Letters to my brain
Hey,
Are you okay there?
Because I can fell how you in pain now
Can you just stop being in pain it hurts, it hurts both of us
Everything okay with you, there nothing wrong with you, I swear, you are great, you are so amazing, everything okay with you, I know what I'm talking about
You are fine, you are whole, you're not half of one, you are not in minus side, you are all, you are complete, and you don't need nothing what should fix you, correct something inside you, I swear you
There's nothing wrong with you, they don't want to give you a hug, because that they just don't want to do this, okay?
They don't need your attention or opinion, because they just don't want it, okay?
Not because you are ugly, not because you bother them, or whatever you think, because it's doesn't matter
They don't need you because they just don't need your
But, sometimes, somewhere you will find Them, them who needs you, who will hug you just because they see you, who will hug you just because you return to sofa after washing your hands, who will hug you just because they want it anytime
You will find them
I promise, you definitely will find them, and not just one person, some pair, five or seven, eleven, maybe all fifteen, they will be more soon I'm sure of it
And it will be more soon that you are thinking, so please, wait for this moment, and be strong
Become strong enough to take it with all your straight and not lose, never ever
