gwenstellar

i come and go

[gwenstellar-blog]

Nonsensicalness

I stg that I passed a new oil pump thingy on the way home. Convinced. Called my dad and argued about it

Then I googled it and am now trying to remember why I forgot it…

[shoutatthadevil]

Time to redirect this psycho bitch from Georgia’s IP away from my tumblr. This has surpassed lurking and is straight stalking.

[gwenstellar-blog]

Wtf is eating her? Like when was she even deemed a snowflake? She was just ignored. Other than her jewelry (I use that word loosely) no one even talks about her. Out of sight out of mind.

She’s gone Ember. Not a good look.

[ourdoughnut-deactivated20171001]

Ugh seriously though, why are there visors? 

this is hideous bullshit and I’m angry that it exists. 

[gwenstellar-blog]

White golphers.

[gwenstellar-blog]

I'm so itchy and ashy it's killing me. I already lubed up with raw Shea butter wtf.

[shoutatthadevil]

So while embers in “inpatient” with no “access to the Internet” she manages to lurk multiple blogs from her phone while in Rochester, she manages to file a DMCA report against me, and she’s managing to block and delete people from her quickly dwindling Instagram presence.

Ember isn’t smart enough and doesn’t have a nuanced grasp on how eating disorders actually work (kind of like she’s an “animal rights activist” but can’t understand why faux fur perpetuates the real fur industry, like are you really that dull? [yes she is]) to trick a mental health professional into believing her perfectly healthy body weight and BMI and healthy throat etc etc makes her even slightly eligible for invasive inpatient treatment. At most she’d be monitored by a GP and recommended for group and one on one therapy and regular visits to a nutritionist.

And she’s not even sly enough to learn to stay away from blogs she knows monitor their visitors , or to just ignore what’s going on on Instagram but our thinspo qwueen just cannot stay away.

[gwenstellar-blog]

This is too much funny. How dumb can she be? She’s like an ostrich with her head buried in sand. Her " la la la I can't hear you" is just funny.

[hipsteranonymous-blog]

Rape Culture 101

Rape Culture 101:

After I was date-raped, I had to explain to the authorities:

-what outfit I wore

-what I drank

-what I ate

-what I said

-if I crossed my legs

-how I laughed

-if I laughed

-the makeup I wore

-what underwear I wore

-who I talked to

-what bar I went to

-who my friends are

-what type of car I drive

-what type of shoes I wore

-if I wore tights

-how many sexual partners I have had

-my sexual orientation

-the age I lost my virginity

-if I was wearing perfume

-the color of my hair

-if I said “no”

-when I said “no”

-how I said “no”

-how many times I said “no”

-why it was in my bed

-why I had no bruises

-why his number was programmed in my phone

-why we were friends on facebook

-why I said yes to a date

-why I let him pay

-why I went to class the next day

-if I showered

-why I didn’t stop him

After he raped me, he had to explain:

…

nothing.  because they never asked him.

“Rape culture” is living a society where rape is defined by the circumstances rather than the action.

[samanthaisadora4]

not okay at all

[gwenstellar-blog]

I’m smoking at my neighbors watching people throw stuff into lava on YouTube.

[gwenstellar-blog]

Best day in a long time.

[gwenstellar-blog]

I'm smoking at my neighbors watching people throw stuff into lava on YouTube.

[gwenstellar-blog]

Do you get nice n easy dye in America? They sell their tubes of conditioner separately x

I THINK I LOVE YOU! 😍😍😍

[gwenstellar-blog]

How fucking long does it take to get used to lining your waterline and or tight line? Best products? Tips? I'm so frustrated... help

[gwenstellar-blog]

Is it weird I buy hair dye just for the conditioner?

I don’t even use hair color, at all. I wish I could find a fucking dupe. Years of products and purchases have led me nowhere.

[shoutatthadevil]

I thought Megan lived in Georgia?

She does, she’s just reporting any posts she can to try and get my blog deleted.

[gwenstellar-blog]

And this behavior of hers is eerily familiar, like Ember's behavior. The similarities are quite striking. Not surprising though.

[shoutatthadevil]

idk some of these anons sound like they're coming from her but.. idk. i mean, after you read this, you are going to assume i am her, right? but i'm not her. i just wish there was a way to figure out where some of these anons are coming from. just what if she isnt sending these anons but someone else is trying to get people to shit talk her for self posting? it happened before, didnt it? i'm really on the fence with this whole situation. i dont want to believe megan would act like this.

Honestly Megan has faked so much proof at this point I don’t believe her at all. She photoshops everything, down to screen names onto anon messages she gets to try and nail someone for sending them to statcounter proof. She’s willing to stoop low.

[gwenstellar-blog]

too low

[daniels-gillies]

i’ve never spoken of him until now, not to anyone, not even your grandfather. a woman’s heart is a deep ocean of secrets. but now you know there was a man named jack dawson and that he saved me. in every way that a person can be saved. i don’t even have a picture of him. he exists now only in my memory. 

[gwenstellar-blog]

💔💓

[shoutatthadevil]

Did you notice how Megan only has one set of stretching kit plugs in her shop and they end at size 2? And when you look at Megan's selfies she has about a size 2 gauge in her ear. I'm almost positive Megan is trying to sell her old used stretching kit she used on her ears. It's absolutely disgusting tbh.

I wouldn’t put it past her at this point

[e-crimes]

Ew! No! Please no! I fucking hope not! That would be horrifying. That’s weird that she would only order in plugs in her size only and not other sizes so anon could be right? At the very least she may have ordered them for herself but never worn them.

[sleepydrama-blog]

I’ve suspected this for a really long time, seems strange she would only have one set of each type of tunnel/plug/whatever in her shop that are all roughly the same size.

[e-crimes]

Oh Jesus. I have way too many plugs/tunnels that are either now too big for me now, but I don’t own an autoclave or anything so I wouldn’t even dream of selling them, or any of my other used body jewellery. That’s rank. That’s just something imo you don’t on sell, and have never even seen anyone trying to sell in all my years. I sincerely hope she isn’t doing that but that is sus asf. I just looked at her stores fb page and it looks like she was selling opalite plugs in various sizes a while ago but those are not hard to find through legit stores for a good price so.

If any of my readers are considering buying plugs/tunnels from Whism, and are worried about sanitary issues, drop me a message and I’d be more than happy to recommend some stores that are decent (and some that you should avoid too), all of the ones I use go over an inch so if you have bigger ears it’s allgood.

[sleepydrama-blog]

^^^ for my followers, because I don’t know anything about stretching ears.

[gwenstellar-blog]

Can she sell used items that were exposed to biohazards ie her ears, bacteria, possible blood, etc? Don't you need to declare that? Like legally or morally?

Sorry, that's just so gross and triggered my anti germ/bacteria/virus/fungal/everything ocd.

[shoutatthadevil]

Yo report Megan's giveaways and spams again. It got her blog deleted once I'm sure it'll get it deleted again. Her entire blog is spam. And for a while she was reposting people's photos from Flickr to gain followers and notes. She's even had a load of self harm photos and posts that could get her deleted in a second. If she wants to play those games she should watch her own back.

I won’t stoop to her pathetic level. Plus scrolling through her blog is like trying to read a horrible YA novel about a special manic pixie. No time for that shit.

[gwenstellar-blog]

I thought that giveaways were against tumblrs tos? Like you need permission because it could make @tumblr liable? Idk.

I tagged them to see if they'd actually step in and clarify their tos and if @whismical and her stores blog are violating anything. Ik I doubt it but wtf, worth a try.

[sleepydrama-blog]

Do you think ember ran e drama lulz? Their last post was on the 27th and Ember "left for IP" on the 29th. You may not have been around long enough to have a fully formed opinion on this but I am just curious.

I’ve been lurking for a long time but you’re right, I don’t really have an opinion on EDL. I mean, I’m sure it’s possible it could be, but it’s just as possible it’s a coincidence, considering that blog wasn’t very active anymore.

[gwenstellar-blog]

Hmm, I think if Ember had an in with us by being that blog she wouldn't abandon it. She'd use it constantly like she has before. But who knows, maybe she's changed her MO and approach?