MYLOSTBEE

I am an emotional person.

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No matter I can see the light, I still become hopeless and hurt by the way I look in my life.

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Beauty inside a City.

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Still the beauty of our nature is really breathtaking.

A Gumamela. 

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JOMEN: Mag-iingat ka palagi ______ nararamdaman ko sayo hindi mo talaga ako mahal ginawa mo lang akong sandalan kapag sinusumpong ka..

JOMEN: baka makatulong sayo yung kinakausap mo hindi ako

JOMEN: nasayo ang problema hindi ako ______ nasayo

JOMEN: mahina kang tao wlang paninindigan sa sarili ______

JOMEN: makipagtextmate ka nalang sa sinasabi mo.. adyos

JOMEN: sasabihin ko ang lahat ng problema mo sa buhay mo ki ______ na hindi mo dapat ilihim sa kanila

JOMEN: mababaliw ka habang naglilihim ka sa kanila tungkol sa buhay mo at pagkatao

JOMEN: sana maging ok ka kahit wala ka..

ANDIE: Pasensya na tumawag ako sayo

JOMEN: why

ANDIE: Diba ayaw mo akong makausap

JOMEN: hindi naman po

JOMEN: nilabas ko lang ang nasa saluobin ko.. sayo

No matter what I did to you, why are you still coming back and continue to love me?

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What can I do to build my self-worth and be the best that I can?

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Everything becomes dark between us. I love you but I change a lot. I am hurting myself and even you I break. I want you to stay in my life as forever lasts. I am an emotional person. You become full of it, I don’t know how to be yours again. You really touch my life. I thought we’ve met in the right time, in the right place but, I am wrong. Since we found each other, everything begins to change. I thought we can do our lives together but I just only hope. I abused you. In the beginning of everything in my life, I thought I am the one whose being abused, I’m wrong. I now realize that I am the abuser and all the people around me even you are the real abused one. I am sorry because I already give up my life in the darkness. I close my life to the hope of living. I am really sorry. Before, I always asked for your understanding but right now, I will not ask for it anymore. You made me like this. You made me to fear to lose you in my life. I love you even if our relationship is in the verge of a cliff. I really love you so much. Time comes, everything in our life will fall in their right places. I love you, please...