ignored me, again).
You were looking serious, focused and sad, while I was super energetic, happy and optimistic, despite the situation. I actually didn't felt a kind of boom boom in my heart and a super strong feeling while trying to look at yours, it made me uncomfortable in a way.
I remember well a scene of that dream in which I was in an elevator, moving through the different rooms and events, and I saw my reflection in the mirror: I was terrible, ugly sad, tears were about to flow, and before seeing me in the mirror, I didnt realised how desperate and hurt I was. So, I again, decided to move on and forced the biggest smile. I remember telling myself (in the dream but with the strengh and the energy of irl me) "don't worry this IS your twinflame, it as to be him because it can't be anybody else". Kind of light and brightness while telling that.
At the end of the dream (this is the part I remember the most), I went downstairs and met people with whom I talked a bit, it was a kind of school atmosphere. While going down the stairs and this area, I felt a deep and strong feeling that I was on "the right way", "close to you". IRL, I would have stoped where I get this feeling and wait until something happens (a miracle?), but in my dream idk why I decided to move one, again. I think it teached me to use my intuition better, because i may be used to stop before the actual "right thing" (idk how to explain but you may get it, or may not). So, I left the kind people I was chating with and I went through a corridor. Suddenly, the school looking of this place changed into a museum kind. A South East asian lady was waiting for visitors in front of a door, and inside I saw a traditional korean home.
I decided to enter, not because I hoped to meet you again, but because I was genuinely interested to visit it, and the lady was super nice and welcoming. So inside it, I immediately saw you, but your face was different than before: extremely natural, very tired and focused. I sat right next to you and said joyfully "Ohayo gozaimasuuu!", and don't ask me why, idk myself ; it was a dream so nothing really makes sense, and yes it was cringe (but my accent was good). You obviously ignored me and it hurted, but I thought "maybe he's too shy and he actually appreciate me?", but just when this thought crossed my mind, you stand up and leave in another part, far from me, in the house. Let's add more details: you were wearing a dark blue samue momen and when you moved to stand up I smelled you and didn't like it (kind of strong natural-plant-herbal smell), and we touched our hands.
Then, I was still hurt but decided to ignore you as well. And to focus on my experience there. The lady gave me a bowl full of grilled bananas, it was SUPER yummy I loved it. Actually, this dream was weird, not only because it was super long and I remember it pretty well, but also because I felt many things as smells, touch, taste, feelings, etc, in real life. Like a mid 5D dream.
Anyways, I am always super hungry when I wake up and the cooked bananas opened my appetite. I was tasting them in my brain for real! She even told me to taste its skin but this was disgusting.. and then I woke up at 5am because I am travelling today 🤷🏻♀️
