Just fucking finish the job Mr so called slayer man!!
Stop pretending this isn't what you wanted. You said it yourself, you said you wanted this, so it's settled. I'm not killing you, nor am I letting anything happen to you.
It should be easy enough to get over someone you never loved in the first place.
ME not loving in the first place?! I am sorry have you been discussing with a mirror??? Because you should be talking as this to a mirror! I apologise that I express myself differently to how you do! I apologise things you find easy are not so for me! YOU said separate! YOU got your horny little fan club sending me comments about how attractive you are and how they are going to snap you up!
You will not preventing anything from happening to me because you have in fact delivered the killing blow already. There is no return for this. There is no stopping it. You decided upon this at least stand by the decision that would end me like a man!
I SUGGESTED THE ONLY THING I THOUGHT MIGHT GET YOU TO FUCKING SNAP OUT OF YOUR WEIRD PITY PARTY AND FIGHT FOR THIS!
ALL I'VE EVER WANTED WAS YOU, BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN SAY YOU LOVE ME!
How am I supposed to just accept that? That the person I love more than anything in this world can't reciprocate those feelings... It hurts too much Nandor...
Who said I cannot reciprocate because I cannot so easily say three specific words?? Is this the ONLY way to express that you care for someone??
And it is not me who has the party of pities this night!
No but maybe I need to hear it! Why is it so hard to just say how you feel to me??? If you love me and trust me and want me like I'm supposed to just believe then you should be able to at least say it in private but you can't!
How am I supposed to trust you or believe you? Maybe I'm selfish but I need that. I need to hear it at least once in awhile because otherwise I just feel like I'm your fucking sex toy!
Sex toys normally have sex Guillermo.
And it is difficult because do you think ancient warriors went about the places saying that they loved everybody?? Do you think that this is something encouraged at all??
If I had known it was the kind of thing that meant you would fuck off and bitch like a little piss boy...
NEWSFLASH NANDOR YOU HAVEN'T BEEN A WARRIOR IN HUNDREDS OF YEARS!
And the sex stopped when I realized you still haven't said it. You still haven't made it clear that this is about wanting to be with me and not wanting a warm body to bury your dick in.
You know... you can be a real mean bitch yourself. Saying these things does not change who I am.
If it had just been about that why would I still be beside you and not just finding another?? You act as if I do ZERO things for you and that I am nothing but cruel!
And even though you seem to be taking some pleasure from reminding me that I now have nothing and am nothing, giving me ridiculous ultimatums I was not aware of, immediately going to being a little slut open for anyone and sending these that lust after you to rub it in my face while maintaining the ideas that you are a blameless victim in anything and shutting down as soon as I do not immediately understand or you are challenged on this attitude you have somehow, in that way of hating myself I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU!
There now you can take your power kicks and throw it back at me and laugh and continue to fuck around with others in front of me as you enjoy doing now.
NOW will you allow me to go???
Nandor...
Please don't go
Why? You have been changing all of your things to suggest that you wish for others now and that I am not enough.
Do not let me stop you. You are a slayer it is easy for you to rid yourself of this problem. After all I cannot fight it I am not a warrior.
Plus it has been suggested by some that I am better to you as dust. You do have several suitors wating for you.
I don't want anyone but you, I don't and I never have... I just wanted you to care and I...
I guess I've made a mess of this... I've been so stupid...
I won't let anything happen to you, I can't... Nandor I'm sorry...
Do not cry as this... there is no real need to is there? I do not think you would ever be alone again after this.
I'd rather be alone if I can't have you... I don't want anyone else Nandor...
You say this but you are young.... and quick to leave... and... you...did not seem to like me so much... any longer.... and there is a sort of divorcing attempt as you retract any relation to me...
And now I am not so certain what to do
Why don't we just... Talk? We can just sit together in person and talk through this together... It's always so much easier in person...
Eh.... Alright... if it is what you wish for...
Okay, thank you, I'll come to you.